True robot thread. All the normies are out having the time of their lives so they shouldnt bother us.
>tfw 5'4"
>>35295233
Is anyone else coming to grips with their eventual suicide? I feel like I'm just kicking the can down the road, waiting for some miracle. In reality, I'm just deluding myself
>>35295272
I don't think I'll ever suicide, but I pretty much know I'll be spending a vast majority or all of my life still trying to figure my self out and being alone.
>>35295272
I generally would consider myself too weak willed to end my own life, but far in the future if things got bad enough I could see myself doing it.
>>35295272
I've been having the same thoughts, it's coming to a head soon so I'm hoping it gives me the final push.
>>35295320
I mean, I'm not going to kill myself now, but do I really want to be 30, 40, 50 as a Kissless virgin?
>>35295272
I realized recently that someday, I will kill myself. I'm 29 and my body is already falling apart. Got near constant back pain, pain in one knee, carpal in both arms, and my libido isn't even as strong as it was. I'm going downhill fast.
>>35295314
>I'll be spending a vast majority or all of my life still trying to figure my self out and being alone.
wew lad, this is too real
Thing is, I try. I have tried since I have memory. My only motivation right now, you see, is God, and civism. God, because believing in good is what has keep me away from total darkness, and civism, what keeps me away from hating and avoiding relations. I have tried, since I have memory, to engage myself with society. To engage myself with this precepts: God and civism. But I wont anymore, I wont try. What I fear, my friends, is this, that actually it has no sense, that its all over now. I used to come to this site, searching for inspiration, searching for motivation. It doesnt matter anymore. I only want to thank God, for letting me have hope, for letting me try. Thanks for reading, it is a dark night here.
>tfw food phobia
i'm slowly beating it though. I have real drive to get past it now
after I sort out that, hopefully it gets rid of any remaining social inhibition. i'm never going to be popular but at least not a creep soon
then all that's left is dealing with laziness
>>35295560
I understand what you mean. But I feel as though life promises nothing after a certain age. It just becomes cycling through the same hobbies, wishing for companionship, and slowly falling apart due to age.
It's smarter to cut life short than suffer through it