It has been approx. a month since I've tried to put my degree in business, and I applied to a office job, making 20$ per hour.
I feel drained, like I can't even laugh anymore. I tried to masturbate this month, and I can't get it up to anything. Wanting to jump off a bridge desu. The money is really good though, and people are starting to say I'm getting better overall.
So, should I try to stick it out, or go back to anime?
If you hate your job, you will never be happy. You will never find a balance. Do what makes you happy and please for the love of god do not go back to anime.
Work until you can afford to anime for the rest of your life.