I am really social media retarded. It is even worse then how I am emotionally or in relationships. I learned a lot recently about women, relationships, and life my fellow r9kers. I will tell my experience in the hopes to sharey wisdom.
>be me in relationship for 4 months. First time I care about someone and found a reason to change my garbage life for me.
>dating qt3.14 inspector gril. Filipino. Gorgeous. I fall for her.
>Yada yada fast forward to yesterday 2 25 17.
>be drinking wine a bit buzzed and enjoying the first episode of Patriot with my dad.
>Go to room after episode because nightly socializing chores are finished. Yay. I can sit in my safe room and listen to music. Finish my wine.
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>My gf can be a silly goose. She doesn't trust her emotions
>Last night she texts me essentially saying its over because of her emotions and "You might not change."
>I am pretty buzzed and not thinking right. Usually I would realize she is just bring a silly goose and patpat her head.
>Being buzzed and on my pc I go o to facebook and end the relationship status without realizing what that symbolizes for her. Or how it might affect her.
>I dont use social media. It makes no sense to me. Literally social media retarded and drunk.
> She is hardcore on social media. Extremely popular and connected.
>She gets a shit storm because it broadcasts our relationship as over.
>She has to deactivate her FB because it is too much.
>I am buzzed and depressed. i pass out without even thinking how this might annoy her.
>Be me. Wake up today. Shes pissed. Thinks i did it on purpose.
I am firmly in the dog house.. so dang sad.
Moral of my event? Dont touch facebook when buzzed. Dont make decisions or talk abiut relationship when buzzed. Relationships are fun but so dang difficult..
Ok. I. Done. Dont know if anyone read but hopefully someone learns. Mhm mhm