Sexually abused?

Touched by a dude when I was about 4, barely remember it, but I'm bi now and I sperg when talking to girls. Been loving phenibut, and I've actually been talking to a lot of girls lately

My step dad drugged me a few times, no idea what he did but atleast i dont fell bad about it!

my sister made me lick her pussy and have sex with her

Not the same as you guys, but I used to have nightmares of being raped or raping, and I've never been the same since.

I'm absolutely terrified of touching, and of any sort of romance or sexuality.

>>35347908
I had tons of sex with my big bro and I loved it, but I'm sure it counts as """abuse""" to normies.

yeah consistently up until like 12 or 13
anal penetration, the whole shabang (i'm a boy)
I take 6 baths a day

My brother dealt with his autism by harming my penis but i turned out bi, it still works fine but boi is my life ruined

>>35347908
>super anxious depressed mess who is afraid of sexual contact.

i'm this, but i was never sexually abused.

>>35348649
Who done it?

>>35348589
Brothers having sex is pretty common anon, i dont think its abuse unless you obviously didnt want it

>>35348661
>by harming my penis
can you explain what you mean

>>35347908
i'm a girl and i was molested around 3 times by the same family member, i always think i'm weird because i enjoy having sex with my bf many times, actually, usually im the one who starts it. Probably the only "weird" thing is that i just turned 22 and i dont feel ready for intercourse i usually rub raw and other things but its because i think he hasnt earned it lol
Also i kind of like chikan hentai sometimes but its very rare so i dont understand how im not that traumatized