Had another happy dream. I was in a loving relationship with a qt... Someone I actually knew in real life... Years ago.
Waking up sucked...
Whatever, at least it wasn't my fucking 2d waifu this time...
(Yeah I'm that same asshole)
Anyone know how to stop having dreams? These are seriously going to make me an hero...
Don't you dare put your waifu's name in vain again, asshole.
>>35168459
She isn't real. Her entire personality is a construct of my imagination.
I imagine that she's fine with it.
Chie isn't easily offended.
Also, I'd give anything to have another dream about her. You're lucky your brain cares that much about you.
I heard alcohol suppresses REM sleep. I don't know what other drugs do. You could try that.
>>35168485
It was actually a (the) girl I dated in high school for like 3 months. 10 years ago...
I'd be better off if I hadn't, in retrospect. If I had known that she would literally be the only person I ever dated, I would have done things very differently. I would never have said a fucking word to her.
I used to have an awesome car. I loved that thing. 500hp v8 under the hood. ran solid 11s. I wrecked it. Now I drive a vw rabbit. The new car wouldn't suck so bad if I didn't know what I had lost.
So, too, with this chick that deigned me worthy of her time a decade ago.
Whatever... It could all be worse, I suppose.
>>35168528
Hey, at least you have a memory you can look back to. I'm only 21 and I can't imagine it getting any better for me at this point if I never had friends to begin with. My social skills simply have been left behind by everyone else.
Is it all downhill from here?
>>35168593
I want to say something encouraging...
But the truth is we're aren't all going to make it.
I still recommend trying, though. Pain is human...
You be brief, though, it probably is all down hill from here.
I want to lucid dream but making a journal is a chore.
Also if I did dream of having a good life with my waifu I would probably be really depressed after it
>>35168510
Hmm...
I've dabbled with alcohol abuse for a while... It went poorly... I stopped the anti depressants because they prevented me from focusing... I use weed sparingly.
And I don't much care for my benzos...
Hmm....
>>35168785
I heard weed stop dreams too
>>35168794
I'd have to go to bed super early then.
I'm a REAL lightweight with weed. Like 2 hits and I'm fucking toast. I wake up real early too...
I'll be alright... I always am.