lonely thread

>>35286411

What did you do today anon that made you feel this way. Or more accurately what didn't you do?

>>35286411
>tfw turning 30 in 11 days
Trying not to think too much about my shit life desu.

>>35286411
why dont you connect with some loved ones anon?

https://www.fiverr.com/mysticyelda/transpiritually-connect-you-with-your-soulmate?gig_id=83251061&utm_campaign=base_gig_create_share&utm_content=&utm_medium=shared&utm_source=get_url&utm_term=&view=gig

>>35286545
I dont understand, does she just send you a message saying 'done'!

>>35286501
I don't know I moght be bipolar, I'm hypersensitive and it seems everything affects me, I just want someone who loves me without hurting me..
>>35286532
30? Wow anon, Happy birthday! What is going with your life?
>>35286545
What's this..?

>>35286606
>What is going with your life?
Not much. Trying to get swole but my laziness is holding me back. NEET and on mental illness bux but the pressure is starting to build for me to start work again. Have a oneitis although trying best to minimise my feels for her.

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>>35286411
https://docs.google.com/document/d/17iiFxZ9PYXXxSqWHdU2YoPsGfJr90w8aIG_evqc1wiY/edit


organo

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>>35286411
Thanks for making this feels thread anon.
>tfw no gf
>tfw you can't even imagine how a marriage would happen
>tfw anytime you see a qt that you wanna talk to, a part of your mind says that it's no use
>tfw sinking further and further into vidya and animu
>tfw the only people you can tell all this to are users of an anonymous cantonese cave painting forum
>everyday we stray further from god

>get practically no attention from girls
>they all flock to chad
>never had a gf
>virgin
>tfw no gf

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>>35286411
>tfw girls are attracted to me but I'm too shy and lacking in ability to hold a relationship that I don't engage on one

SO CLOSE BUT SO FAR

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>Want love
>find out love doesn't exist

Wow, being a human is stupid.

>>35287304
Things just seem utterly pointless after learning that.

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here you go lads, enjoy

>having a hard time forgetting her
help me out /r9k/, tell me everything is for the best

>>35286411
Does anyone have that class clown.jpg? Feelsbadman

>>35286606
Well its the current year, good luck trying to get something other than hedonism.

Does anyone know what a cuddle feels like? Part of me wants one, but another part of me says its probably uncomfortable and too hot

>>35286868
We dont need intamacy, we are robots, wizards! We cast away the shackles of human biology, for....for internet memes!
REEEEEE

>>35288999
Dubs and trips
Das pretty good mang, memes help numb the pain, no point in wasting brainpower on a roastie. Just meme it up, browse SoundCloud maymays

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i feel much more depressed today than usuall. i dont know why. these days ive been maybe feeling better? i dont know... maybe even worse, lol. actually i think worse... i tried leaving r9k for a bit, but its hard to escape this place. i might try again and stay off all 4chan and hopefully ill be bluepilled kinda? i spend most days in the bed anyways... i cant even game im so depressed

either way ive been losing a lot of weight on a vegan diet, and im on day 18 of no fap/porn/orgasm. still feel depressed as ever, just have more test and rage more here and there

>tfw 26 kv neet on bux
>tfw females dont understand love for anyone not chad and would legitimately rather hang themselves than be with you
>tfw they voluntarily prostitute themselves out at 14-18 for gucci handbags, prada purses and drugs
>tfw this is so common in japan and korea that the girls have competitions to see who can make the most money
>tfw they feel nothing for us and dont care that they've been whores their entire youth
>tfw the only ones looking to settle down are the ones who are done with riding the carousel

its like, even if i get a chad body and everything, i dont think i could do it. i dont think i have it in my soul to participate in it all, i hate people so much. i stopped talking to even all my steam friends, i cant stand them. fucking had a friend with 30+ girls and was telling me his problems like they were real knowing im a kv... i hope he rots in the deepest part of hell...

like i just cant exist here anymore, its so bleak. why bother

the worst part is i need to listen to girl asmr and them talking about nonsense because it makes me feel better. literally i need the one who i hate the most. wonderfully cruel joke of a life teebh, WELL PLAYED god. impressively done

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>>35289336
bruce the moose #8359 if you really do wanna talk anon. But I won't guarantee that I'll be any fun

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>>35286868
>>>cutie

tfw this was written by a female
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>tfw people keep telling me to forget about girls and just enjoy my life but I can't do that because I don't have any friends
>tfw I want to pursue new hobbies and find a new passion but nothing interests me and I'm totally bored of my current interests
>tfw I'm now 23 years old and haven't been happy since I was 5, and I've missed out on what people call the "best years"

I think I should just fucking kill myself. If the rest of my life is going to be this painful I don't want to stick around for it.

im not a bad guy, im honest and caring. whenever i borrow money from someone i would give extra back just to be nice i would die to protect even the loosest of relationships i had for someone. this world feels like noone was meant to talk about feelings with one another.

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>>35290112
This is the fourth time this week that I've been called out for being female. What gives off that kind of assumption from text?

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Make a line, I will pet your heads and cuddle for 30 min each