Was yesterday a particularly bad day for anyone else? I went

>>35191075
Yes actually. It's been 3 monthes since I got dumped, ive smoked every day since then to feel numb. I still think about her everyday but it's felt like none of this is real. Some intense feelings of derealization. Yesterday all the shit I've been avoiding coming to terms with finally caught up to me and I had several breakdowns. It fucking sucks living in this apartment alone without her because it's just a minefield of memories. Meanwhile, she doesn't even think of me and gets to live in an apartment where we didn't spend every waking moment together. Fuck her. Fuck me for still caring. Relationships are a fucking meme. Even if you find a girl with a good set of morals like I did, they'll still rip your heart out with no remorse. Thanks for subscribing to my blog

The worst I've had for a long time.

I had skipped three days of classes, all this piano theory is piling up and I have to learn songs from the book as well. I took this class just for fun but it's stressing me the fuck out. Writing it out makes me realize what a bitch baby I'm being as well

Not to even mention fucking trigonometry that I'm fucking bombing

I'm not going tomorrow either

not that bad, most of my """"friends group"""" gone out and i stayed at home masturbating to some porn, still completing suicide to not get to the khv at 20.

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>>35191075
Thats odd. Yestetday was a good day for me, which i havent had in a while. I havent been able to sleep and have been tired all day.

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>>35191075
This is really weird, I had a horrible nights sleep last night; kept on having really strange dreams and nightmares, particularly about seizing up and being unable to move.

They seemed so real too, almost like I was waking up paralyzed. Woke up this morning feeling tired and just spaced out although that's not unusual.