have any of you ever tried just running? just like, aimlessly running and forgetting about all restrictions?
a week ago, at 1am or so, i was feeling down as usual. for whatever reason, I put my coat and shoes on and straight up sprinted for as long as i could, took a breather, ran until i couldnt anymore and then went home. felt good desu
>>35344447
I used to bike for miles to a bridge over the river and sit there thinking about why I couldn't just throw myself off of it instead getting back on the bike.
That's how I found out I'm too cowardly for suicide.
>>35344564
I feel like I'm sure I could do it if I had a gun. Ever since I was 15 I've known I am going to die by suicide, even though my life is pretty good right now. Fuck bridges though, no point tormenting yourself further in an act that is supposed to eternally end your torment