>mfw my dad dies

why that face?

>>35163030
Guy was a piece of shit and I hope he's in hell

>>35163030
Shit happens right?

Who /daddyissues/ here?
Tell us why your father wronged you

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>>35163254
/daddyissues/ fag reporting in

>>35163278
Should we make a general or is this thread good enough?

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>>35163399
i dunnos

i didn't really know what else to write or say and i can't make decisions but this thread is new so maybe its okay

>>35163422
Do you feel like the relationship with your dad is salvageable?
I know that mine isnt.

>>35163509
mine isn't either i don't even consider that i suppose but then again i'm bad at thoughts relating to these things

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>>35163549
>>35163509

i reread my posts and i'm really sorry i'm writing so poorly, i'm very tired

>>35163631
Don't worry about it man,
Just get some sleep.
I'm probably gonna pass out as well,
Very late here.

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>>35163653
not a man!

its kinda late here too and i should be sleeping but i didn't take the meds yet

My dad abandoned my family when I was 8 to go live out his "real life" (which didn't involve taking responsibility for 2 children) because he's a homosexual.

I can't wait for the day that he finally dies. I'm going to piss on his grave

>>35163690
Sorry about the confusion,
I'm use to everything on this site having a penis.
Are you just the kinda person who keep going till you pass out?

>>35163701
He still have contact with you?
Is he one of those fuckheads who act like they didn't do anything wrong?

>>35163254
>Never around
>Berate me for liking kid stuff when I was a kid
>Molested my sister
>Made me wear girl clothes sometimes
>Never around. Constantly doing hobbies
>Divorced my mom when I was 8
>Never payed child support, never wrote letters, more or less vanished even though I knew exactly where he was
>Forced my family to move across country to live with abusive grandparents until mom got back on her feet
>He became a tranny at 55 years old

I love my Dad
I'm glad this wasn't original

>>35163725
yes i am, i usually don't feel safe to sleep ( i know its silly ) so i stay on my phone andread threads or other things until i pass out because then it feels like they're there while i sleep

>>35163749

>>35163758
me

I know where he is, and I can contact him. But I have no reason to as he was an ass hole for the first 8 years of my life, and absent for the other 16 years of it.

He's been dead to me for a long time, so I'm just looking forward to when he's actually dead.

My family is still on decent terms with his but I think that's just because they feel sorry for me and my sister

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>like 5-6 years ago
>mother buys/sells drugs from some 17 y/o nig
>sells them on the street much higher
>basically scamming him
>one day cheats on my dad with him
>tells me my dad cheated on HER
>he leaves and the dude moves in
>he's only 18 and like two years older than me
>has no job
>we're borderline homeless
>she keeps telling me my dad is scum
>"HE DOESNT HELP US ANON"
>"HE HAS ANOTHER LIFE AND A GF"
>fast forward a year
>one day he stops by and picks me up from school randomly
>"Why have you been ignoring me anon? I'm sorry"
>He thought we were doing okay the entire time
>my mom never paid my bill
>told him I was ignored him because he's a cunt
>he took me away
>lots of legal issues but he won in the end
>a few months later of living with him
>I check his phone
>It's him constantly apologizing for leaving begging to see me
>he has no gf
>he's been miserable for the past year

I only bother staying alive at this point because of him, if he dies I think I'll kill myself soon after. He's been through enough in his life, I won't add to it.

>>35163774
That sounds comfy at least,
Nothing wrong with that,
Either way hope you have a pleasant night.
>>35163794
Hopefully his death will bring you some closure.

>>35163871
My phone bill I meant, I had an old flip phone but we were too poor to pay for it. Only she had service.

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>>35163880
thank you anon, i hope it doesn't end up as a sleepless night but i don't like the sleeping meds

>>35163871
i'm glad your dad was able to win anon

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>>35163254
My dad was a rage head faggot who would flip out when something didn't go the way he wanted.

I still remember spending my summers as a kid walking around the woods with my dad scouting and spreading corn near deer stands so he could spend his days drinking beer and shooting deer. He'd also force me to go fishing with him. If you have to force your child to spend time with you, you're not a good dad. He never made any attempt to get into the stuff my brother and I liked. Instead he wasted my childhood making me do stuff he cared about.

He'd beat me when I was young. As I mentioned, he was always angry. Whenever he had something to do around the house, that meant my brother and I did as well. The worst story I can think of was when I was a teenager.
>Forced to move to Louisiana because of dad's job
>Were just moving in
>Helping dad build a shed in the backyard in summertime in Louisiana literally as soon as I got home from school in the blazing sun
>Dad gets really mad because he figured out he built the base wrong and we'd have to start over
>He'd yell at me even though it wasn't my fault
>I was getting really mad at him by that point and I wasn't scared of him since I was a teenager, so I tell him to stop yelling at me or I'll stop helping him
>"You think you're a badass? Anon thinks he is some big shot, blah blah blah"
>Continues talking shit even though I did nothing but help him
>Know how he'll react if I leave, so stay until brother gets home from school
>Tell my brother I'm an inch from beating dad to death with a hammer, so he needs to take over before I lose my god damn mind and I was dead serious
>He takes over
>Dad continues talking shit calling me a "quiter" for daring to leave an asshole like him in his time of need
>Go inside and take an ice cold shower
>Dad apologizes, which apparently makes up for the hours he spent belittling me for helping him

I grew up as a first generation American,
For some reason I just never picked up Spanish.
My father only spoke Spanish,
tried to learn but I was just really dumb.
He made it clear that I was his least favorite child,
He never bought me anything treated my siblings very well,
Beatings were saved only for me.
It felt like he was embarrassed of me,
I don't blame him.

>>35163991
Think of the bright side, anon. All you gotta do is call ICE and he's gone

>>35163922
But did he really win in the end anon? He's been miserable since, he was with my mother for 26 years only for him to get cucked and betrayed. He's 58 now, he's old but he works 4 days a week 12hr shifts. All he does is work and he seems dead inside. I'm about to be enlisted in the military, to support him. I don't know... maybe working all the time is what keeps him together.

>>35163922
Reason why you don't like the meds?
Sorry if I keep responding,
Sometimes I just keep talking till I pass out as well.
If I stop responding at some point,
It's because I fell asleep.

>>35164013
I already moved out,
I'm just never going to talk to him again.
I met a nice girl,
If I have a kid I'll treat them with love.

>>35164017
i think i was hoping that it made your life a little bit better at least for your sake that you're not with your mother. for your father, some people need things like work to keep their minds occupied i think. are you scared of going to the military ?

>>35164032
they make me hallucinate sometimes and with my brain issues its a bad mix and make me scared

and um, don't worry about replying, this thread is making me feel serene for some reason . its my first time posting on this board but it feels nice to me

>>35164104
No, I'm not scared. The thing I'm scared of is that the military won't give me a reason to continue living, I might be expecting a lot but I hope it gives me a sense of belonging and greater purpose in my life. I'm not sure what I'll do if they place me in a shitty job and I'm forced to stick with it for 2 years (you can switch) and on top of that they don't instill something to me. I'm going to this thing called MEPS, which is basically processing for the military on Wednesday and they'll tell me the job I'll get then. I scored an 86 on my ASVAB and high on pretty much everything, so they can put me wherever...

>>35164104
Sorry about the meds,
Do you have a job or school that it gets in the way of?
>>35163923
Has he gotten better or worse?

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>>35164171
well for your sake i hope you get a good placement, i'll be cheering for you !

>>35164201
i have school but i don't usually go to it because of the issues

>>35163030
Why, do you get his money or something?

>>35164236
Thanks anon, here have a you (You) deserve it.

>>35164236
You have any creative hobbies on the side like arts photography, writing or poetry?

>>35164250
yay

>>35164290
i don't usually the meds make me very tired .

at where i was living before there was a little garden and i liked to water the flowers and plants

>>35164348
Do you have a throwaway account somewhere?,
If you don't that's fine,
I just like talking to someone till I sleep sometimes.

>>35164443
how do you mean a throwaway account ?

>>35164201
>Has he gotten better or worse?
He got "better" towards the later years of my teenage life only because he realized how distant I got. He'd ask me why I laughed and smiled when around my brother, but was always so blank when around him. As if he didn't know the answer.

Nowadays I don't talk to him. My brother still gives him the time of day for some reason, and tries to guilt me into doing it as well. But I won't. I know some anons here have had alcoholic dads who beat them, and compared to them my dad was a Saint. But I don't think it is fair to compare shit sandwiches like that, because it trivializes what I went through and others because at the end of the day someone always has it worse.

All I know is I don't want to speak with him and I definitely do not forgive him, and that should answer how I feel about him now. Saying sorry after insulting and belittling a kid does not make you square. And above all else, the fact that my dad has tried to tell me I'm unforgiving for not simply enabling his childish tantrums and letting him run wild is pathetic. My mom has tried to excuse him by saying "his dad was like that anon!", but I don't care because my dad is like that, and you don't see me being an asshole. You can't take back something you said, so you should grow up and watch the words that come out of your mouth instead of getting mad when others hold you accountable for them.

>>35163030

>used to play wrestle with my dad when I was really little
>dad used to beat the shit out of my mom when he was drunk and I used to have fantasies of protecting her from him
>we'd do pro-wrestling stuff on the bed and he'd pretend like I was beating him up
>one night got a boner
>had no idea I was like fucking 6
>he notices it and gets mad af
>yells at me to go away
>no more wrestling
>sisters tease him that I'm gay
>awkward strained relationship to this day

>>35164516
Like an account on any website like Skype or tumblr.
If you feel uncomfortable with that you don't have to do that.

>>35164594
oh um

i don't think i'd be good at that i'm bad at talking to people i don't know even why icame to post here today

i hopethat's okay i don't want to make you upset, i'm sorry

>>35164571
I feel like you have the right to feel that way,
Society tells us to always forgive our parents regardless of how they treat us,
Obviously it's bullshit.


>>35164652
Nah don't sweat it,
It's cool!
I just hope you find peace with your sleeping issue.

>>35164591
Is your dad really still anal about a boner you had when you were six??

>>35164719

I don't know man he's just really fucked up which in turn lead to me being really fucked up.
It was probably just 1 of a thousand incidents which causes it.

>>35163871
Thats fucked up anon but it would make a great amateur porn vid