How do I get rid of my cognitive dissonance? I recognize what

>>35282213
You have too much free time. Find something to keep your mind busy with. Like a job.

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>>35282240
I can't work on a job. I have an internal conflict wherever I look.
For example I realize this may be good advice but I came up with a bullshit reason to deflect it because that's how I feel.

>>35282213
as for the racism thing, thats just you assigning a thinking one thing is 'positive' and one 'negative' for example its pretty much a fact that on average caucasians have a higher iq than black people, just understand that its just that. its neither good nor bad it just is. the problem is you ascribing your own views on things that are just facts and aren't good or bad, strictly speaking. as for the virgin gf thing, there is nothing wrong there, but you have to be willing to accept that it is unlikely.

>>35282213
Logic doesn't really dictate anyone's actions most of the time.

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>>35282213
You weren't stupid in the first place OP. Personally I feel like you wishing for something that just isn't possible. The fact that you said you understand there's nothing inherently wrong with being black (and there isn't, black bot here), and that there's nothing wrong with wanting a virgin girlfriend is enough. You can't stop opposing thoughts from flooding your mind. It's just natural. Simply try to suppress them as best as you can and move forward in life. Life is way too short to be worrying about trivial things. Good luck, OP!!!