TFW depression starts hitting up again

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>tfw depression doesn't stop hitting up ever
I wasn't meant for this life

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>>35297292

>feel decent for a few days
>something a normie would consider minor happens to me
>crash for weeks or months

The ride never fucking ends

>>35297373

Glad I'm not the only one who's on this rollercoaster. What the fuck is wrong with us?

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>tfw more than halfway through my 20s and it feels like I'm going through puberty again
>can't stop fapping or thinking about vigorously fugging someone despite being khv

I want to go back to mostly feeling nothing.

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im feeling it man, im not sure what it is but i really just wanna fall asleep forever right now

>>35297499
i know this feel all too well

i didn't give a FUCK from like 18-22, i was totally content with my failure. i wish i could go back.

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>tfw it comes with suicidal ideation

>started to feel better
>well maybe not better, but at least numb
>best friend tells me they don't trust me and doesn't think we should so be so close
>immediately flooded with feelings of worthlessness and thoughts of suicide

I never would have thought feeling loved and wanted was a lot to ask in life.