How frequently do you think about suicide?

>>35351290
A few times a day.

It's not an option for me so I don't think about it. I just live until I finally get mercy.

>>35351290
A couple times a week. Most of the time I just hope for an "accident" that is quick and mostly painless.

>>35351290
Usually in bus

>>35351290
Every moment I'm not asleep

Dozen times a day,
tried last year and failed.
Sucks man. Really really sucks.

>>35351290
Not as much any more. I've had a premonition that I'll die aged 52 of heart failure so I'm pretty chill about the whole thing.

>>35351458
What did you try?

Don't tell me you tried pills or cutting yourself

>>35351290
not often, last time on my birthday

>>35351564
>cutting yourself
Def dont do this. Unless you want faggy emo scars for the rest of your life.

>>35351290
I try not to think about it anymore now that's become absolutely terrified at the prospect of my eventual death and no longer existing for the rest of eternally

Whenever I'm around other people.

Thought about it twice today. No amount of medication or therapy helps with the thoughts. Even after getting constant help after a botched attempt isn't working.

>>35351290
about one or two times in a month

>>35351290
Like once or twice a day for 1-2h

Why are you asking?

>tfw have testicular cancer and leaving it untreated
I'm gonna get off this ride bois.

>>35351290
i've set a deadline for when I'm going out
At this point all I can think about is not being alive or the after life, if there is one

>>35351290
Whenever I drive to college or work

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>>35351290
Constantly. Its like it was fate that makes me think about it. Even when im slinging memes at normie scum i cant help but think about kms

A lot. It kind of feels like an inevitablity in my life. Like im somehow destined for suicide and everything else is just like filler on the road to that end goal.

I wake up sometimes wondering why didnt I die.

a good bit vut i live with my grandma and she would probably disown me if i had a girlfriend who wasnt white and that feels shitty but i wouldnt wabt her to have a heart attack from me doing it or anything. also beibg afraid of failing at it, where wpuld you need to aim a shotgun anyways? just through the top of the mouth?

im not gonna do it im just curious if i should feel any guilt if i hypothetically did it and how to do it right

It's more unusual for me to not be thinking about it.

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At least a few times a day sometimes I'll just sit there and think about it

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Still fairly often per day but it's decreasing I think.
Trying to patch everything up so I at least don't feel the urge to commit suicide.

All the time.
Don't actually want to do it right now, but a doctor, probably rightly, wouldn't see a difference.

My life sucks but I never think about killing myself

A lot. I'm pretty sure I'm about to do it one of these days. Probably within this next month. I've got everything prepared, I just need to get to the right mental state to stop completely giving a fuck, I've gotten there a few times but each time something deescalated it.

I used to think more often about it during my juvenile years ofc, partly because of my depression.
With 17 it was prob the worst but after therapy i only thought about it maybe every third month or so.
Now 21 and although uncertain about my future i am not gonna pussy out and waste time thinking about suicide

>>35352981
I have these exact thoughts. It will be ok anon

>>35353093
Chijo pls don't. Even if noun doesn't care I do

>>35351290
Every time I fuck something up or remember about something I fucked up

So basically 3-5 times a day

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>>35351290
Every single day , but I'm terrified of fucking it up and ending up damaged and in intense pain

>>35351290
Daily

Oreg