25+

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I feel extra fat today tbqh

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>34
>still think i have a chance

>>35266962
Anon, you can always open a new door to the love of Jesus Christ. He will always be waiting for you.

>35
>neet
>no work experience

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>>35267090
How are you neet at 35?

I need to escape wagecuckery

>>35266962
What made your positive outlook go away? The fact that you had one in the first place means that you were happy for a while at some point, what changed?

>>35266962
>tfw haven't had a positive out look on life since I was 10.
>15 years later things have only gotten worse
>I can't even cry anymore, I just feel empty and worthless all the time
>As it turns out this is worse than feeling sad
>Seriously just want to die
>Too much of a bitch to actually go though with it.

Fuck.

>moving into my own place without a roommate for the first time on Sunday
>poverty here I come

At least I'll lose weight from not being able to afford food

>>35267090
literally how? how have you gone 15 years without doing anything? have your parents at no point told you to get a job or GTFO?

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god damn, doing drugs in parties are pretty fucking great

now i see why people do it

>>35267350

Fine I'll answer...

I continually enrolled and dropped out of college to prolong my adolescence as long as possible.

I then got a large inheritance from a relative

I am now on neetbux for a "mental illness"

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>>35267121
>What made your positive outlook go away?
I'm gonna be a year older in 3 months and it feels like I'm too old to do anything to salvage what's left of my youth. I'm 27 and I was looking through my things and found a old project we did back in 09 when i was in community college. It was a cardboard on what made you the person who your are and where do you see yourself in 10 years.
>tfw I had a career,property,and family in there
>tfw hkv neet,Community college dropout
Made me feel pretty low.

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25, will 26 in just over a week.

This week has been a little shit. My car more or less died, managed to get a temporary fix but it's looking like I'm going to need to get a new one. Also did fuck all at work today.

Just chilling and reading manga now.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Ps45O7GVlk

>>35267584
any regrets?

i imagine being a self-sufficient NEET is the dream. But then, if you qualify for disabilitybux, your assets can't be worth that much and you clearly aren't self sufficient

>>35267644
No, in 3 months you'll be 3 months older

>>35267109
not that anon, but i'm NEET in my mid 30s. i worked 3 years at an IT job and used the money to live on my own for 8 years.

But now i'm back living with my parents. It's been two months since I've spoken to them.

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>>35267644
It makes me sad hearing about people dropping out of college when they probably weren't meant for it. Teachers in school never tell there students that there's other options, like going to a trade school and making a decent salary doing blue-collar work like as a plumber or welder. This whole attitude of needing to go to college to get a job has ruined countless peoples lives.
But anyway, 27 still isn't unsalvageable. There's always the option of picking up a hobby and joining a group of people who do the same.
I hope you don't give up anon, there's always a way to fix things, but it's probably never going to be easy.

>>35267923
Blue collar life is shit though, it's a fucking meme. Just as much as STEM is.

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26 reporting in. Where the hell am I supposed to meet people at this age? All I do is go to work, watch reruns for 5 hours, then go to bed. Weekends arent much different either, I just have those days off.

>>35267974
Depends on your location.

If you aren't in a decently populated area, then good luck.

>>35266962

>>tfw doors have closed that i never knew that were open

33 here and this is what sucks the most

>>35267752

>any regrets?

Surprisingly, not that many.

I doubt the outcome would have been any different because I'm the type of person that is ill-fitted for today's society.

I'd say my biggest regret is being too shy and not trying hard enough to get a girlfriend in high-school. I could easily have gotten a shy introverted girlfriend or something but I was somehow paralysed by a fear of women. My sexuality was ruined by years of porn and that's my biggest regret. I wish I could have tried harder to surmount my fears to make a move to get a girlfriend earlier and not get ruined by porn.

It's even more frustrating because I am good looking and I know I could get chicks even now but I was ruined and I will never be able to have satisfying sex with a real human being. I have women smiling at me or chit chatting but I always keep them at bay because I know I can't perform. It's more frustrating than being ugly and never having a chance because the fruit is being dangled in front of my eyes but I stop myself from grabbing it.

>i imagine being a self-sufficient NEET is the dream. But then, if you qualify for disabilitybux, your assets can't be worth that much and you clearly aren't self sufficient

My assets are small but my family has a good financial situation. I get help on the side

>>35268006
I'm about a half hour away from Los Angeles so there is no excuse. I'm a boring person though.

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You guys have to lift AT THE VERY LEAST

A buff robot will ALWAYS be happier than a robot who isnt buff.

>>35267945
It's better than the wagie life, at least you'll be making a decent living, and almost anyone is capable of it.

>>35267923
You can force yourself through uni if you need to. I went to uni to do a course I didn't want to do because I knew I'd get a guaranteed job with decent pay at the end out of it. Just requires willpower and being able to bullshit loads.

>>35267974
I've 26 as well and I've realised that I'm never going to meet anyone new outside of work, and none of the people I meet at work will be anything more than work colleagues. I only really have two friends who I keep in touch with anymore.

>>35268091
It is the wagie life though. Just because you might be getting paid a bit more doesn't mean you aren't still a wagecuck.

25 here. It's strange thinking about how if I stayed in school I'd already be making 6 figures by now with a medical degree. Even if I go back this summer I'll be 32 before I graduate.

Wondering if it's even worth it at this point.

hey they say that an in their 30s get laid the most

27
Still living with my parents, NEET. Hate it, hate them, hate this fucking house. But I can't leave, I'm an unemployable waste of space.

I don't know what to do with my life. I don't have any real life friends anymore and I just spend my time writing and playing video games.

>>35268070
Who gives a shit about lifting though. I'm content enough not doing anything, why should I bother.

>>35268137

Yeah but having sex in your thirties is different.
It's more of a social acceptance thing. A lot of beta males turned professional try to recapture their lost youth by sleeping with as many women as possible and those same women just open up their legs in order to catch and retain a guy that earns a middle class income in the hopes of starting a family.

i'v never felt more positive,25 y.o. here

>>35268224
so just do it.

original shit

>>35268238
but then again, I might not make it past monday
if my plan doesn't work out then i'm gone or something

>>35268291
if any1's wondering, i'm planning on trying to get into a class i'm ineligible for by saying i'm mentally ill. I've been diagnosed, and have excellent grades in subjects that interest me, but the others are nothing to me and my grades reflect it

>>35268291
Spill it

oregano

>>35268424
unfortunately those same shitty classes r the prereqs even tho theyre not important (albeit part of one is, and I didn't even turn in that assignment because i'm too arrogant

>>35268488
I really think they should let me tho, because I literally just got done studying something for multiple hours. if I was a retard, and it wasn't their policies that are retarded, it'd b different

>>35267536
Exactly. Being drug free, when you're life objectively sucks (as is true for all REAL robots), is a meme.

I miss cocaine

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>tfw turn 22 on the 21th of march
>tfw born on literally spring starting time

>tfw first visit here was when i was 19
>3 years
>seems like i was 16 1-2 years ago
>time flies
>just 2 years to go and i can really join you

Prepare for all the newfags 25+ threads

>>35268554

Oh yeah.

There are definitely going to be a ton of 25-35 permaneets and hikikomoris 10 years from now.

I see so many young people in here going down the same path I once did.

>>35268070
i cant lift mate. have early onset of arthritis , and me joints are in constant pain. al i can do is lay in bed and be a miserable fat fuck

>>35266962
>on the tail-end of my prime
>sitting on 4chan getting drunk in the dark reading posts by retarded memeposters and mentally ill losers

what happened

In all honest i just don't see how life could possibly get better. Bit of a banal observation but maybe life really is just inherently suffering.

I don't like my life now, but i can't even imagine a life where i'm actually happy., or at least anything i do think of is just escapist fantasy with no grounding in the real world.

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>>35268590
Well give us some advice, what would you do different if you could go back? Maybe you could save some of us.

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26, going on 27 in a few weeks.

I'm just so incredibly alone.
I spend way too much time on dating sites, looking at girls profiles, wishing I wasn't alone. I don't know why it seems to be a crutch for me, now, I've been alone all my life but in the past year or so the loneliness has really started to get to me. I constantly think about my perfect girl, how she would look, act, what she would like, etc. I've even started walking to the mall instead of the servo (an extra 15 minute walk each way) because of the minuscule % chance that a girl will see me and talk to me, which is fucking ridiculous I know.
Dating sites aren't working at all, so I figure I'm well hideous, but fuck man I don't wanna be alone any more.

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>>35266962
26. Try everyday to get fired from my job so I have excuse to be a hobo. Drink myself unconscious most nights, drink at work. I'd have an hero by now if it wasn't for m not wanting to make my mom and sister sad. I look forward to fading one day, get some real peace.

I think back on my life, and though i'm 25 in community college and probably about to die, I have few regrets

>>35268663

1. pick a college major and never give up no matter how boring it gets. finish it no matter what.
2. forget tinder and college parties and shit you have no chance of getting into (hey you're posting here!) and go to those boring stupid little events in college that nobody ever thinks about going to. there you will meet people and eventually find a more down to earth kind of gf or something.

>>35268519
Tbqh you have no excuse. You just had to get off your arse and do some work. You're never going to make it in life with this attitude. When you have a job you will actually have to figure out how to bullshit your way through tasks that are actually objectively impossible. Your laziness only adds fuel to the fire, which is why it's not appreciated.

anybody here spent time in jail, mental institutions, on the streets?
if so, I don't blame you for what you became

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25+ here living with my mom in a shithole canadian province. I really want to do something with my life but I can't even get a simple photo ID.

all of my documents expired while I was neet and theres no way I can get photo ID because my retarded ass province (Ontario) put in crazy requirements to prove you're a legit person. They made it so you have to bring another photo ID to get a photo ID. Its another one of those stupid ass things normies do to make life difficult (like how you need experience to get a job but you can't get experience without a job) I found out the only place I can get photo ID with the documents I have is if I go to newfoundland.

The problem is i need to show photo ID to get on the bus to the train station in the nearest town which I don't have, so the only way to get there is on foot or bicycle. I don't have enough to buy a bicycle, so I'm contemplating now on getting a scooter, which I think is a good idea because I can at least get on the train with it then use it again to get to the next connection. I plan on doing this in the summer when its warm and I won't die in the cold. So there you have it I'm 29 year old neet riding a scooter to Newfoundland.

>>35268791
why do they insist that a derivative is the inverse of an integral? why isn't it the other way around? it's just some useless bs
if you work your ass off to somebody else's retarded tune you'r justifying their existence

>>35268832
godspeed anon
originalsuchus

>>35268812

You can't ride a scooter on highways, right?

>>35268868
I mean
>>35268812
godspeed anon
original content: I walk the streets of San Andreas

>>35268812
I once tried to walk from Milwaukee to Canada. Was misery and impossible
you mean an electric skootskoot or a razor or something?

>>35268832
It is also the other way around, inversity is always a reciprocal relationship. Those people can decide your future and they basically own your ass, so you better do what they want you to do, man. Don't even think abiut it. Or you could just go on and be a cunt and a loser. Whatever.

>>35268742
Thank you.

But well fuck that college thing is too late for me, i don't even have an HS degree, and in germany you need to have Abitur to go to an college, so the only thing i could do is learn a trade.

Also Agoraphobia got so bad with me that i can't even leave the house since last year's winter.
I have a good, one of the best psychic wards right on the corner of my house, but said sickness can't get me up and go there, i guess i'm lost.

>>35268944
i'm not going to do what they want
theyre going to do what I want or I'm going to **** myself

>>35268944
>inversity is always a

inversity is not always a reciprocal relationship

inverse of p->q is not p->not q
p is true q is false....p->q is false

inversely

not p is false and not q is true
not p -> not q is true

QOD

>>35268963
why don't you apply to a private school in the usa? the usa is the future, geographically speakin

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>28
>NEET
>live in shitty apartment
>shitty roommate
>can't move in with parents
>salty i'm not playing Breath of the Wild today
oh well at least i get my NEETbux

>>35268969
You're going to shit yourself? Whatever, fag. Hope they'll finally put you in a mental hospital when you sperg out in front of everyone!

>>35269050
been there, done that
original content: the guy i'm responding to is a spineless piece of shit

>>35266962
>overweight
>depression leave from work
>only joy i feel from life is drugs and sex
>my job sucks
>i wish i had the balls to dump my family and travel around the world with nothing but a backpack for the rest of my life
>at the same time i like to read comfy books and play xbox
>dont have the balls to kill myself
>really dont fit in the 9-5 life

Wat do

>>35269089
>overweight
>>depression leave from work
>>only joy i feel from life is drugs and sex
>>my job sucks
>>i wish i had the balls to dump my family and travel around the world with nothing but a backpack for the rest of my life
>>at the same time i like to read comfy books and play xbox
>>dont have the balls to kill myself
>>really dont fit in the 9-5 life


life was simpler when we didn't have a choice.

if I were you, I'd lose weight and join the coast guards

>>35269020
You're wrong. Inverse of p->q is
Not (p->q)
Which is equal to
Not p <- not q
Basically the not inverts logical operators as well as statements. For instance, and becomes or and vice versa.

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>>35268714
>probably about to die

Anon you can't just say that and not explain why you're about to die.

>>35269110
if you join the coast guards of the united states of America, i'll drown u

>>35269110
You're asking me to fight for capitalism and be tested regularly for drugs? Fuck that shit.

>>35269073
You're going to kill yourself over homework and I'm the spineless one....

>>35269166
b still

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How the fuck do you guys manage to sleep as a wagie?

I haven't slept properly for like 4 years because i'm always anxious about work the next day and trying to extend the time before going back.

>>35269204
How did you survive 4 years of being a wagie? I went through 10 and a half months and I had to take a sick leave/had a mental breakdown.

>>35269166
you fucking Hannibal cannibal animal
get ready for BANGERZ

Who else /givenup/?

>28
>Ate 1850 calories worth of pizza
>Half a bag of tater tots (no idea how many calories) drowned in cheese
>Several Easter chocolates
>I'm on my 4th beer
>Played video games and listened to music all day

I'm glad my mummy has given up on me as well, it makes things easier.

>>35269233
I'm not. I'm so close to breaking.

>>35269240
that's right I said you're sexing a serial killer, serial killer animal

>>35269204
>I haven't slept properly for like 4 years because i'm always anxious about work the next day and trying to extend the time before going back.

FUCK i know that feel. i don't have it anymore, but i sure know it. i like my current job so it doesn't bother me, but this is how i felt at most other jobs. sunday night was the worst. even at my current job it took me a while to get over it.

>>35269279
I know your soul-the only thing u want is to reproduce
takes 1 2 no 1

>>35269298
god's gonna make u cease
to
exist

>>35269117
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Inverse_(logic)

inverse of p ->q is not p -> not q

-not (p->q)
-(p->q) is equivalent to not p OR q
-therefore not (p->q) is equivalent to not ( not P OR q)
- not (not P OR q) is equivalent to (p AND not q) by demorgans law.

-(p AND not q) is equivalent to not (not p AND q)
which is equivalent by demorgans to
(p OR not q) which is equivalent to not p -> not q


QOD

>>35269281
How did you get over it and what job do you have? Sleep deprivation is really fucking me up, and if i don't stop it soon i fear the effects are going to be irreversible.

>>35269364
stop signing your fuckin name u copy of a copy of a infinite amount of copies

>>35269421

biatch suck mah dick

>>35268812
Something best selling novels are made of anon, fucking love the thought of a 29 yr old NEET on a kids scooter he got from some dad clearing out his 10 yr old kids shit - good luck on your journey

Spent my life thinking that if I fixed my own problems I would get a gf. Got a good job, got fit, only to realize that the only thing thay matters is socializing. Now I'm too old and there's no real way to socialize with people after college unless you're an alcoholic and go to bars or clubs or some shit. Rip

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>>35266962
I have some shit hand dealt
>15-22y - baby faced lanklet, betamax
>23-26y - AESTHETIC AS FUCK, filled out face, luscious hair, /fit/
>27-30y - diffuse balding sets in, can't even buzz, face doesn't work without hair, look like a weirdo

I literaly had ONLY 3 YEAR window to turn my shit around and get gf that would stay with my balding ass.
>tfw got some action with two girls in those 3 years

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>>35269119
have you never had a decade long panic attack?
I always feel like I'm imminently going to die, for no particular reason.

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>>35266962

>25 in 17 days

not virgin but im 5'8, bad teeth, shitskin, fat, receding hairline. poor, live with mom. have a dead end job in a call center i dread going into everday.

emotionally and socially stunted from spending my teenage and early 20s playing mmorpgs and watching anime.

ive still fucked like 4-5 chicks though so im doing better than at least some people here.

>>35268791
>When you have a job you will actually have to figure out how to bullshit your way through tasks that are actually objectively impossible.

Holy shit Im doing that now. Fuck IBM Cognos.

I must be sincere with you guys, thanks to anonimity and robofriendshio. I cried a lot lately.

The thing I hate the most about myself is that I practically worship any attractive girl. I'm 26 and I'm still like this.

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>>35270904
You fool. Don't fear death,it's the place were we ascend to perpetual twilight

>>35268013

22 here and I feel ya.

>>35271472

Some anon told me way back that the key to getting laid is losing the awe of beauty.
You can't admire people because they are beautiful. I kniw it's hard to overcome

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>>35266962

>tfw years of closing myself off from society and browsing the interwebz has eroded any speck of personality / individuality / charisma i had
>no idea what to talk about with work colleagues / "friends"
>starting to get brainfog from weed
>left knee is starting to get painful when i put pressure on it
>hands are starting to shake uncontrollably

When do I get my youth back, and all these health problems go away?

>>35267136
I feel you. If it makes you feel any better: there is a person out there who understands you, feels you right know. I would be your gf, and no im not kidding.

>>35270603

i was doing ok until i had to go back to uni
now i feel worse than ever

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Lads...
I don't know how to meet people. It's not like I don't live in a populated area (Dublin in Ireland).

I just don't know how people can socialise in this place, or how to meet new people.
I moved into dublin 6 months ago, and all I do is get high, work, and play vidya

>tfw graduated early & got my BA at a very young age
>tfw haven't worked since, its been over 9 years

Just turned 26, too. What am I doing with my life

>>35268554
>March 21
Mah nigga.

>>35271865
I try, it's 11 years that I'm trying.

>26
>finally moved out from parent home to work at another state on June
>quit work December cause incompetent as fuck
>no money this month, try to move back to parent home
>they don't welcome me
>now what to do

>>35272342
what was your job

fdsgadshh

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>>35267536
>>35268521
yeah true robots love hedonism life

>>35272489
Scheduler/Operation Supervisor for Shell

>>35273351
literally an over 100k job and your on rk9. fuck off.

>>35273540
they don't pay much at third world country lad

>>35273578
Morocco or Tunisia?

>>35273627
Malaysia, and our currency sucks so much, 1usd = 4.45 myr

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>29, failed normie, on my own
>semi-autist, good stable job in tech, maxing out retirement funds and no idea how to spend the rest
>any regrets?
surprisingly no

>>35274243

very similar situation

>36, turbo sperg
>comfy high paying job in finance that makes use of my tism
>own my own house
>never seen a vagina

i think my life is better than most of the married people i know. and definitely better than the ones who have kids.

>>35267787
3 years of work bank rolled 8 years of no working? My man that is some next level shit.

>>35268619
Life happened, and you watched it.

>>35274243
>>35274471
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

I seriously dont even care about the best things in life that are free, I NEED MONEY!

Being almost 30 and having no money and no career is seriously creates more anxiety than anything else. I really dont care about not having friends or still being a virgin.

I want my own place. I want nice things. sigh.

What did you guys major in? What job do you have specifically? What states do you live in?

Do you know anyone with a political science degree that makes a similar income or has similar career success? I ask because that's all I have to work with at the moment. . .

>>35274764
the 29 guy, didn't major in STEM but working a STEM job in the midwest, fueled by autism so I'm smarter than all my peers with STEM degrees.

>Being almost 30 and having no money and no career is seriously creates more anxiety than anything else.
that really sucks man and I honestly feel for you. keep your chin up, normies want to see you fail, don't give them the satisfaction.

>Do you know anyone with a political science degree that makes a similar income or has similar career success?
yeah, I have 1 coworker who majored in polisci who works on the business side (I'm a developer), and we work for a financial institution. so no, they aren't using their degree but are making comparable dosh to me (but are also 10 years older than).

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> dropped out of uni at 19
> crippling depression
> got diagnosed with schizophrenia and BD
> tried to get a job
> they kicked me out
> literally unable to do anything
> move back to parents'
> neetbux
> sleep 18 hours a day
> eat one meal every 2 days
> it's been 4 years now
> i don't even care at this point

>>35275190
What did you major in? How did you get the skills to do web/software development?

>>35266962
Damn the saddest part about that to me was the coffee thing.
27 reporting in.

>23 but quarterlies crisis mode engaged
>still a virgin, have maybe 5 girls names in my phone
>back on cigs as of 3 months ago
>cannot stop smoking pot despite increasing anxiety and long term desire to quit
>building physical dependency on kratom
>daily cycling has given me knee pain and bad posture back and hip malfunction
> graduated uni 9 but have been too nervous to send out resumes/go in to offices
> wasting my days drinking coffee and smoking and avoiding what I want to do
>tfw your life is a constant struggle to try to do the right thing while simultaneously avoiding it
>tfw you're procrastinating your whole goddamn life
>tfw your world is closing in around you
>tfw you're so nervous your roommates are hiding you that you lie to them about your life
>tfw the peace of just having woken up wears off after your second breath, and there are thousands more breaths in just this day alone, and thousands of days like this in the future.
>tfw you wish you keep looking for answers to questions you already know, and it's not about being smart or clever and it's just about showing up and doing the job and you just CANT FUCKING DO IT

>>35274651
I'm not that anon but I've only ever worked one shitty job in my life and it made me see how far you can stretch your money as long as your parents accept you. Shit can truly last forever.
If I had any other parents in the world my life would be almost irreparably fucked I feel like.
I actually have friends that still like me too, it's really unbelievable how lucky I am in some ways. I do intend to work again.

>>35275285
>How did you get the skills to do web/software development?
like I said, autism. you probably wouldn't understand if you're not an autist, but that's just how it works. I can write the code in my brain with almost no effort and will know if it will work or not without having to put it in the computer, like a normie has to.

it's not normal. i really am a freak compared to normies and have a lot of difficulties relating to people. sure it can make you smart as long as you are high functioning but it also makes you a robot.

majored in liberal arts bullshit because I'm bad at school and barely graduated.

>27
>work as an electrician
>lack confidence, lots of anxiety
>live alone in shitty apartment
>not a virgin, but missed out on many opportunities with girls in teenage and college years
>days filled with boredom and regret
>nagging back pain ive had for 3 years starting to get worse.
>worried I might not be able to work in my job eventually
>last gamble at not wasting my youth is to move to big city this summer and live with my friend in an expensive apartment

>>35275350
the drugs probably arent helping, friend. get off everything but weed if possible, then slowly work your way off the weed. All things in moderation, but weed holds you back. I quit weed three years ago and since then it has helped me make more money and get laid.