>Mom made me record her naked and masturbating for my stepdad when i was 9
>17 tried to grope her ass
>Tried to record her naked
>Get caught
>Evolve to humiliation mom fetish
>18 starts seeing sissy/ mom gangbang bbc videos
>fails to the trap meme [Trying to get rid of one fetish failed to a worse one]
>Shave everything
>Mom travels
>sleep in her room
>searching on her clothes find a box
>With dildos, porn movies and alot of kinky stuff
>goes into the shower
>Suck the dildo wearing bikini while taking shower
>Didn't cum
>Feels embarrasy
>Starts nofap
>Failed
>Everytime i failed i get worse
>Shave everything
>Wig + Dildo
>Didn't get Satisfied and dildo didn't fit
>Starts nofap again
you may be really ashamed of the perverted things you've done, but anon: your mum had you film her masturbating when you were 9
is it any wonder you don't have any boundaries on your behaviour, when you were never taught any?
yeah, you've done some really warped shit - but dude, your brain got warped when your mother made you film her porno
>>35282717
Thanks for the reply mate.
My mom had kids really young, she is stupid and
a goldigger.
>>35282891
Well
Show us the vidro
>>35282915
I don't have the video, but a pic of 2 years ago when i was a alpha and tried to fuck her.
I wish i had that fetish again, i hate sissy/ trap fetish, soo fucking gay
>>35282392
>>Mom made me record her naked and masturbating for my stepdad when i was 9
It's not your fault you came out retarded
How old was she?
>>35282891
no worries bro, i just see someone caught in a bit of a vicious headspace and wanted to offer a little objectivity
>>35282935
Ok let's see the pic then
>>35282717
My thiughts exactly. She abused you. I wasn't abused and am into much kinkier shit than you. What your mom did was not riot right and it is not normal. You *are* normal, because people who haven't been abused do things like this all the time behind closed doors. You should consider therapy to help you deal with your emotions. Sex is wonderful...even when you have it with yourself. You shouldn't feel shame or embarassment over something you like.
>>35283005
>>35282976
>>35283010
>>35282955
Thanks guys, i am really glad about this comments, she was 35 when this happened [But she had 6 kids and the first one was with 16]
The picture here [I used some filters afraid of someone finding.
I can't go on therapy i have 18 years old, no money and studying, my family won't spend money on this, and everyone thinks i am normal
Sorry for my bad english.
>>35282392
>>35283076
The box that i mentioned.
>>35283076
> I can't go on therapy i have 18 years old, no money and studying
in my country there are free help-lines which people can call when they feel overwhelmed by life
i don't know if its the same in your country, but if you don't have that option there are free online counselling sites which are run by volunteers
they can be helpful when we're trying to think things through and process our experiences
>>35282392
Got sucked off by a fat tranny.
>>35283177
why fat.