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>yearly check-up for school to ensure I'm a healthy little boy
>been starting to get uncontrollable erections, have no clue what to do with them, little embarrassed
>pediatrician is wearing some kind of sun dress, casual friday at the doctors
>she begins the check-up, checking my range of motion, weight, height, ears, all that stuff
>begin to get an erection and get real nervous, pitching a tent big time downstairs
>checking my heart rate, she notices I'm nervous
>It's ok Anon, all big boys like you get a little excited around this age, you're perfectly healthy, now drop your pants and lay back on the table like the big strong boy you are.
>she does the hernia checks, pressing into my lower abdomen with her warm hands and around the outskirts of my groin
>my little boy penis is laying against my stomach, she carefully navigates around it during the check up
>Alright, this checks out, now stand up, and cough.
>I get up and she kneels, face almost touching my tip, she grips my balls with one hand and looks right at me with a smile.
>I cough, I can feel the strain on my penis as my balls try to retract
>Good boy, now I need to check your foreskin. You have been doing the exercises right? So it can glide back?
>the hand that was gripping my balls moved up to my the base and she gripped around the head with her other hand and slowly peeled me back with a tight grip
>after peeling me, she gives the tip a little kiss and says how she is amazed as to how big I've grown, tells me to pull up my pants and informs me that I am in fact a big healthy boy
Now I'm a 23 y/o virgin that has never been in any form of a meaningful relationship with a girl because I thought from age 12 to 22 I could get a girl to give my penis kisses just by being shy and bashful, but that is not the case. I just kept telling myself that if I continued to just be the nice, shy guy, I would find someone. Anyone else know this abstract feel?
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Oh yeah, forgot to mention, I recently looked into finding my old pediatrician to talk to her about it and why she did it, but she has been dead for 4 years, a brain aneurysm. That dropped me into the pit that is depression upon finding it. She was hot too, but completely fucked me up.
I assumed this was just fapfic. Are you saying this actually happened? If so, how's the personality disorder?