What age did you realize your gay?
>>35250099
It's "you were" retarded trapposter.
>>35250099
I fapped to the thought of sucking dicks for the first time when I was 18
>>35250152
Who said anything about traps?
>>35250153
I fapped to gay porn when I was 16, but I didn't really believe I was gay until 23, desu.
>>35250099When this cute gay emo kid was grinding on my lap in high school against my boner..
>>35250099
I realized i was bisexual around 10 grade.
I'm never gonna lose my virginity either way, doesn't even matter.
>>35250099
>What age did you realize your gay?
around 19
now I can't get hard without a finger in my ass
>>35250099
"Your gay"
my gay what
>>35250099
I sucked my brother's dick at 8 so there's thatHe was 10
>>35250207
>this joke again
>>35250176
>mentioning faggotry
>retarded "cute" anime girl picture
>not a trapposter
>>35250243
But I am a guy and I have a boyfriend and we are both not traps in any way.
>>35250354
>But I am a guy and I have a boyfriend and we are both not traps in any way.
this
I put things in my butt at 14, looked at traps 15, accepted bisexual 16 or 17
>>35250243
>anime is traps
>>35250354
>>35251240
This, except I don't have a bf. Get out normies, reeee, etc.
>>35251345
Do you like cock? What about cute anime grills?
I think I am going back to girls or just going back to being alone.
In fact, I think alone might be best.
I have had two boyfriends and it is all just meh, relationships are a bother.
When I first started getting boners too bee honestly
>>35251368
I like both
sdalsdak
>>35251368
I do but how am I supposed to get a bf as a NEET, i don't have friends
>>35251506
I got mine by telling him lewd things and fapping with him. Then again I posted my dick first, so post your dick more I guess.
>>35251441
Are you one of those fabled "gay lolicons"?
>>35251536
Lolis aren't really my thing. What about you? Do you like anime grills?
>>35251605
I like anime girls, but I don't like cute anime.
I'm a lolicon and general degenerate too. I should kill myself.
>>35251681
> I should kill myself.
You definitely shouldn't. You're fine the way you are.
>>35251536
what do you mean, I don't have any guys I talk to so who do I send it to. And I don't pass as a trap
>>35251536
So you only really have ebf then?
>>35251826
I don't pass as a trap either. I posted my dick in a thread on /r9k/ and my bf tried bullying me about it. I bullied him harder and we've been together ever since.
>>35251836
Yes, but I met him and and lost my virginity to him.
>>35251771
I'm really disgusting. I'm not just saying that out of depression. For instance I have a bed wetting problem.
>>35251878
Oh shit really? Good for you I guess. How far away are you guys and how often do you meet up?
>>35251923
I live in the USA and he lives in Scandinavia. I can only afford once a year at most.
Do you have a bf, anon?
>>35250099
20 when i got my bf
First/only wet dream I had though was about a man fucking me in a skirt
>>35251878
tell me about losing your virginity
What was it like doing it with a real guy?
uhhh i started looking at dicks when i was 14 so i guess then
When I started fapping to the idea of being fucked by men
>tfw no bf ever
Why do no boys who post here live in Virginia, it's only old ladies, beaners and chinks here.
>>35252023
I couldn't stay hard enough to fuck him properly, but fucking him was really nice. It was like fucking a toy, but way softer. It was also really warm, which felt nice. Having oral done to you or having a hand job doesn't feel as stimulating as you'd think it would, but it still feels really good.
It's also much harder to cum than you'd think. Something I've noticed is that when I masturbate I tend to go hard at my cock when I'm about to cum. When my bf was giving me handjobs and blow jobs I could tell him faster but it wasn't the same. For me, this meant I could feel my orgasm coming on but I needed longer to actually achieve it.
Nipple play was really hot and I am normally really grossed out by the thought of someone squeezing my nipples.
>>35252183
Also getting into position is hard. It's not as easy to fuck someone as it looks.
>>35252183
reeeeeeeeee realizing I will never experience what your bf experienced makes me want to kill myself even more than usual
>>35252019
Sadly I'm in similar to you. Had a ebf but he lives awfully far away from me (he's Europe I'm us) and I can't ever see him since I have social anxiety. Can't even leave my house without losing it. I'm also not cut out for internet relationships because I'm pretty boring. So he ended up just leaving.
>>35252270
My bf and I did too. Talking in voice helps quell anxiety. If you still have the chance you could try that.
>>35252218
Why not try grindr?
>>35250099
I accepted that I was at 15
>>35252367
Naw he's long gone. Any tips for vc? We used to really only watch animetogether. Anything else besides vidya? I don't play games really anymore.
>>35252367
>Why not try grindr?
No access to a car, I never learned how to drive. I know I'm an idiot.also I'm only 17 :'(
>>35250099
I was turned gay by this board and /b/ when I was a teenager.
>>35252413
Get to know someone through text. If you get really close to them and trust them not to judge you then go to voice chat.
>>35252438
You're 17. I'm 10 years older than you and I lost my virginity only 2 weeks ago. You don't want to keep this self defeatist outlook you have, it can and will get much worse if you don't fix it.
I suggest looking into mindfulness. It's the principle behind "cognitive behavioral therapy".
>>35252403
>>35252474
How old are you now?
>>35252511
Thanks for the tip.
It's not even really my virginity that I want to lose the most, I just want a nice guy to talk to and be friends with
>>35252511
I'm 20. Never done anything sexual since I was 16, and I never will because I'm too ashamed of being gay for femboys.
I wouldn't be ashamed if I was attracted to muscle guys, because that's "real" homosexuality
>>35252538
If you ever get into a relationship and you feel you need to hide things, it's probably not going to end well. If they are in love with you they won't judge you for your weird kinks or habits. You can't force love either. Gay hookups are just as bad an idea as normal hookups.
>>35252600
Treat your homosexuality like a fetish. That's basically what it is anyway. People don't have to know about it, but why not enjoy it? You didn't choose your fetishes, and it doesn't matter what you do in your private time.
>>35252620
thanks for the input. I might try to loosen up if I ever step out of my comfort zone and actually meet people.
>>35250099
What's the sexual orientation where only gay furry porn turns you on? This has always been the case for me. Straight furry is not hot and real life dicks are fucking nasty.
>>35252675
>What's the sexual orientation where only gay furry porn turns you on?
it's called irredeemable degeneracy
>>35250207
Your gay ass is gonna get spanked.
>>35252689
Ok good to know. I guess I'll just sit here and kill some time until I have to face the void.
>>35252724
Only spanked?
That's pretty tame anon, you're going to have to do better than that!
>>35250099
when i was 15
i really liked dicks so i started HRT to get more dick
>>35252511
>How old are you now?
19