>decide to play csgo
>all my teammates are probably underage or very young
>realize you've been playing since their age and everyone old as you did the same but moved on and now have their lives/careers
>realize despite aging i'm remain the same loser i was during my youth and that i have no future
at this point death is the only relief for me
Fucking rush b faggot no balls
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>Taking MM seriously
Thats a good way to drive yourself insane