I've had it since teenhood. It's like no matter how hard I try to rewire my mind, to be able to work towards improving myself so that I can have purpose, I inevitably can't help but feel that I don't *want* to have purpose at all.
All I want is for people to see me as a failure, to feel sorry for me. It's all that I could ever want.
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>>35172461
this whole board is a pity party for the bottom of the barrel of angsty faggots on 4chan, people unironically feed on (You)s and poorly executed trolling
>>35172485
>people unironically feed on (You)s
But I thought they were just taking the piss.