>tfw trust issues won't let me meet new people or make friends

>>35275751
You're right to have trust issues. People have laid their sins on me. I keep their shit buried. As soon as I tell them shit what do they do? They tell everyone. And I only find out until it's already happened 20 times before. Then I get made fun of. Then I cut all contact.

>>35275840
Yeah that's what I'm talking about.

I'm always trying to be as vague as I can get away with because I'm afraid the other person is going to turn their back on me and use what I told them as ammunition against me.

normies are no better than dogs

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you're not missing out on much buddy

Sort of like snake charming

Have fun. Be friendly. Good times.

But one misstep and you're fucked

Sometimes worth it if you're careful

why do I think every is lying to me all the time? I can never believe anyone.

>>35275953
They are. Just put yourself in a position where the truth doesn't matter.

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I've only made one true friend & I haven't talked to him in like a year bc of my anxiety.


Feels bad man...

>>35276063
Where did you meet your friend?

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>>35276063
>have only one friend
>been friends with each other since we were in middle school
>after I graduated I moved out of state
>he's a uni normie so every time we plan to play vidya or watch a movie online he's always doing school work or doing something with his gf
>every time we plan on him visiting something always comes up at the last second preventing him from coming, leaving me out of a week's income because of my job's scheduling / time off system
>also leaves me alone at home for a whole week because everyone here is a cunt who never wants to hang out
>plan on him coming down next saturday
>tells me his transmission's out and that if he has to put his car in the shop he isn't leaving town
>then tells me he'll just use his gf's car
>then tells me his gf called him to tell him that they should take a break
I haven't seen him in two years.

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>>35275840
Story please. I need to be reassured that people are monsters.

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>>35276063
I am going to feel like a fag typing all this but here it goes. I was emailed by my only "friend" left. He visits once a year and lives at my house. Since he graduated highschool he's been a military guy, you see. Anyways last time he visited it was terrible because I have been remained NEET with nothing to do or say. I offered him to get drunk with me but he only drank a shot and then when I kept drinking he went to bed. I remember in highschool we would smoke and play vidya. I wanted to recreate that with booze since he's allowed booze but he refused. Over the week he was here I could see the disgust and disappointment in his face. Anyways he emailed me recently and I told him to leave me alone that I'm dead etc. I hope he leaves me alone. Not only is my mental health even worse but my physical health is in the gutter which of course makes me want to hide even more. I have painful red skin that medicine isn't helping. Maybe getting in shape will improve my condition. That's the goal I am chasing now. *knock on wood* Also the medicine the dermatologist gave me turns out to have some wicked side effects like permantly thinning the skin. He didn't warn me about that. I am only supposed to take this stuff on and off every 2 weeks. He told me to take it every day. Now my skin in places is fragile and translucent.

>>35276167
At a homeschool group I went to when I was 9 or 10.

>>35276272
Only some are monsters anon. The rest are prey

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>>35276176
Fuck man that sucks. I hope you see him again anon.

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>>35276277
I'm also trying to improve my health.
Good luck anon.