>tfw i will be 20yo in one year >tfw i will be a loser

Im 21 in 20 days
Trying to survive anon
Robots are survivals

26 soon and had sex with 5 women, including a virgin, and 2 relationships.

It gets better.

>>35289151
You got those stats after 20?

>>35289151
Yeah this.

My "sex life" started with 21. Now 24. Since then I had 1 girlfriend and 4 dating thingies with sex which some of left me broken hearted.

Most people under 25 are virgins.
Fuck off normie.
>>>/out/

>>35288723
>20 years old
>Don't think like a fucking retard
>Know the extent of my inexperience
>Know there's so much I've yet to see
>Haven't kissed a girl, but know I've got plenty of time to try

Wow, you're an idiot for a 19 year old.

i turn 20 in 6 months

it's coming around too fast

>>35288723
Join any armed forces branch It'll keep your mind busy and you'll get paid, reserve, active or guard.

>>35288723
You're fucking 19, you're still a God damn baby. Shut the fuck up with your overly dramatic "killing yourself" bullshit, your life has barely even started yet. You don't even know what life is yet, you've barely experienced any of it.

>>35290418
Is there a recruitment push these days? Why do I see so many posts from you guys now?

I have nothing against the military, I've almost joined myself in the past, but I do wonder how much of it is organic.

You can only make these threads if you're 25 or older. That's when you know you fucked up.

I didn't lose my vcard until I was 23 (almost 24)

Hang in there, OP

>>35290507
You can experience a lot in 19 years

>>35290564
A fair amount, to be sure, but at that age, talking about the average person into account, you're barely out of fucking high school, have very likely never lived alone, don't have children, barely have any actual work experience, haven't completed their education, and you're not yet even fully physically or mentally developed.

Ask anybody who's 40 or even 25 how much they've experienced compared to when they were 19.

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>>35288723
Boo-fucking-hoo, OP!!

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>>35289151
>>35290021
Normie: The Thread

>>35288723
I just turned 30 and 20 feels like a whole other lifetime.

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>>35292008
>Just turned 20
>High-school feels like an eon ago

So much has happened. My mother had cancer. It was the worst day of my life. I had the chance to observe other human beings in their natural environment. I've learned so much about other people just by pure observance. I feel so far away from it all, and that is where the issue of life experience arises.

I can't remember any of it aside from parts of my senior year. I distinctly recall having difficulty talking to people, and I believe all that I am is a continuation of that long gone period in time.

I remember feeling over completely grown to the environment prior to my graduation despite my intense autism.

I have a feeling I'll always love my fellow man no matter the wrong they do. I am no better than any other.

>>35292283
I'm glad I went outside. I learned so much about people just by going outside for a year and a half. A book can never teach what I've seen and learned.

Life makes you old very fast.

I'm glad I'm out of High-school. Everyday felt like a chain wrung on my neck.

Life outside of brick walls is incredible.

It's hell, but it's beautiful.
I'm alive when I feel pain.

>>35290342
this, I turn 20 in a few months and it doesn't feel real, like it shouldn't be happening. I basically missed out on my entire adolescence yet I'm suddenly going to be thrust into adulthood after missing all the normal teen experiences which I know I can never go back in time and get.

20 also feels like the first age where you're a real adult, it feels like an age other people should be and never me. I was literally 16 3 years ago and now I'm going to be 20?! Not only am I permanently missing out on those teen experiences now, but the reality of mortality had hit me hard since these last few years have gone so fast compared to what I thought it'd be like. FUCK.

>>35290507
Yeah I'm not sure either, it's kinda weird and almost annoying.

t. person who's planned on joining since way before this recruitment push

>>35288723
Dude, listen to me. You reading this shit?

I'm twenty years old right now. I had sex for the very first time in my life by a rich little goddess who most likely took just pity on me, and wanted to cheer me up with condomless sex. Her body was absolutely incredible. Am I getting the point across here? Now, take this into consideration: it didn't even feel that good. It just added a tiny bit of solace to an ever increasing pit of despair that has coupled with my troubled mind.

Just end it.

>>35292334
I feel like I can only say "pain is wonderful!" because I'm currently enjoying my life, but it makes me know what it is to enjoy myself.

At least I know I'll never commit suicide.

I love feeling dissatisfied and upset. I'm not a masochist, but for me, emotions are wonderful to experience.

There's nothing better than losing an argument. There's nothing better than beating another human being.

I'm beginning to shed my skin of anti-natalist views. If I can find worth in pain, I can justify having children.

>>35292443
>Just end it.

You're a fool for desiring carnal pleasures without love. You might as well jerk off.

That's dumb.

31yo khv here. Please don't kill yourself at 20. You might feel like you're too old to be a virgin, but seriously, you are a kid. You have so many fucking opportunities for happiness ahead of you.

I'm not even saying this to be one of those sanctimonious anti-suicide normies. I'm very pro suicide. I'm sure it's how I'm going out. But don't do it when you're 20, or even 25. If you hit 30 as a lonely virgin and you still hate your life, vaya con dios, but give yourself a chance to fail first.

>tfw I will be 30 one year
It's actually in a few months

>>35288723
Ohh those immature thoughts, I remember them fondly, when I actually believed I could do it, and now here I am
23 kv
and still only thinking about it...

>>35293025
>khv
What is the H stand in that for? Hug-less?

Sorry for being this pleb, last time I was visiting people only wrote kv

>>35288723
Do it soon, no one will miss you

>>35292443
Your mind coupled with a pit of despair? Your mind's a buttslut bro.

>>35288723
Don't give up, dude. It's not too late unless you're past thirty. Shit I didn't get laid until I was 25. Just get a part-time job and hit on some young sluts until you get one dumb enough to sleep with you

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>>35290044
>Most people under 25 are virgins.
Wrong. By their 20s, most people would've had all kinds of sexual activity

>22 and missed out on college love/relationships
>still a KHV and already graduated

At 20, you still have a couple years left, lad.

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>>35293607
>IQ of 130
>Have yet to have any sort of sexual activity

I believe I'm too intelligent to easily have intercourse. Only idiots had sex when they were teenagers.

>>35293330

I think it's hand-holdless. That's what I meant, anyway. maybe it should be khhv

>>35293654
>tfw dumb and autistic incel
I'm a mess, I'm a big fat mistake

>>35293740
well hand holding is something you do as kids or after the first kiss imo.

>>35293654
My IQ is 143 (as if anyone here believes that) and I used to think the same way. I got laid one month before my 21st birthday. I didn't cum, and it was the most anti-climactic experience of my life. I'm 30 now. I've only cum 3 times from sex. I've had intercourse more times then I can count.

I don't know what my point is.

>>35293964
I don't see it either, but truly, you had sexual intercourse at a top-intelligent time.

>>35293964
I'm the same minus the IQ. The last time I had sex was with an absolutely beautiful underage and I still couldn't cum. I think watching porn and fapping up to three times a day has fucked my head up

>>35294246
How old was she, and how old are you?

>>35294246
I just wanna know if there's hope for me.

>>35294246
It's just the nerves trust me. I have that too every time i sleep with a new girl. Either i cant cum or don't get hard. Once I get comfortable sex gets good.

>>35294263
Why does that matter?
>>35294321
I hope so
>>35294327
It's not nerves. I have no problem getting and staying hard I just cannot cum without the use of my hand. Really don't think it's deathgrip either desu

>>35294433
It gives me a boner, and I just wanna know. I'm a very nosy person.