How do you feel today /r9k/ Oregano muted 301 seconds

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>>35198572
General happiness, for whatever reason.

Usually I'm general sadness or pretty much neutral, and failing that I'm somewhere below it. It's pretty uncommon that I'm at general happiness, but I'm glad that I am today.

>>35198572
Wouldn't neutral and given up on caring
be the same thing?

>>35198572
Pretty much neutral, luckily

>>35198572
General happiness, although that could change rather soon

somewhere at the bottom of purple, my usual day-to-day mood.

>>35198633
Nah. Neutral is basically just bored. Given up is basically sociopathy. Big difference.

probably orange
i just bought the new doom and now i just cant be fucked

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Orange

I can't stand my daily NEET life any longer. I have infinite freetime, yet I don't have the energy to do anything with it. I just sit in this room browsing 4chan and listening to music almost 24/7. It is an absolutely hellish existence. No one to talk to, nothing worth doing, just meaningless hour after meaningless hour, watching my life crumble apart. I'm pretty sure prison would be me more worthwhile than this, at least I'd get some social interaction.

>>35198650
i see then wouldn't the opposite of the maniacal sociopath be mania?

>>35198572
feeling neutral at the minute

>>35198572
I'm always just generally sad. My neutral state is pessimistic and sad

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Infrared.

I exist ironically.

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>>35198572
Blue

Just bought a new car

>>35198572
pretty good, what about you anon

>>35198731
>I want to live differently, but I don't want to put in any effort, others must come to me even if all I do is sit inside my room all day being bored.

nigger at least pretend you mean what you write. Play some games, add everyone you play with. Eventually you'll find someone relatable. If not, at least it's interaction. Go outside and just go for a walk with no music and don't look like you don't want to talk to anyone.

>>35198572
why isn't this an ordinary light spectrum, where lower wavelengths signify a better emotional state?

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>>35198939
>what is anhedonia?

I have a million video games to play and anime to watch, yet it all seems like a total chore. And I suck mad dick at social interaction. Me trying to talk to people, even over Steam, is a total joke. When I said I had no energy, I meant it. I'm basically a sentient rock, I can't even find the motivation to sit through a movie let alone try to hold a conversation with a total stranger.

I think I just need to find myself a job again, I didn't feel so aimless when I had something to do and was making money.

>>35198572
Light green desu. I'm starting a new job tomorrow and a girl that I know there asked me to chill on our break.shits looking up

>>35198572
Red but comfy tbqh senpai

>>35198852
zo-zo-zozzled at your life, mein negro!

>>35198572
Not listed: very anxious but otherwise neutral

im close to suicide. not much longer now

Pretty neutral, I get pangs of happiness or sadness but always return to normal.

Had a dream last night that I was having sex with my ex, felt really good too, then I woke up and I was literally fucking my mattress, I'm 26 and nothing like this has ever happened before.

So that's amusing me today.

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Orange is how I am most of the time

Actually felt really good last week too that's the shitty part

My back hurts today though, my bones ache when it's rainy

Beyond suicidal.

I cheated on my diet, cant take a good pic for tinder, cant buy a ps4, just hell. I have no abs no gf and no vidya.

>>35198572
red, extremely suicidal

i cant stop thinking about it, is there a way to kill yourself without anyone knowing about it? i want to be a missing persons or something.

>>35200105

Just go to a far and isolated place I guess

>>35198572
Orange and getting real close to red, many violent thoughts and they're almost all aimed at myself.

I am such a failure, nothing is going right.

>>35198572
i'm always at neutral these days desu
don't know if this is a good thing, crying myself to sleep every night used to be kinda comfy in a way

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>>35198572
Border of orange and red, I want things to get better but I know they won't so I'm pretty much ready to die

>>35200083
>ate a cookie
>didn't find the right myspace angle
>don't have the newest playstation
>stomach isnt flat and bumpy
>no pusspuss
>beyond suicidal
You are mentally 14 years old.

>>35200083

And now I just cheated on it even further oh god why do I keep fucking myself

>>35200376

>hurdur feeling bad for not having a great body a loving relationship and earning enough money to spend on useless shit is 14 years old mentality

You are a fucking idiot my man. Think before you say shit like that.

>>35200159

Whats going on in your life my dude?

>>35198572
Around Orange, been the same for about a month now, things seem to be going back to how they were a little bit so sometimes I go to grey for a few minutes then back to Orange. Not really sure what to do with life anymore.

>>35200634
Eating like shit once isn't going make it impossible to get back on track with your fitness goals, Tinder is definitely not where you go to for a loving relationship and if you have even an okay or toaster desktop, phone or gaming system you can buy, pirate or emulate games just as good if not better than those on the PS4, abs aren't the end all be all of male attractiveness.

None of what you initially listed should make you beyond suicidal.

Somewhere between blue and orange. Tomorrow I'll either be a made man or fuck up my way too short life forever.

>>35201019

Why?

Not sure if this is original

>>35198572
>implying im not bipolar and dont feel everything in a matter of 5 minutes

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>>35198572
Only a little sad, which is actually better than I'm usually doing.

I've been feel a surge of confidence lately and I resolved to talk to this girl I shared classes with a few semesters ago. I used to pass by her all the time and she would be sitting by herself alone but now I can't fucking find her on the campus anywhere.

The fact that the one time I'm feeling somewhat confident and no opportunities are given to me really aggravates me. Why can't I get a fucking break.

>>35200666
>Behind in every class
>Promised one of my greatest friends I would do something and still haven't come close to finished
>Put off one of my only other friends to procrastinate
>Distant with family when they need me
>Miserable with my physical appearance
>So much work to do and things to know for these classes that I may never finish
>Woman I was interested in is painfully indirect and distant
>Recently taken to grinding my teeth unintentionally and hurting myself in non permanent ways
>Haven't had a conversation with my brother in months
>Spend most of my time outside of college alone in my room failing to do the things I need to do
It's all too much.

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Reading threads like these gives me hope because no matter how shitty my life is I know someone here is doing far worse than I am.

>>35201406
At least some good can come of our suffering.