how much can you relate to this?

>>35161084
Me, but I'm nonwhite (not black) so its pragmatic and logical that I feel this way

>>35161084
I just need my meds (playing the waiting game) before yeah it was really bad. Stayed up all night trying to figure it out. Months actually. I got my answer though. It makes perfect sense too. Its pretty cool.

>>35161084
I don't know what my dad thinks of me because I haven't seen or spoken to him in years. My mom still cares about me though. We've already had a discussion on where I'm going with my life and she's okay with it. And the rest sums me up fairly well except for the journal type thing.

>>35161084
quite a bit, I try to pick my brain apart for example, I can obsess over a video game to the point of making little spreadsheets and things to help me plan and strategize, but I can't focus on something like learning Spanish or how to code with the same intensity

I know there is a way to make things capture my interest the same way

get rid of that cringe part about sam hyde and it's pretty relatable