issues thread

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post your known/unknown issues you have, discuss, and maybe help one another to know why youre like this

>as a kid i liked cartoons/books with one character being incessantly sadistic towards a disgustingly sweet/happy, weak, effeminate character
>eventually the sweet character forms a dependency on the abuser and the sadist feeds off of it

after typing it out i can safely assume ive always had some kind of narcissistic drive to feed off of another human and/or practically bully another being in a way feasible for me. ive been a lot less sadistic since i was a kid or even a teenager, only ever having violent urges when im at work or driving or in any capacity of somebody pissing me off at a time where i cant fight back without some external force bringing it right back at me. i wonder if these are the traits of a serial killer, a weak man, or both, not trying to be philosophical or anything. it doesnt help that i rarely feel empathetic and i cant feel enthused, aroused, happy, or even enjoyment unless the subject is extremely deranged perverse nature, its like im near constantly in a disassociative state.

whats your issues, anons?