Somebody feel with me

>>35255966
I felt this way until I drank enough beer. normie, I know, but it helps me not feel the feels of a robot. I don't feel normal but damnit the existential horror is gone for split seconds and that's enough to not want to kill myself.

>>35255966
Oh no scoob

Better start sucking dick

>>35255966
Just start drinking. Drink enough until you pass out

>>35255966
>all of our dreams will never happen
they don't happen if you don't want them to happen, this is your reality shape it as you see fit.

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>>35255966
just watch anime, its outstanding escapism

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>>35255991
I understand

I've recently fell for the weed meme in the past couple months but now I have a felony and have to get regular drug testing

Now the depression is just coming back stronger

>>35256010
I-im not gay

Delete your post

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>>35256040
this

The only reason they aren't happening, the only reason you are not doing what you really want to do, is lack of willpower

All external and internal circumstances are but excuses. If you set your mind to something you can do anything.

Pick a dream and every day work towards it. Change your entire life if you have to. I guarantee you, independently of whether or not you fulfill that dream, you will be much much happier.

You have everything you need inside you, OP.

>>35256017
I have to get drug testing, I think alchohol shows up on those and im not 21

God just fuck my life up senpai

>>35256088
How did you get a felony charge?
Ausfag here.

>>35256088
What the hell did you do anon?

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>>35256040
I'll try harder anon

I'll keep trying

>>35255991
I did this until I started getting immediate withdrawals instead of hangovers

I still do it but I need to cut down because it's beginning to fuck with my nervous system even after weeks of sobriety

>>35256065
Tell me what animu I should watch and I'll watch at least 5 episodes of it

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It doesn't get better than this.
What we are is all we are and all we'll ever be.

Have you accepted the facts yet?

>>35256127
>>35256136
Well lads, im in Nevada, weed is legal if you are over the age of 21 but I got rolled up on by the cops and I had like 2 grams of wax

Wax is still schedule one

>>35256088
how'd you manage that shit? I used to smoke before college classes every day. the worst I got was more inattentive and the worst thing that happened was I quit school. I'm suffering for it but at the same time I wasn't doing what I needed to do anyway. weed is a meme, yeah, but it helped put my mental state into pespective. I talk like I have it all figured out but I still haven't been officially diagnosed and I still suffer at the hands of my own disappointment ever day but fucking damnit if I won't try harder in the future. I believe that one day I'll make it. I just have to be patient. I cant' see the end but I can see the next step and that's what keeps me going.

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>>35256153
you should watch welcome to the nhk

>>35256181
Is it random? Alcohol is only detectable for about a day in urine

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>>35256118
Thank you anon


Originall

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>>35255966
I don't understand this

why is an infinite existence preferable to a finite one

surely the fact that you can only accomplish a finite amount makes that finite amount infinitely more meaningful than anything accomplished in an infinite lifespan

don't stop at the 'there is no inherent meaning' step of nihilism, pass beyond and realise that the lack of any objective meaning leaves you free to assign your own

even if that meaning is watching anime, why does it matter?

>>35256211
Yep random testing

But actually if it's only detectable for one day

I mean..
I meean...

>>35256237
Because many of us will not accomplish most of what we'd like to

>>35256242
Random as in you only have 24 hours ? or random as in every Monday?

>>35256268
Im not really sure, I haven't been tested yet (I just met my Parole officer on wensday)

But I think in just gonna get random tests every week or two

>>35255966
the way you feel now about how you're fucked beyond repair at 20 something, the 30 something version of you will feel the same about the last ten years if you let it. you're 30? just live your life so that your 40 year old self won't regret the last ten years.

it's hard, im a fucking pathetic unemployed fatass khv myself. i'm going to a job interview for a warehouse gig next week (fucking who cares it's still shit, I know). life goes on, things change. you might never be a normie but you can still move forward in life.

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>>35256118
What if my dream is to explore the universe in a sci-fi spaceship? What then, normie? Can I get it through sheer willpower?

>>35256387
You know the answer to your question

>>35256065
>seeing "people" go on crazy adventures and having wild love you will never have
Videogames work better. Not that games are fun to play anymore.

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>>35255966
>tfw you feel like everyone around you is successful but you're still stuck in your 2008 self

>>35255966
>Look into mirror.
>Remember how fucking ugly you are
>vomit
I wouldn't mind being ugly if I wasn't tormented by others about it and if at least 1 person was attracted to me.

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>>35256462
It hurts

I was so close to having sex with this girl that I was hanging out with saturday

We each took 2 caps of mdma, 500ug of lsd, half a point of mda, and a bunch of weed

She came on to me and agreed to have sex with me when we were peaking on mdma

Then she rejected me
..

Then she started having a bad trip and kept asking me to take her home

It all kinda went downhill from there

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>People tell you how good you are at everything
>Everything you do is shit
>You think they're all lying to you to make you feel better

>>35255966

Last original bump of the night

>>35256088
Research Chemicals and Kratom.

Kratom has a similar high to opiates and can be addicting, but not nearly as bad as opiates from what I hear.

Also, psychedelics can't really be detected through a piss test. You can get 4-aco-dmt and 1p-lsd online.

You can also buy kratom online in large amounts and it's legal to own and ingest. Research chemicals are legal to own but if they have reason to suspect you're using them, it's illegal.

There are also many natural things you can buy that'll get you high in different ways.