Hey, everybody. How was your day?
Pretty good. My mom let me borrow her car so I went plane watching at the airfield. It rained a little bit sometimes but I like rain.
I went to classes and got out early since my professor cancelled class. Then I jerked off and played video games for like 3 hours or so instead of getting anything done. I wish I had more self-control.
Terrible. First day of class, places full of people make me sick. I got early to the first class and the teacher was 20 minutes late, so I got late to the second period and the teacher teased me for several minutes for being late and threw jabs at me the whole class. It sucked dick.
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Average. Went to class, got back home. Now I'm thinking about starting a YouTube channel but I'm trying to think of a good name that doesn't sound corny or cringey.
Literally one of the worst days of my life. I havent slept or eaten in 36 hours, the anxiety wont go away.
no work today so pretty stellar
Pretty good actually, I went for a job interview and im pretty sure I aced. I wish I could be as personable and friendly as I was there all the time. Anybody know why this is? I can only be nice when I have something to gain. I try really hard but its almost impossible.
Fucked up my wrist, burning pain, waking up every hour, stood up from 1am to 4am, sweating, wanting to neck myself, nightmare about the fucked up wrist already.
FUCK INJURIES.
>tfw in my last semester in uni and my classes are hard as fuck and im feeling overwhlemed
Humiliated myself last night. Spent today nursing a hangover and ruminating. I've smoked so many cigarettes today. My throat is burning.
>>35341686
Sounds like a good day to be honest. What game(s)? I played Hollow Knight for the first time today and I like it. Can't say the same for Night in the Woods. Fucking hupster numale type shit.
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>>35341750
Jealous of you all being in school.
>>35341916
Stop being so dramatic, you fucking faggot. Eat some food and take a nap, idk why a day where you did nothing or nothing happened would be one of the worst days of your life.
>>35342137
There's nothing to be jealous about. I have to go every day to a place full of normies and watch hot girls flirt with Chads while I look at my phone pretending to be busy. It's a living hell.
terrible
gonna go out on a limb and assume this post isnt original and clear it beforehand.
It was hard but thats how it should be if i want to become a ufc champion
>>35342191
Fuck you, faggot. Lay off the tiramisu next time you need to make weight, you cucked raghead bitchboi.
>>35341577
Got made fun of during class, now my anxiety is up ten fold, honestly dont know how long I can take
spent the whole day wishing she would message me
but she fucking hates me
>>35342475
Why does she hate you if you have each other's number? Why are you pining for someone that hates you?
>>35342657
she has me blocked on the one way i can get ahold of her. i have to make accounts using throwaway emails to get a message through. she hates me because i hurt her over and over and then abandoned her. now months later i miss her and she's moved on
>>35341577
First day without responsibility in a while and my mom manages to fuck it up AGAIN by telling me "You need to get a full-time job or else you're going to Hell"
Also I rewatched Logan and watched Tenacious D and the Pick Of Destiny.
>>35342704
Yeesh, bruh. Sorry, but it sounds like she deserves better. Leave her alone now and there's a very small chance she might give you a chance in the future. But if you wanna type up the story, I'm curious and it might do you some good to get it out and look at it objectively and improve as a person.
>>35342866
she gave me tons of chances and i fucked up over and over, that's really all there is to it. i broke her heart over and over and she kept forgiving me, and eventually i just end up losing interest entirely, she does deserve better. she says she has a boyfriend now, but i just cant get over her. i threw it away
>>35342866
this is an old pic from when we were okay. she was so kind and reassuring and good to me