Fembots: How messed up are you?

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Where is Comrade Vlad?
Fuck you roasties, not welcome.

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>>35233907
>Any confirmed mental illnesses?
I have severe trust issues
>Cutting?
I'm not an attention whore or a retard
>Abusive relationships?
I'm not a slut either
>Sexual abuse?
See above

>>35234003
Not everyone in an abusive relationship is a slut.

>>35234003
Why aren't you a slut?

>>35234003
i have severe paranoia marry me please

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>>35234022
I'm not a whore so I never got in a relationship in the first place nor am I a retard to stay in one and just take it like a doll
>>35234030
Why would I want to be one
>>35234050
Okay

>>35233907
No to all of those in my case.

>>35234003
What issues? Also may I ask your age?

>>35234072
>nor am I a retard to stay in one and just take it like a doll

Mostly abusers amplify the abuse slowly so a girl gets used to it.

Why do so many girls on /r9k/ have to shit on other girls? I don't get it.

>>35234003
>>35234072
I want to be in a relationship with you and gain your trust. Can you contact me? [email protected]

>>35234101
Pathetic mate..just pathetic.

>>35234072
Being a slut is much more fun than being a prude. You get all the sex you want and act out all the fetishes you want.

Embrace your inner slut. You know you want to.

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>>35233907
I live with my parents still, 21 years old. Haven't left house since the last time I saw psychiatrist. Maybe 2 months ago now. I was supposed to go yesterday, but I slept in too late. I worked at a few places while in school so I have limited money saved that allows me to buy enough things for myself (ex: cigs) so I can avoid leaving house as much as possible. If I have to go out, I leave at odd times in the middle of the night.

>Any confirmed mental illnesses?
No I never tried to find out. I'm slow sometimes like learning and I was only diagnosed with depression, anxiety, insomnia.
>Cutting?
Not really my thing
>Abusive relationships?
My mom isn't very nice to me
>Sexual Abuse?
Never

>>35234137
>all the sex you want
>want
>sex
Well not everyone wants sex. I much prefer being a prude.

>>35234170
>My mom isn't very nice to me

How about daddy?

>>35234093
They shit on other girls because muh I'm different than the other bitches so robots will like me better , rite?
teehee yis

>>35234184
We have different interests so there's not much to bond about, otherwise he supports me and is sometimes overly sympathetic.

>>35233907
This applies to majority of girls:
Bipolar, because they think they can handle a reckess lifestyle just like men can. This is due to them believing bitter lesbian femcucks. However, most of them think that they will never be mothers. A women with years of living recklessly behind her can not be an instincive mother because she overfried her neural receptors with sex, drugs and alcohol. She will be a numb mother that hates her kids and sees them as a mistake. This is against their biology, but everyone has a freedom to do whatever.
They only cut for attention from their parents and other people when their parents stop giving a fuck.
They get into abusive relationships because their partner usually has a massive cock and keeps them calm and happy for a while. When bipolar kicks in, they become annoying little crybabies that need to be fucked hard with progression just to remain calm.
Sexual abuse is a myth in 2017. .

>>35234171
Are you saying you don't even masturbate?

>>35233907
Mental illness
>Depression, social anxiety and bpd
Cutting
>I used to but I stopped
Abusive relationships
>My whole family is a fucking zoo
Sexual abuse
>No , but two of my uncles touched me inappropriately on several occasions

>>35234117
Please dude, have some self-respect. Thank goodness for you this is anonymous.

>>35234207
>overly sympathetic

Typical dad, haha. Nothing is sweeter to fathers than their daughters I don't think.

Fembots, do you ever call your dad "daddy"?

>>35234171
Ok I know you want everyone to call you "ahh you're different my pure goddess" but shut the fuck up roastie. You're even worse than an attention whore.

>>35234170
Why your mom isn't nice with you?
>>35234207
That's ok I mean, if I had father I probably would be just like you and yours. It's ok as long as he supports you. But what kind of interests?

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>>35234089
I grew up alone, I had no friends during my childhood and I have been isolated from the outside world due to being homeschooled so the only person I ever talked to before I got a computer for work stuff was my sister, my mom was nothing but a teacher to us, whenever she tried to act like a mother it would only end up in she yelling at us for even thinking about stepping out of the house, let alone try to contact anyone outside of our home. 19
>>35234093
That may be true but the fact that >Cutting? was in the OP says a lot about the "female community"
>>35234101
The last time I even attempted to open up to someone I ended up getting put in the attic for a week with nothing but a loaf of bread, a glass of water and a small window to look at due to them getting angry at me for not wanting to be their girlfriend so they told my parents I had been sending nude pics of myself to strangers
>>35234137
I don't want sex nor do I have any fetishes

>>35234240
>No , but two of my uncles touched me inappropriately on several occasions

How did they do this?

I'm just curious as to how "subtle" it is.

>>35234273
Da fuck? How do you let your parents do that to you? You're an adult ffs.

>>35233907
>Any confirmed mental illnesses?
Depression and anxiety.
>Cutting?
Don't like pain unless it's the sexy type.
>Abusive relationships?
>implying I can even get into one
>Sexual abuse?
Nope.

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>>35234258
She just gets angry and says things to purposely hurt me when she doesn't get her way or ignores me when I'm in a good mood and try to talk or something. I know I disappoint her, probably both of them so that's understandable. Still hurts though.

Dad likes motorcycles and cars and building things. He retired from working in oil business so now he's free to do what he wants. I don't feel it's something I can understand, so I tend to just stick to my own things.

>>35234273
So, I'm going to suppose that the only person whom you feel "comfy" and safe is your sister (?)

What about now? Do you have some friends?.

And yes I know how cruel can a mother/father be, personally I have my stepfather and he treated me like shit when I was a kid, you know..but I don't hate him at all. How is your realtion with your mom now?

>>35234334
You're into bdsm? Getting spanked and whipped?

>>35234334
>Don't like pain unless it's the sexy type.

My kinda femanon.

>Any confirmed mental illnesses?
Depression, Anxiety, Social Anxiety
>Cutting?
In the past
>Abusive relationships?
No relationships. Abusive friendships (from robots)
>Sexual abuse?
Once, I accidentally put my hand on a male friend's bulge and he was hard. A chill ran through my body and my stomach turned. I had never touched a dick before this, but I got this strong sense of familiarity. I wonder if I was abused as a child because of this

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>>35233907
>Confirmed mental illnesses
Psychosis, depression, empathy issues.
>Cutting
Stopped when I was 16 years old.
>Abusive relationships
On my part. I'm very manipulative in romantic relationships.
>Sexual abuse
Dad used to make me watch porn. I would then go to kindergarten (yes, I was very young) and play out the things I saw with my friends at the time. They had no idea what they were doing but I definitely did.

>>35234343
Why do you thinks she acts that way? desu You can't be a failure for your mom&dad, trust me I did a bunch of things wring in my life to my mom and she doesn't hate me or doesn't think I am a failure. Maybe she is sad, tired or..just something. It doesn meat you she isn't nice with you bc she hates you/whatever..

As I said it's ok as long as he supports you. Howerver, Try to involve in his activities or hobbies and viceversa is never bad. I'm pretty sure if you two spend time time together "knowing" each other will be food for you and you're going to feel better

>>35234434
>Abusive friendships (from robots)

Can you explain this, please?

>>35234343
Why do your live with your parents if one (or both) treat you so poorly?

>>35234404
Sure am, the more visible markings the better.

>>35234416
Y-you say that to all the femanons...

>>35234445
>Dad used to make me watch porn.

Why?

>>35234469
>Y-you say that to all the femanons...

Only the ones who like being beaten up.

>>35234464
I became their therapist by accident. Then, when I wasn't providing emotional support constantly, they would hate me and call me a heartless cunt etc. I stuck around because I thought I owed them for other women hurting them.

I used to believe things on here about "Women only like Chad, I'm such a nice guy I would never hurt a woman"

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>>35234445
>Dad used to make me watch porn
>kindergarten
>K I N D E R G A R T E N

Jesus Christ...

>>35234446
Well yeah she is sad and tired with me. She always wants the best from me in life so she can relax but there are few things that I can actually measure up to be. All I do right now is help around the house any chance I get to at least try to feel useful, but it doesn't really mean anything to her. She says things like my situation is tearing her and my dad apart and I'm not doing what normal people my age do. I genuinely can't be in a good mood when she's around me. The best times are either when she works or when she sleeps.

any fembot in Brisbane?

>>35234522
>I used to believe things on here about "Women only like Chad, I'm such a nice guy I would never hurt a woman"

I wouldn't say I'm a nice guy, but I do genuinely love women.

My problem isn't abuse or lashing out, it's being an unfaithful piece of shit to the fembots I've dated.

>>35233923
>MUH SEKRIT CLUB
grow up

>>35234468
>>35234468
I have no choice, not making money to support myself. I don't even know where I'd go or how to do so. It's not so bad anyway if I at least have a place to call home.

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>>35234330
That happened when we were around 16, I moved out as soon as I hit 18, I live alone now
>>35234364
That's right and no, not much has changed besides not being locked up in my parents' house, instead I get to be locked up in my own, I usually talk with my older sister but she has a life of her own now so it's only been harder and harder recently. And my mom is now working as a full-time teacher back on our hometown, we haven't spoke since my eighteenth birthday but my sister says she's a lot more happy now which I'm glad to hear.
Anyway it's pretty late, it just rained for a little bit too which was really nice, I'll try to get some sleep, thanks for listening, I hope you're doing well too.

>>35234101
just stop, this is worse than a cringelist ad

>>35234584
That's no better, I hope you feel ashamed. I don't even want to know why you do it because the "reason" doesn't matter. It's selfish.

>Oh I hate myself so much I cheat to feel whole
>I just can't stay away from other women, they tempt me

All the same

It's so disheartening coming on here. I don't think I'm the best person ever but at least I have basic morals. Robots are just as scummy as normalfags.

>>35234495
He got off on showing me things like that. He was severely physically abused as a child, and was often made to watch his mother being raped.

>>35234541
Yup. This happened until I was five but I remember it all very well.

>>35234603
Don't you at least have any goals you're working towards? A career that you want, or something? You've mentioned a lot about what your parents want, but what do you want, anon?

>>35234171
i know that feel, at least as a female it looks 'pure' not just pathetic

>>35234445
>On my part. I'm very manipulative in romantic relationships.
I wanna talk to you.

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>>35234640
>He was severely physically abused as a child, and was often made to watch his mother being raped.
jesus

>>35234469
Pls contactfag on /soc/ sometime.

>>35234631
>I hope you feel ashamed

I do and I don't. I do because I need to grow up and stop doing this shit and hurting women who are nothing but loving towards me. I don't because I feel empty and unhappy inside.

>I just can't stay away from other women, they tempt me

To be fair, you are pretty tempting these days. Look at what you wear, how you conduct yourselves. How cute you are when you're around a guy you like.

>Robots are just as scummy as normalfags.

In different ways, yeah.

I do honestly love women though. It's my love of women that drives me to cheat in some respects. I have dependency issues when it comes to playing savior of broken girls, end up having full blown affairs and trying to make them feel happy and loved but realize eventually that I'm up shit creek without a paddle because I can't commit to them on account of being with someone else usually.

But my motivations usually are pure.

>>35234644
I don't have clear goals... If someone handed me money I wouldn't even know what to do with it aside from buying a house in the middle of no where. I just want to be able to live and find new hobbies as I go but I know that's not real life.

The only real progress I've made with anything was making a day to day schedule and finishing school.

>>35234710
I did once or twice, all I got was a few "add my kik" replies and guys who wouldn't reply after replying once.

>>35234732
Where are you from, masochistic fembot?

>>35234711
>Look at what you wear, how you conduct yourselves. How cute you are when you're around a guy you like.

I can't relate to this

I think you're just a normalfag who can't control his needs. Sorry, I have no empathy for you.

>>35234445
>On my part. I'm very manipulative in romantic relationships.

L O N D O N

>>35234658
>>35234754
god, boys are such sluts for abusive and manipulative femanons

>>35234273
>The last time I even attempted to open up to someone I ended up getting put in the attic for a week with nothing but a loaf of bread, a glass of water and a small window to look at due to them getting angry at me for not wanting to be their girlfriend so they told my parents I had been sending nude pics of myself to strangers
No wonder you don't want to be their girlfriend if they do things like that. I would be okay with just being friends too.

>>35234572
See? A mom always wants the best for her kids. She just need to calm down about whatever makes her unhappy, sad or tired because that impacts on you, you should have a nice real talk with her.

I feel you, I'm being a Neet and all I do now is help in my home, like cooking, cleaning, etc and my mom feels good about it since I am not working or studying, she thinks I am doing something productive for her. See the problem? It's not you, it's your mom as I said you should talk about it seriously with ther, just ask her about her feelings, about if she's worried, about if she's being happy, etc, you know.

Your situation is bad but you never ordered this situation, these are thing that happen in life, and your mom and dad as I said want the best for you, so that's why they're really worried that way..

I'm sure you can, just try to smile and being happy when she is at your home and all. I'll show you a little trick, try to smile and feel good everyday when she is around for like 21 days, after that I'm pretty sure you will get happy with her, also talk to her as I said before

May I ask her age?

>>35234721
School like mandatory school, or school like college/uni? I don't think what you're asking for is unreasonable, I want similar things, too. Live in a /comfy/ small town, or in the middle of nowhere, somewhere with lots of nature to just exist in.

>>35234615
It's ok sleep well, and think about what I said, goodnight.

>>35234743
>Sorry, I have no empathy for you.

That upsets me a bit if I'm being honest. Women are supposed to be forgiving.

>>35234732
And in which country are you in?

>>35234743
Lol this.

>>35234711
dude it's really not that hard to keep it in your pants, I can't even understand what would drive someone to betray the trust of someone they cared about by fucking someone else. And you're lying to yourself to say your "motivations are pure" no, you're a selfish dickhead who gets off on the constant stream of affection of girls you deem "broken".

Castrate yourself, see if that works.

>>35233907
ALL women have life on easy mode. Can you please get the fuck off our board?

>>35234898
Speak for yourself, easymode life NEET given everything by mommy.

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>>35234658
If you're fine with countless suicide attempts when I don't get my way then I wanna talk to you too.

>>35234775
I wish that was true in real life. All of the people I've dated agree that I'm the worst person they've ever encountered.

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>>35234792
Lol if I try to talk about my problems or whatever goes on with how I feel with her it usually goes badly. Any time this happens I just write down what she says and read it again and again until it feels less severe. For example I was happy one day and tried to have an honest talk but she ends up saying things like
>You're avoiding the problem
>People your age do that while you do this it's not normal!
>This isn't progress

I'm 21.
>>35234798
Mandatory but I desperately wanted to drop out. It's only unreasonable to me because I'm literally going no where.
>Live in a /comfy/ small town, or in the middle of nowhere, somewhere with lots of nature to just exist in
Right in the feelers

>>35234846
You are so obsessed with the idea of women that you discard them as actual people
Before you start going on about me being a SJW think about what you're saying

>Women are supposed to forgive my flaws, even if those flaws hurt them
>Women are beautiful creatures I can save
>I just """love""" women so much that I can't stay faithful to one woman

What kind of bullshit is this? I just love men so much that I'll cheat on my husband to fuck the poor druggie down the street!

You sound exactly like the robots I talked to. So selfish, never caring about others. You won't change, you'll cheat and lie your whole life because ultimately you believe what you're doing is justifiable.

>>35233907
Diagnosed with "pain induced depression" because I have chronic migraines. I don't feel depressed though, just shitty.

No, never quite understood cutting.

Never been in a relationship before. So no.

No abuse either. My father beat me occasionally when I'd fuck up but nothing serious.

>>35234925
>If you're fine with countless suicide attempts when I don't get my way then I wanna talk to you too.
is the pussy good?

>>35234925
>when I don't get my way
You do have a very persuasive way with words.
My Discord is 00#2221

>>35234925
How about trying instead a relationship where the guy treats you like shit and just uses you as a cumdumpster?

>>35234943
>my father beat me occasionally but nothing serious

that's pretty serious if you ask me...

>>35234873
If you're not a girl then you have no rights to put words into their mouths about what they feel.

>>35234932
>that you discard them as actual people

This is true. I tend to think of women as inherently fragile, I think that's a part of 90% of women though. That doesn't mean I don't see them as people, but I do worry more about them.

>You sound exactly like the robots I talked to. So selfish, never caring about others. You won't change, you'll cheat and lie your whole life because ultimately you believe what you're doing is justifiable.

I realize it is wrong fembot.

>>35234927
Why did you want to drop out? Why are you going nowhere?

I identify a lot with your situation, in many ways. I live with my parents, effectively going nowhere, and the simplest things in life seem the furthest away.

>>35235029
I mean, compared to shit other people endure, not really. He beat me a bit when I deserved it, there's people who get locked up in a cellar and raped daily.

>>35234927
I didn't mean a simple "talk". I meant a very real talk..You get it? And before things go wrong while you two are talking just let her know that you feel like shit all the time because her attitude toward you..I know you can do it even if you two cry while talking it has to be like a "final" talk.

Agh, you're not avoiding the problem because you're trying to get happy and for that you need to talk to her. I'd say that like 60% it's your mom's problem. Of course it's not normal, but don't blame yourself pls, How many times do i have to say that you didn't order being in this situation?

It's not progress because there's "something" that doesn't allow you to go forward, and that "something" is your mom, not you at all. I'm gonna repeait again, she may have some problems besides you..

Not your age, your mom's age. But yeah, you're still young, so there's hope, a lot of hope for you..

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>Any confirmed mental illnesses?
Obsessive-compulsive disorder and I'm just barely on the autism spectrum.
>Cutting?
No. I used to headbutt things to punish myself, though. Never in front of other people.
>Abusive relationships?
Not really. I haven't dated.
>Sexual abuse?
I was attacked once but it wasn't somebody I lived with or was related to or anything. He just ambushed me and did what he wanted. I wasn't normal before that but I could usually pretend to be. That ruined me, though.

>>35234522
>I used to believe things on here about "Women only like Chad, I'm such a nice guy I would never hurt a woman"
While I would never condone bullying, people seem to think the kids being bullied are inherently pure themselves. But then I think back to /b/, where they'd all talk about how shit people are because of their experiences in HS and then invade some dead kids memorial page within the same breath. It's not like I'll assume the kid had it coming, but I wouldn't be surprised to learn he was a shitty person too.

>>35234927
>People your age do that while you do this it's not normal!
Honestly everyone has their own blueprint. I basically coasted from 18 to 22 or so as a turbo neet, and only recently started getting my shit together. Currently 24 and entering my junior year of college and I can see the light at the end of the tunnel, even if it is far off.

I'd really just suggest making a list of where you want to be, and figure out a plan to get there. At least, that's what I've been doing.

>>35235040
lmao when did I ever put words in anyone's mouth? All I said was that you're a piece of it who treats women like outlets of entertainment, to be picked up, toyed with and left at your leisure. And that you excuse this callous, borderline sociopathic behaviour by claiming you "love women so much you can't stick with just one" or whatever saviour complex you develop to help you sleep at night.

>>35235040
There's hope for you then

What you need to do is stop adding your guilt to your savior nonsense, like "oh I feel so bad but I just can't stop saving these poor girls". You can stop, you have to decide to.

If you were a robot I'd talked to in the past I'd try to encourage you, but I think we both see why that doesn't help. Only furthers your expectation of women fitting around your needs (even when they're not reasonable) and it's pointless labor for me when I have to convince you to have morals

Other anon has a point too btw

I was diagnosed with anorexia when I was younger.
I think my problem is that I'm a huge perfectionist and instead of doing things perfectly it prevents/has prevented me from doing much (I end up quitting all, I'm a high school dropout)
I've been sexually harrased.
I've also been told I'm not aware of other people, I don't care about their feelings, am too blunt... I have problems talking to people sometimes.

Still I have a pretty normal and even good life. I eat well, I'm coming to terms with how I look and improving small things that bother me, I have been working for over two years...
I've also come to terms with the fact that I don't need a social life like most people do, which is something my parents bothered me about for years.

>>35235041
I never felt I was accepted by any social group that would acknowledge me. I distinctly remember instances of sitting at cafeteria tables and realizing this. I eventually just stopped trying to contribute and then fading out of the groups.

My grades were meh, I felt behind in just about everything I did and it frustrated me.

I just don't know what to do in life that will feel worth it. I have no idea how to do things that I want instead of following directions from someone else. Couldn't hurt my family by hurting myself. I just feel stuck all the time I guess. It's hard to even put into words.

>>35235119
>and I'm just barely on the autism spectrum.
>I used to headbutt things to punish myself, though.
cute! CUTE!

>>35235119

Explain, I have somehow this disorder (among others) like I get obsessed for simple things..very simple things. Though I can be normal and I'm having a normal life.

Attacked in what sense? Did that faggot rape you?

>>35235161
I'm being openly honest and transparent, I wouldn't just make something up about my motivations when I've been so open about what it is I actually do.

I do love women and I do care about them. I have a dependency issue where I need to be the "savior" one who is "helping" the weaker and more fragile girl. And I'm too empathetic, I fall for women who have mental issues and depression too easily.

>>35235167
>Only furthers your expectation of women fitting around your needs (even when they're not reasonable) and it's pointless labor for me when I have to convince you to have morals

I guess another part of it is I love affirmation from women, and I love the idea of women being these forgiving and gentle things who can, even when a man is on his knees and admitting he fucked up, shush him and tell him it's alright and that he's not such a bad guy.

>>35235119
>I wasn't normal before that but I could usually pretend to be. That ruined me, though.

What changed?

>>35235113
Well thanks for the advice I will give it a try. It's really not as easy as it sounds though. There is very limited interaction between us, so trying to spark that from almost nothing will be difficult. My mom really wants me to go forward, I know that, but I'm the one that doesn't know how to go forward. The only sort of direction I get is "get a job."

>>35235231
>I'm too empathetic, I fall for women who have mental issues and depression too easily.

If you had real empathy you wouldn't cheat on your girlfriend. What you're describing is predatory. You see a girl that will fill your need to be a savior, so you dump your gf and run after her. There's nothing bittersweet about this, it's vile.

>>35235244
Probably that she was un-raped before.

>>35235204
It wasn't very cute to my parents. They would hear me headbutting something eventually and have to restrain me because if I was left to it I would keep going until I was bleeding.
>>35235208
Explain what? If it was just the OCD I think I would mostly be normal. Between the medication and forcing myself to be less freaked out by certain triggers, I can handle that now, at least mostly. I still have weird tics related to it.
>Did that faggot rape you?
That's a less delicate way to put it, but yeah.
>>35235244
Like I said, I was attacked. I shut myself off from almost everybody. I stopped going to school. I'm better now but I'm still extremely awkward and quiet compared to what I was like before him.

>>35235176
I think I get what you mean, when you talk about feeling stuck. What do you mean, when you say "worth it"? What does your day-to-day look like?

>>35235113
I fucked up twice.. she's in her late 50s

>>35235265
Nothing, just your obssesions idl. What kind of tics?

Sorry to hear that "man" raped you, these kind of people who commit these acts, called "men" deserve to die desu. I'm sure you're afraid now and as you said, ruined, but please don't feel like shit you will improve, you just need time and someone who really cares about you..may i ask your age?

>>35235324
man just be honest with yourself that you're trying to score some rape victim pussy my dude

>>35235324
>What kind of tics?
They're pretty small now. Mostly stuff like if I accidentally touch the palm of my left hand, I have to do it exactly the same way with my right hand.
>but please don't feel like shit you will improve
It was over 10 years ago, I think I've done all the improving I can on my own. Starting to think I need to find someone who can help me move forward. The more I'm alone the worse I get.
>may i ask your age?
27. It happened when I was 16.

>>35235231
funnily enough, the fact that you genuinely believe that you can't help it, and that this is a legitimate excuse for your behaviour, actually makes what you do worse. Because you don't even acknowledge that you are the only one to blame in this situation.

>To be fair, you are pretty tempting these days. Look at what you wear, how you conduct yourselves. How cute you are when you're around a guy you like.

This is the exact shit I'm talking about. Abhorrent.

>>35235267
If I worked, I would want to do something that felt like I was contributing or making a difference. Instead of working a robotic and dead end routine. I've worked like that and it makes me feel dead.

My day usually looks like
>wake up whenever
>make breakfast
>get lost on internet for a while
>work around the house, whatever I can think of or I ask dad
>hang around outside, walk around with dog
>forget to eat
>vidya games if I feel extra peppy
>go for night drives

On bad days it's a lot of sleeping, get what should be dinner late at night, lurk around here or vidya until I feel tired

>>35234651
Though as a female, it also makes you completely worthless since, as can be seen time and time again on this board, the only thing of value that a woman can offer a man is her vagina.

>>35234240

BPD is hot. What's up?

>>35235371
>go for night drives
oh man, that's fucking comfy. i live in a tiny village of around 1000 people surrounded by nothing but country with lights off in the distance. night drives out here are the best. walking around in the snow when it's dead silent and no one is out is amazing too

>>35235258
Have you ever stopped to think that I see a girl who could be someone I genuinely feel for and worry about, in terms of her own personal safety and so on, and want to help?

There's only so many times you can be chatting to a girl who casually brings up the cutting scars on her arm when you notice it without wanting to make her stop doing it.

>>35235356
>Because you don't even acknowledge that you are the only one to blame in this situation.

I'm sorry. I didn't mean "tempt" in that way, I was just being stupid and trollish.

>>35234742
>>35234861
Australia

kangaroonaldo

>>35235384
>the only thing of value that a woman can offer a man is her vagina.
Speaking for myself, yes that's true for many women. But that's because they're divorced of their femininity and almost seem to be proud of their incompetence. A good wife serves as an incredible partner.

>>35235371
>If I worked, I would want to do something that felt like I was contributing or making a difference.
Have you considered working with a charity organization? It would get you out of the house, meet people with good intentions, and actually make a difference.

>>35235413
>tfw all the good fembots are always in Australia

>>35235411
sure, but you turn concern for a friend into cheating on your gf because this Shiny New Girl is just begging to be saved by you (which of course must include fucking her because that obviously will help her)

>>35235411
that "tempt" thing is just one example, I'm mainly talking about how you excuse your behaviour by saying shit like "I love women too much" and "I can't help it" like you're trying to say "this isn't MY fault, this is just the way I am and there's nothing I can do to change that." bullshit. I'm getting tired of talking about this anyway.

>>35235418
hon, no matter how hard you try to please robots, they'll always hate you. don't waste ur energy

>>35235371
Well anon, I'm sorry for your situation. I know at some of those feels, and they aren't feels I would ever wish on anyone. I don't think your doldrums are permanent, though, I know with a bit of direction you could probably contribute much to society. Finding your own way is hard, but it's that hardship that provides you opportunities to grow and distinguish yourself.

I'm tired and I'm going to go to bed soon but I'll keep you in my thoughts, anon.

>>35235347
Ok, 12 yo edgy kiddo, Does your mom know you're posting here? That's why I hate robots like you, grow up, child.
>>35235354
Are you taking some meds for those tics? I have something similar in my left hand but I don't think it's a tick.

Yeah, but you can still improving tho, in fact we are all improve every year until we die..and yes maybe you need someone who helps you and care for you all the time. And your familiy, what's the deal with them? 16? Oh really bad..I can't imagine how you felt that moment and after that, but fortunately(I hope so) that moment is just a very bad memory from your past, right?

>>35235403
I live in a rural town, less than 1000. I would walk, but there aren't many sidewalks to do that and I don't want to get hit by a car in the middle of the night. I always wanted to try night walks in the a city.
>>35235428
I did volunteer work at a nursing home and it felt nice but it also made me sad and I never really liked hospitals. I'm terrible at speaking with people and I think one older guy knew that but he still talked to me every time he had dinner. Within a few days of this he was my favorite person there, then the next time I showed up he passed the day before. I can't do that shit or animal shelters.

>>35235413
Any contact?

I can be your e-bf, I can care of you desu and if things go nice I will move there, for sure.

>>35235444
No kidding. Lots of fucked up Aussie fembots for some reason.

>tfw no fucked up hypersexual fembots in Europe

>>35235525
>I did volunteer work at a nursing home and it felt nice but it also made me sad and I never really liked hospitals.
There are alternatives, such as a no kill animal shelter. A friend of a friend worked at one.

>>35235474
There are many robots that will always be angry, but I explicitly stated I was speaking only for myself. Stop stressing over people perpetually enraged.

>>35235467
I have an overabundance of empathy and end up fucking up as a result, I'm sorry. I don't think it changes the fact my intentions are to protect and take care of a girl though.

>>35235461
>friend

You and I both know how hard it is for a girl and a guy who are mutually attracted to each other and share a deep emotional connection to remain "just friends".

>>35235474
i agree

femanons, you should just bee yourselves and fuck robots opinions of you, they are worthless, they will hate you even when you conform to their moronic idea of what you should behave like

t. non-hateful robot

>>35235553
Austrianbot here but I'm a dyke

>>35235482
Thanks anon, best of luck to you too. Have a good night

>>35235512
>Are you taking some meds for those tics?
Yeah, but they don't deal with everything. They make things a lot easier. Without them, one big sort of tic is I like to lick things. I need to know what they taste like. I'm adding this sentence to say "how they taste" because I silently mouth the words I'm typing and I wanted to say both "how they taste" and "what they taste like".
>yes maybe you need someone who helps you and care for you all the time.
I think I need warmth again. Someone who will touch me in a way that will teach me not to flinch and let out a whimper every time somebody reaches for something near me or touches me. Even just hugs would be nice.
>And your familiy, what's the deal with them?
I don't see them much anymore because I don't leave home unless I have to. That's all.
>I can't imagine how you felt that moment and after that, but fortunately(I hope so) that moment is just a very bad memory from your past, right?
Mostly. It still messes with me. If I get sick I have fever dreams about it a lot. It didn't even feel real at the time. It hit me about two weeks later while I was sitting in the waiting room to get an abortion. Just broke down. I feel very dissociated from reality ever since. Reality feels like the fake part and video games and stuff feel like they're what's really real.

>>35235543
>e-bf
Unless you're going to swear your undying loyalty to me, forget it.

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>>35233907
>Any confirmed mental illnesses?
Clinical depression, Bipolar disorder, Social Anxiety disorder
>Cutting?
When I was a teen.
>Abusive relationships?
Dad isn't very nice to me. I don't like seeing him
>Sexual abuse?
I don't think so

>>35235598
Tbh, I swear, not even kidding, I am that honest guy and..that gentleman too, thanks to my mom.

Come on, give me an opportunity..

>>35235354
PNW?
oregano

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>>35233907
>Any confirmed mental illnesses?
Depression I guess.
>Cutting?
Never done that.
>Abusive relationships?
My parents(?), they have mistreated me an immense amount of time.
>Sexual abuse?
Few times but didn't affect me much. Could've been worse.

>>35233923
This is now slav thread.
Thread theme https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BnTW6fZz-1E

>>35235575
Are you a slutty and hypersexual mentally fucked up dyke?

>>35235627
I'm in Canada, assuming PNW meant "Pacific Northwest".

>>35235553
I know that feel, friend. I've been talking to one decently fucked up fembot lately, but she's so emotionally closed I'm having a really hard time getting comfortable.

There's lots of degeneracy in the US too, especially California and Georgia. It's far away, but closer than Australia at the very least.

It's kind of ridiculous how many girls have been sexually abused and/or assaulted. What the fuck is up with that?

>>35235654
a-alice..?

Please don't tell me you are..

>>35235565
The road to hell is paved with good intentions, buddy. Regardless of what "good" you're trying to accomplish, it doesn't change the fact that you are causing a lot more harm than otherwise, and yet you have done it multiple times. Frankly you'd have to be retarded to still be oblivious of that, or you are aware, but you enjoy it so much that you don't care what harm you cause, as long as you can keep "saving these poor girls" and then dropping them the next time you spot a good lay with no self esteem and desperate for affection of any kind. Whether you are willing to admit it or not, and regardless of your good intentions, you are a predator.

>>35235659
r9k attracts people with mental issues
Sex abuse and assault victims tend to have mental issues

Kinda sad and I do hope for the best for them, but it's hardly surprising.

>>35235659
I think the site is part of it. A lot of people who come to 4chan are damaged. It's like a magnet for emotional problems.
>>35235666
Hi. I guess we've talked.

>>35235652
Fucked up kinda I guess.
Not slutty because closeted virgin

>>35235579
A last bit of direction, before I go: if you're looking for a field to contribute to that is meaningful, look into AI. A lot of the field at the moment is theoretical, meaning that all you need to do is study some math (a lot of math, admittedly) in order to be able to contribute. If you can't into math (which I think is a meme, personally, but who am I to judge), then at least make a lot of money to donate to research facilities. AI is one of the largest and most imminent existential risks to humanity, at the moment.

>>35235671
>you are a predator.

Why are you so convinced of this? Honestly. What have I done that makes you so convinced?

>>35235659
It's common, that's what's up.

>>35235693
You're such a snake
I hope you at least tell these poor girls about your savior complex before they get invested, that's the last reply I'll do

>>35235654
Yeah, that's what I meant. Do you have a contact? I find you to be pretty interesting.

>>35235686
We keep talking, you never told me you were raped..

t. kuektara guy

>>35235719
It upsets me that you're so convinced I'm basically evil.

And I do these days actually.

>>35235735
It's easier to talk about it in a thread with a degree of anonymity.
>>35235734
Not sure what you want to talk about but yeah. I keep weird hours so I don't know how long I'll be available to talk. I already sat up all night.
[email protected]

Why do cutting scars turn me on so much?

Literally just running a finger through a girl's scars is enough to get me going.

Please send help

>>35235782
Maybe it's a fragility thing? I'm just guessing.

>>35235776
>I keep weird hours so I don't know how long I'll be available to talk
No stress, it's 4:15 and I need to be up at 8 am anyways honestly. Just sent a message from Gmail.

any religious fembots around?

>>35233907

What kind of normie shit propaganda is this.

Jump out of window.

>>35235998
Inshallah brother.
Just kidding. I went to a Catholic girls school, and am still interested in Catholicism generally. I believe in God, but I'm not too strict about it.. Why?

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>>35234003
>>35234022
>>35234030
>>35234050
>>35234072
>>35234080
>>35234089
>>35234093
>>35234101

Here we fucking go again lads, getting outbaited by some normie kid catfishing.

>>35233907
Any confirmed mental illnesses?
OCD, MDD, PTSD, Social Phobia, a weird type of epilepsy
Cutting?
Got into it recently
Abusive relationships?
One
Sexual abuse?
Several times, harsh.

>>35236039
>Catholic girls school

How much lesbianism was there?

>>35236039
i want to marry a devout christian girl

>>35236078
>Several times, harsh.

Who by?

>>35236078
dont cut yourself anonette

I'm extremely racist and hate seeing white guys with niggers more than almost anything.
Even though I'm Asian and only date white guys.
A bit hypocritical yes but that's just how my brain works. I think blacks are disgusting and ugly.

>>35236085
Not much. I knew two girls who were a couple and everyone knew about it but that's it. No dormitory orgies.
Everything I've read about girls schools hasn't applied to my school it seems.

>>35236090
Well, look for them in churches I'd recommend.

>>35236108
Teacher, uncle,boyfriend, stranger. There are places in Mexico where being a female is dangerous.

>>35236137
>Even though I'm Asian and only date white guys.

Weird. There are some white girls who dislike seeing white guys with asian girls, but I've never heard of this.

Why do you dislike it?

And why do you like white guys?

>>35236143
>Well, look for them in churches I'd recommend.

but i want a fembot

also

>going to modern day church

ishygddt

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>Any confirmed mental illnesses?
no
>Cutting?
nn-no
>Abusive relationships?
yes
>Sexual abuse?
no

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>>35233907
>Any confirmed mental illnesses?
No, but I'm in the Autistic Spectrum.
>Cutting?
No.
>Abusive relationships?
No.
>Sexual abuse?
?? No. There was this obsessed ex that coherced me into sex/raped me after he broke up with me, he apparently was "testing me" when he broke up with me. He got mad and proceeded to come to my house and there was no one else home at that time. I kinda ended up saying "Fine, I'll have sex with you." And it was the worst sex I've ever had. He's disgusting.

>>35236259
>He's disgusting.

Why?

>>35235687
Do you masturbate a lot?

>>35236173
>Why do you dislike it?
Because blacks are fucking gross. Big fat noses, dirty skin and wiry hair. The women buy Indian and Asian women's hair and sew it into theirs because it's so nasty. Now why would you go for something like that?
>And why do you like white guys?
They are the most attractive men with the best attitudes. Especially when they have blue or green eyes. So it aggravates me seeing them with a nigger. It just seems like such a waste and disappointment.

>>35236149
>There are places in Mexico where being a female is dangerous.

That's sad desu.

>>35236206
Do you love your dad?

>>35236269
Compared to the average girl or the average robot?

>>35236288
>Do you love your dad?
Do you love your dad?
no if ucking hate hin

>>35236299
>no if ucking hate hin

Why?

>>35236268
DO YOU SERIOUSLY HAVE TO ASK? DID YOU NOT READ THE PREVIOUS SENTENCE?

>>35236289
Anything I guess. A number? How many times a day/week?

>Any confirmed mental illnesses?
Depression and anxiety, self esteem issues
>Cutting?
Nope, never
>Abusive relationships?
Nope
>Sexual abuse?
Nope

>>35236259
>No, but I'm in the Autistic Spectrum.

sounds like you got a bad deal desu

>>35236316
Once or twice a day I guess. But it varies with my menstrual cycle and how much privacy I got.

>>35236304
he divorced mom when i was 4 and i rarely went to visit him so he was pretty much absent in my childhood, but when i did go to see him he was always mean

>>35236268
I was 14 and he was 24 when we started dating, I knew what I was doing but I, being autistic and kinda naive, despite being in control of the situation, never quite got a good read on his inner workings. Turns out he really was way more fucked up than I imagined him to be.
Looking back I always was aware that he was very immature and kinda retarded, he was always angry that I was smarter than him and etc. (and a better artist than him, specifically that I was a tremendously better artist than him when he was my age). So... Yeah.

The disgusting part is that I never expected him to be "quite this fucked up". To the point of chasing me around my mother's house and grabbing me and etc. until I felt this inner self-defense speech of "I'll just have to do this".

>>35236312
Was he physically disgusting as well as in terms of his behavior?

>>35236336
Do you feel sorry for your mom?

>mean

How?

>>35234003

You sound like a cunt. Bye, roastie.

>>35236368
I'm not the original poster, I'm just pointing out that asking why she thought he was disgusting after JUST hearing that he raped and manipulated her, is extremely insensitive and fucked up.

>>35234003
You sound like an ideal partner. Hello femanon

>>35236399
>is extremely insensitive and fucked up.

Sorry. I thought she meant he was an obese neckbeard or something.

>>35236447
Why are you apologizing to an obvious femanon who thinks rape is some terrible thing?

Fuck off white knight. Women ORGASM from rape.

>>35236277
>tfw stone blue eyes

There's hope for me yet, lads!

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>>35236330
It is a shit deal. Females with autism are considered absolute oddities by the society at large, we tend to not be very good at lying/being feminine etc. We also lack the social ability of a normal female but somehow, other females manage to include us in their feuds. Leaving us in the shit, every time.

>>35236368
Physically disgusting? Does it matter? He wasn't no 10/10. He was a 5/10, 6/10 in good days and if he wasn't going through a chubby phase.
>>35236360
Check here for reference.

>>35236499
I assure you that I had no such thing as an orgasm when I was "coerced into sex". I would have been raped but I had the cool headed ability to step back and see that the only way out of this without aggravating shit too much was to just allow him to fuck me.

No means no unless he wants to rape you. And it is no fun. Your vagina is way tighter than usual and you're not exactly happy. It hurts. And in my situation I kinda felt disgust at him through the whole thing.

>>35236730
why would you seriously respond to such a b8ting post

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>>35236769
Because talking about rape like it's a funny thing that women orgasm from gets kinda tiring after 10 years of rape memes, so you start being serious about people who try to joke about it and try to make people understand that they should really stop baiting/joking/but also being too aggravated about it.
Because it's fucking annoying.

>>35234273
you seem a reasonable person, how about a pen-pal relationship? I live in Europe, I have a job here and I'm not looking for a girlfriend so don't worry
[email protected] if you're interested

>>35236826
i get your point. its fucked up but your effort is probably futile on this site of all places

>>35236850
>I'm not looking for a girlfriend so don't worry
lmao yeah i can see why she would worry if that were the case

>>35236898
what I meant was: I'm not going to make any advances,this is not the kind of relationship I'm looking for and I only mentioned it because she said someone framed her after she refused him

>>35236898
thats not very nice now is it

original

>>35233907
I just want to be good enough. Four cunts in my wife.

>>35236694
>It is a shit deal. Females with autism are considered absolute oddities by the society at large, we tend to not be very good at lying/being feminine etc. We also lack the social ability of a normal female but somehow, other females manage to include us in their feuds. Leaving us in the shit, every time.

you seem pretty normal to me

Why is it so common for fembots to not support National Socialism?

>>35236995
i think thats a common thing with women in general

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>tfw when not in an emotionally/physically abusive relationship
>tfw no one will ever repeatedly punch me in the face and call me sub-human scum

>>35237225
Sounds cringy as fuck. I like subtle mental torture, though.

>>35233907
No to everything. I'm just horribly awkward and a bit ugly, but still would only accept a bf who I 1. get along with very well/shares my sense of humor and 2. shares my values, which seems almost impossible to find, especially in the state in live.

>>35237251
contact? ir should I drop mine? I'm all you were looking for desu.

I can offer you a bunch of things..ok?

>>35237251
what are your values?

>>35237251
>shares my values, which seems almost impossible to find, especially in the state in live

Elaborate.

You get bonus points for each use of the word "degeneracy".

>>35237251
not looking for a gf be we can write if you want to
[email protected]

>>35237303
hahahahahaha not looking for a gf lmao


just like this guy >>35236850


OH WAIT you're that guy hahahahahahhaha


pathetic.

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>>35237243
>sounds cringy as fuck

just want someone to treat me the way that i deserve. don't even want sex or feigned love, just broken ribs and a broken spirit desu

>>35237322
jesus, is that so hard for you to imagine someone may want to make friends with similar people over the ocean because they are too awkward to make them irl?

>>35237344
>just want someone to treat me the way that i deserve.

Why do you deserve that?

>>35237357
hahahahahhahahahahahahahaha keep going mate you're son funny

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>Any confirmed mental illnesses?
Anti Social Personality Disorder
>Cutting?
I do it sexually, not depressed or anything.
>Abusive relationships?
I like being abused, so i tend to gravitate towards these.
>Sexual abuse?
I was raped in my pre-teens for a year by my brother.

>>35237372
guys, who let the chad in?

>>35237390
I want you to be my GF. I'll protect you. I'll live only for you. I could get the moon for you. I'll make you the most happy woman in the world.

All I need is you, nothing else than you, just you. I NEED YOU.

>>35237390
Up for some abusive incest rapeplay?

>>35237416
but that is not what i want?
>>35237442
Sure

>>35237390
>mado

lmao

Not saying anything. just bait.

>>35237416
She wants a Chad, not a robot, beta orbiter

>>35237471
>she

OK my man

>>35237390
How did your brothers cock feel in your tight preteen hole?

>tfw no gf who hates everything I hate

>>35237482
i hated it.

>>35237500
Hated how much you liked it, right?

>>35237500
How old was your brother at that time?

Describe more of how it felt like and how it happened.

>>35237500
>>35237515
no, liked how much she hated it

>>35237515
i was too young to like it

>>35233907
>Any confirmed mental illnesses?
Schizophrenia, Depression, Gender Dysphoria, Autism

>Cutting?
Unfortunately yes, but trying to break the habit.

>Abusive relationships?
>Sexual abuse?
I have never not been abused. I wish to die.

>>35233907
I'm not that messed up actually. No confirmed mental illnesses, no abusive relationships. Third through fifth grade some kids sexually harassed me: constant lewd comments and things like making sexual gestures at me. Doesn't sound like much, but I genuinely wanted to kill myself because of it. In high school I used to send nudes to strangers on the internet and go on omegle and do gross sexual things. I regret that stuff a lot. Once I scratched up my thighs with scissors but I didn't bleed and I did it mostly because I was bored. Overall, I'm a content person now. Occasional passive suicidal ideation.

>>35237521
he was in his 20's
i don't want to describe it.

>>35237522
yes

>>35237526
I want you to be my GF. I'll protect you. I'll live only for you. I could get the moon for you. I'll make you the most happy woman in the world.

All I need is you, nothing else than you, just you. I NEED YOU.

pls.

>>35237525
Aw I want to hug you and lovingly abuse you and then cuddle you afterwards.

>>35237554
no abuse pls...

>>35237525
dont die please

original fuck this system

>>35237542
No describe it, it can be therapeutic and I can jack off to it.

>>35237591
It's loving abuse. You're still in control and I'll stop whenever you want to.

Any girl here want to be my gf? My mom says I'm handsome and that I have a nice cock.

>>35237630
I thought it was like having sex with a gorilla...

>>35237452
Instead of brother though I'll play your (step)father. That ok too? I'll be abusive and sexual most of the time but once in a while I'll be nice to you so you won't want to run away.

>>35237630
>masturbates
>thinks that I would ever go with somebody who had a sex drive

too much abuse anon
i'm busted.

>>35237664
Did you feel him stretch you open? Did he cum in you?

>>35237721
thats originally fucked up dude

>>35237274
>>35237294
>practice monogamy
>abstinent out of principle rather than having virginity be thrust upon him
>anti-kink, teetoler (or at least drinks only in moderation), no drugs
>mutual respect in relationships, I'd like him to be my best friend and vice versa
>doesn't believe in divorce, acknowledge importance of in the family
>yes, anti-degeneracy
I can't focus right now because I have the flu and should probably go to bed but I hope this made sense
>>35237303
>male "friend"
No thanks

>>35237777
t. commiefornian

I would fill those, but I'm an european Chad with gf.

>>35237721
he was brutish and always shivering with excitement, it hurt but he never got past six thrusts so at least it was brief
he almost never came inside as he was afraid not to impregnate me, he had a little accident once and he made me wash myself from the inside with a syringe
fucked up shit

>>35237361
i've been dropping blogs in feels threads here and there, so i don't really feel like going into much detail cause it all just boils down to an unrestrained hatred of myself.

Visually disadvantaged, suicidal, social anxiety and no relationships, can't afford meds, lesbian degeneracy that lead directly to my family abandoning me a couple of years ago but don't care because my mom hates me anyway, could go on.

i just want someone else's presence around who won't tell me that everything's okay. someone who will confirm everything i know about myself instead of hearing 'it gets better' or the like.

>>35237811
>t. commiefornian
Yep you got my number
>I'm an european Chad with gf.
I hope everything works out well for you two

>>35237842
Did you struggle and fight it the first few times? Did you eventually just accept it and lay there with a dead expression?

>>35237777
>no thanks
ouch, right in the feels
but fair enough

>>35237811
Another European Chad here. Are you also lurking because you once want to try fucking a mentally fucked up fembot?

>>35237719
You've made yourself asexual?

I don't think I'm that outwardly messed up. I completed education, got a job, even got a normie bf. The trick is never revealing your problems to anyone and you'll be fine.

>Any confirmed mental illnesses?
Panic disorder/undiagnosed ED
>Cutting?
No
>Abusive relationships?
Yes, 2
>Sexual abuse?
raped twice

>>35237225
How about a relationship where I ratchet up the abuse and then when you're broken, be really loving to just build you up to a point where it's fun to break you down again?

>>35237390
>I do it sexually, not depressed or anything.

Knifeplay is kinda dangerous though.

>I like being abused, so i tend to gravitate towards these.

What sort of abusive men? Thuggish or cerebral?

>>35237525
>Unfortunately yes, but trying to break the habit.

Honestly, what do you get out of it? Does it release dopamine or something?

Poor girl.

>>35237526
>but I genuinely wanted to kill myself because of it.

When I read stuff like this, it makes me think that as a generation/group, we treat women too badly.

>>35237858
>someone who will confirm everything i know about myself instead of hearing 'it gets better' or the like.

What if being with him makes it get better?

I mean some of us like beating our girlfriends and being horrible to them but also love them.

>>35238279
>raped twice
Wanna make that thrice?

>>35238279
>Yes, 2

No offense, but how do you get into two abusive relationships? After the first one you should realize what the warning signs are, desu.

>>35236730
>>35236826
Rape fantasies are something most girls have, it's a pretty overwhelming majority on 4chan too.

>>35238316
sure thing bb, come at me

>>35238346
First one was my first ever boyfriend, so I was completely naive. Second one, I saw all the warning signs and I could see where it was going, but I stayed because I loved him and didn't think I could do better.

>>35233907
>Any confirmed mental illnesses?
Everyone else in my family does, I just haven't seen a professional. I definitely have a shit ton though.
>Cutting?
I used to chew on my fingers and thumbs untill they where raw and open wounds if that counts
>Abusive relationships?
Dad was abusive all my life, sometimes was physical. When I tell people my life story thet cry.
>Sexual abuse?
Thank god no, I'd offed myself by now. I'm not dealing with that shit.

>>35238314
>When I read stuff like this, it makes me think that as a generation/group, we treat women too badly.

Same. I'm white and I feel like we've let our women down. They're always the most fucked up ones in these sorts of threads and in general. Too much freedom and alienation.

>>35238458
They brought it upon themselves you dumb cuck.

>>35238480
>women are perennial children
>they brought it upon themselves

You can't have it both ways.

Children aren't meant to have adult responsibilities, and if someone gives them adult responsibilities and they fuck up - then it's the fault of the person who gave them responsibilities beyond their depth/maturity in the first place.

>cuck

t. man who has never had sex and is most likely addicted to pornography

>>35238393
How long did both relationships last?

>I saw all the warning signs

What are the warning signs?

>because I loved him

Why?

>didn't think I could do better

Why do so many women say this?

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I'm fucked up for sure.
Call it daddy issues or just autism level self loathing it doesn't matter.

>Dyslexia & Borderline Personality Disorder
>No cutting
>abused by a girlfriend when I was in my late teens and just had a string of douchebag boyfriend's who lie and cheat.
>Sexual abuse from my dad when I was really young.

>>35238393
>didn't think I could do better.

You could do better. Should have gotten a shy awkward robot bf from r9k. Instead of going for Chad TWICE goddamn women are retarded.

>>35238715
>just had a string of douchebag boyfriend's who lie and cheat.

Honestly, this is your own fault. Why did you need to date so many of them? I'm guessing you are a serial monogamist from the use of "a string".

>>35238715
>>35238760
This.

Why not do this >>35238751

>>35238751
Because robots are shit people. Chad will treat her right, robots are likely to abuse her.

>>35238760
Yup, it was my fault. Was simply trying to get with someone regardless of who they were and I got shit on for it.

>>35238230
pretty much, if that's possible. why?

>>35233907
I'm probably one of the more 'damaged' female here so I'll share
>Any confirmed mental illnesses?
I have OCD and 'mild' Schizophrenia. Most people develop schizophrenia during their adult years but I had it as a child, my symptoms have calmed down a lot though. I'm halfway normal most the time.
>Cutting?
Used to, a lot. I still do but only when depressed
>Abusive relationships?
Nope, sorta though. See below
>Sexual abuse?
I was molested and raped by my father and pimped out by him from around age 10 to age 14. I developed a weird Stockholm syndrome relationship with my father and was in love with him for a long time, but the feeling wasn't mutual.

>>35238751
The same kind that's currently jacking off to the fembots talking about getting raped as pre-teens?

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>>35238798
>Chad will treat her right
Yeah as demonstrated by several fembots' posts.

>>35238828
Just gotta find the right robot. Normies and Chads have infiltrated this board, but the one source of shy loving eternally loyal bfs will always be here.

>>35238824
Your father made money by making you prostitute yourself as a child to adult men?

>>35237416
>I'll protect you. I'll live only for you.
>>35237452
>but that is not what i want?
>>35237442
>Up for some abusive incest rapeplay?
>>35237452
>Sure

i love this place

>>35238854
I'm sure normies/Chads will be just as loyal as average robots if not more.

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this thread is pathetic /soc/ tier garbage and you should all feel ashamed of yourselves

>>35238798
I'm the guy who talked about cheating because of my obsession with saving women above, I agree with this in part. Robots are broken too.

>>35238801
Did you just want to feel loved and desired by someone then, even if it was just anyone?

I can understand wanting a guy who is a bit rougher in bed, and that this tends to be men who are often, unfortunately, more abusive in general. But there are lots of guys who enjoy treating a girl "badly" in the bedroom but not outside of it.

>>35238824
>Used to, a lot. I still do but only when depressed

Try to remove bad habits from your life entirely rather than in part. I say this as a former smoker. Going cold turkey is really the only way.

>I was molested and raped by my father and pimped out by him from around age 10 to age 14.

Please don't tell me you turned into a slut.

>>35238929
Why would they be loyal to a fembot? Normies and Chads are used to pumping and dumping girls all the time. Love and sex means nothing to them.

Meanwhile a robot who has a girlfriend and is loved for the first time in his life will stay with her GUARANTEED forever.

>>35238913
Yes. I don't know how much money though, I never saw the transactions and he never talked about it, but I imagine he made a lot of money off me considering how tricky it is to prostitute your daughter

>>35238971
>Meanwhile a robot who has a girlfriend and is loved for the first time in his life will stay with her GUARANTEED forever.

I assure you, as a robot who has cheated when he got his first (and second, and third) girlfriends - this isn't true.

Once you become desirable to women it's difficult to say no, and it's difficult to not have that sort of innate wonderment and idolization of women & femininity that just makes you go from girl to girl.

It's a form of love, but a messed up one.

>>35239001
>I assure you, as a robot who has cheated
Then you weren't a robot but a dormant normie you absolute piece of shit.

Why would you do that?

You and me are not anything alike I'd reckon.
If I got a girlfriend who would I cheat on, I'm still asocial nerdy me sitting at home, but now with a girlfriend. So where am I supposed to meet all the girls I'm cheating with?

Just because I'd have a gf doesn't mean other girls SUDDENLY come chasing after me. And even if they did I'd see that coming and I'd be even more pissed at how they choose NOW of all times to talk to me. I'd tell them to fuck the fuck off.

You're a piece of shit again. Your gf should have been mine and we would have still been happy.
Fuck you normie. FUCK YOU.

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>>35239032
This. You deserve a gf, I deserve a gf, all true robots deserve a gf. But not these cheating normie faggots, they should just die.

>>35238751
>Chads beat chicks
Lmao no anon stop being stupid. Beta's beat women. Chad's don't need to beat women because they already do whatever he wants, beta's get mad when a girl won't do anal so they start swinging haymakers at someone who is genetically designered to be weaker than them

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>>35238958
>Please don't tell me you turned into a slut
I suppose that depends on your definition of slut, I've had sex with two people since then and I was in relationships with both of them at the time. One was a girl when I was in my scared 'ALL men are rapists' phase when I was around 16. The other person is a man I've been with for over three years now. So I don't consider myself a slut, just an ex whore.

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>>35239001
It's not a form of love. It's nothing but pure gluttony. You were watching with your nose pressed to the window for years, now that you're at the buffet line you don't have enough self-control (and I'm sure there's a lot of ego issues tied up too) to behave like a normal man. I've known men like you. You're so fucked in the head you can't even realize it. You don't even see how much damage you're doing to these girls or the damage you're doing to yourself.

>>35238567
>How long did both relationships last?
first one was only 9 months, second one was 3 years

>What are the warning signs?
in the very beginning, it was small stuff that i was suspicious of. He was very controlling and jealous. got me to change my appearance, jealous of all men in my life, didn't want me doing anything without him there or without getting his approval first.

>Why?
i loved him because he was nice to me in a lot of ways and he was really smart

>Why do so many women say this?
i can't speak for all women, but for me, it's because i really believe it.

>>35238751
not sure if these guys were chads. i've never met a robot/r9k guy in real life

>>35239230
>not sure if these guys were chads. i've never met a robot/r9k guy in real life

Of course not they're all on here. You wouldn't find one in real life because they're all at home. That's why if you want to talk to one you come here and post your location + interests and hope for the best.

I'm probably one of 3 robots in the entire Netherlands. That's 3 robots for 17 million people.

>>35239181
>The other person is a man I've been with for over three years now.

He must really love you.

>>35239279
Does that mean you spend all your time at home too? If i want to find a robot bf and i don't want to post my location and interests online, what can i do?

>>35239222
Firstly, nice trips fembot.

Secondly, I know I'm hurting these girls for fuck sake. You don't think I feel like shit because of that? I hate myself for it.

>>35239230
>i can't speak for all women, but for me, it's because i really believe it.

I'm sure you have some qualities, even if it's just stuff like "is in decent shape". Don't be so harsh.

>>35239305
I only come out of the house to go to college. When I graduate and get a job I only go out of the house to go to work or buy food.

There's nothing for me outside. The only way for me to connect to people is online.

You could just post if you live in the US or EU and find timezone robots to talk to online.

>>35239222

Not him but I have personally seen how my actions have destroyed women's trust in men and it makes me want to cry.

>>35239315
that is really kind of you to say, anon.

>>35239334
i see. what do you study? i'm in the EU, anyway.

>>35233907
>Any confirmed mental illnesses?

schizo, treatment-resistant clinical depression, ocd
>i do have a jerb and my own home

>Cutting?

fuck no, that hurts!

>Abusive relationships? Sexual abuse?

>had family that were pretty fucking mean
>taught that everyone else was even worse
>first boyfriend at 13 was super chill, genuinely caring and compassionate, funny, and humane
>boy scout, science fiction fan, civil war buff, built models, worked with his dad in the garage on weekends, volunteered at an old folks home, very sweet and kind
>was amazed that there were actually nice people out there
>it really pissed off my family that i wasn't dating a "real man" (e.g., a fucking jackass)
>guess finding a nice guy was my teen rebellion
>anyhow
>start of senior year in hs he got sick
>lost him that spring
>my family outdid themselves being horrible
>somehow made it to college on scholarship
>schizophrenia symptoms started end of sophomore year in college
>had just gone on first date since losing Rob two years before
>date figured out something was going on
>helped me get into see doctors over the next few weeks
>would go for long walks with me in the middle of the night when i was agitated
>made it through the worst part because of him
>serious but i was worried about hurting him because i was sick
>broke up with him when he graduated because he was moving & i wanted him to find someone better
>he did & i'm glad (still friends)
>didn't date much for about two years
>craziness stabilized
>started working
>didn't get serious again until met this guy in a bookstore
>got very close very fast
>then i had a reaction with my meds
>went off the deep end
>in hospital
>my family really came down on me for ruining his life
>broke up with him feeling miserable guilt
>he knew i had schizo but i let him think we could work it out because i wanted to be with him
>not dating anymore because it's abusive to inflict my mental issues on my partners

>>35239315
You don't feel bad. You don't care about any of those girls. If you really felt that bad you would stop, N. You may not be able to admit it but you enjoy this. You like preying on vulnerable girls and you like pretending to wring your hands out of "remorse". At least be honest about it and embrace the fact that you're a full blown scumbag. Or take that other anon's advice and try castration, see how that works out of you really don't want to hurt any more women.

>>35239388
I'm studying software engineering. In my third year currently so one more year and then make loads of money.

>>35239397
Honestly I really hope you cut contact with your family at some point. Not really sure why you havent, since it seems like all they do is shit on you rather than support.

>>35239397
There's nothing wrong with the way you've treated partners other than the fact you think your love isn't something worthwhile.

>>35239388
>that is really kind of you to say, anon.

>>35239419
I haven't touched a woman in months and you act like I'm chomping at the bit.

You have no clue what my true feelings are.

>>35239222
>damage you're doing to these girls or the damage you're doing to yourself.
Cry me a river. Not a single one of you skanks deserves anything more, and only a pathetic virgin like you would find problems with dumping a shit woman for a better one

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>Any confirmed mental illnesses?
Anxiety and depression. Been on a huge variety of meds since 2008, eventually had 13 unsuccessful ECT sessions. Currently on a semi-decent combination of pills.
>Cutting?
Nah.
>Abusive relationships?
Extremely verbally/emotionally/physically abusive addict mom really fucked me up. She actually broke down my door and tried to attack me with a metal baseball bat just yesterday.
>Sexual abuse?
Nope.

>>35239397

>tfw finally find a girl who actually likes nice guys
>tfw she's some broken schitzo piece of shit

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>>35239499
>in months
Oh my heart bleeds. Please look at WHAT FUCKING BOARD YOU'RE ON NORMIE CUNT
>>>/adv/
>>>/soc/
FUCK

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>>35239419
>full blown scumbag
Which is why he's getting laid, and (you) aren't

>>35239531
>broken schitzo piece of shit
Can deal with this
>non-virgin
Can't deal with that.

>>35239556
Don't reply for me. There's nothing admirable about my behavior. I just have some kind of disorder.

She's just wrong to think I do it because I'm some sort of crazy who doesn't feel anything for women.

>Any confirmed mental illnesses?
No
>Cutting?
Thought about it but no
>Abusive relationships?
No
>Sexual about?
Got assaulted when I was like nine, got molested when I was fourteen.

Meh. I'm 28 but here's me.

>Any confirmed mental illnesses?

Bipolar.

>Cutting?

Used to do it so much that I wear long shirts all the time now.

>Abusive relationships?

Three. Two emotional, one physical.

>Sexual abuse?

Yep. Uncle.

>>35239571
You wrote earlier in this thread that you cheated on all your girlfriends. That's your character. I don't see the point in replying any further. Now the only thing I feel is sickened that I lowered myself for someone beneath me in all aspects because I felt sympathetic.

>>35239397

1. What the fuck is a "jerb"?

2. Just answer the fucking questions next time, no one cares about some guy you liked for a week when you were 13.

3. "not dating anymore because it's abusive to inflict my mental issues on my partners" -- I gotta admit, this is good. I wish more people would come to this realization. There's too many fucked up people out there who think it's OK to expect their partners to clean up after their crazy shit. It ain't right.

>>35239531
>>35239556
>le girls hate nice guys and want abusive assholes meme

I wonder why you're still kissless virgins.

>tfw more classically male issues
>rageholic
>want to smash dad's skull in with a claw hammer
>hopelessly devoted to mother
>hate and avoid socialization
>pol level mad when I see "degenerates"
>the pressing unfulfilled desire to be an adored leader of some sort

>>35239605

Will you be with a guy younger than you?

I'm 8 years younger..

Physical? How are your days being bipolar, btw?

>Confirmed BPD, Schizoaffective, major depressive and anxiety disorder
>Cut for a good period, only scars now on my wrists and thighs, stopped when I was 15 or 16
>2 emotionally abusive relationships, one being where I was the abuser
>Sexually abused as a kid my brother, raped by a couple boyfriends while I was drunk/high (i won't press charges, I was neglegent)

>>35239610
>Now the only thing I feel is sickened that I lowered myself for someone beneath me in all aspects because I felt sympathetic.

Oh right. You think I'm someone I'm not.

Sorry, never been a part of inter-/r9k/ drama.