Im confused right now and drunk as shit so please
consider excusing any inconsistancies and/or grammar/spelling errors.
>be me
>living life as usual
>its shit but i dont give up
>been shit for 20 years
>SameAsUsual.jpg
>known alcoolic
>known by others
>known by me
>happens to have a bit too much free time
>and has something up coming soon that i cant fuck up
>not this time
>suddendly i go into full alcoolic rage mode
>drink for 2 weeks straight
>oh shit son
>last time i did that had to go to detox
>withdrewal symptoms too spooky
>im in this shit again
>NotLikeThis.jpg
>Start the usual emergency procedure
>im going to detox again
>untill i go to detox its safer if i keep drinking
its actully true unchecked alcool detox can kill or brain damage
>think im good now
>as i get more and more madly drunk
>realise something is off
>dig deeper
>actually achieve Self-actualization
>oh wtf
>everything is great now
>wait
>im still drinking
>still cant stop drinking
>Oh no
on the plus side, you've achieved mental states not commonly known to be understood as possible
>>35206249
Nothing to be confused about anon, its not gay to fap to traps so stop with feeling guilty if you were gay you would fap to men, other hand i you want to transition you will be in great demand.
>>35206249
Eh quit being a pussy only 20 lol man the fuck up you limp dicked fuck boi
>>35206341
You lived on the non-self actualized side for more than 20 years? Please do share!
As a recovering alcoholic, I could give you advice, but I'm not going to waste my time unless you actually care.
>>35206312
And i can connect with people now, for real, now i can. If i could just get that drinking out of the way....and i will, going to detox after all.
But right now my drinking just feels so wrong like its not even fun anymore.
>>35206431
Yeah that low level of reverse psycholigy is a nice attempt at helping me, but i ultimatly find it distastefull.
>>35206473
It's not reverse psychology. You either care or you don't, and I'm not going to waste my time on someone who doesn't want to stop drinking
>>35206324
hahaha, i get why i shouldnt hate on traps lover anymore, still not one though.
>>35206504
I do want, but i feel like im proscratinating....wait.
But then again death and brain damage are the risk here.
I have a very valid reason to still be drinking untill my detox.
Thanks man, from the very bottom of my heart.
>>35206504
Then why even bring it up you faglord
>>35206564
It helped, he maybe wasnt aware of it, but his flavor of rough-love helped me.