When did you realise you lost the life lottery?

seeing really ugly manlet/asian/fat/acne covered/big nosed faggots with lots of friend and talking to stacies in college, talking about parties, generally having lives. while that stuff is all so impossible for me i wouldn't dream of it. at this point having a "friend group" is unthinkable for me

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trust me its even worse to be in a friend group... at least when you're alone, you're alone. but nothing feels worse than being alone around a group of people who can't even begin to grasp why you are the way you are.

>never being the first person on someone's mind when they need a friend

>never being taken seriously

>always the strawberry pudding when they're all out of chocolate

im not even ugly or short or fat senpai. im just an average looking guy with severe self esteem and anxiety issues who needs the attention from other people to feel loved.