how do you deal with IoneIiness?

I like to tell myself i will commit suicide soon anyway so it doesn't matter
It works fine

>>35305098
play vidya until my eyes burn and until i pass out from exhaustion so i dont have to think about anything before im out

>>35305124
And will you?

>>35305098
i dont, i just let my depressions go until its over

it is weird because i wish for loneliness in my house, i want to be alone for 2 hours at least but i don't even have my own room here

and on the other side, im alone , i don't know how a deal with it, just keep going, if i have luck next year im moving to college, if i not then ill just hero , not because of loneliness but because i cant deal with being a loser another year

I read books, most great authors have experienced loneliness.

>>35305098
I let myself become a child again. The only time being lonely did not matter

>>35305318
how do you become a child again? I'm too bitter to see the world with the eyes of a child again

>>35305098
I talk to the one girl that I'm friends with and still have some strong feelings for even if she has told me that she only sees me as a friend (guess that's what I get for being a fat, acne guy that has no passion)

Feels nice cause she does consider me a close friend and the attention feels good.
But she then would talk about past relationships and I would be reminded of how alone I am.

But really I just distract myself and that really isn't hard when I'm out and shit. It does get harder though towards the slower hours/night time because then I would have not much to do except reflect on all my faults and mistakes.

Or I just go on 4chan

>>35305229
I think i will, if things haven't gotten better in a couple of years

Drink a full pot of coffee and play vidya forever.

I browse r9k, only social interaction besides my parents I get.

4chan, watching youtube videos, alcohol, weed, cigarettes, nightwalks/drives, reading and listening to music.

>>35305098
tulpas, autism, youtube, music