Let's talk about suicide. Is it a fundamental human right? Is there pain, emotional or physical, that should justify it? Is any justification fine because we are determinants of our destiny?
Recently I've been thinking a lot about it. I made my entire life about a girl. I'm 32 years old. We are divorced now and before we were divorced she got a boyfriend who she fell in love with, so she "couldn't make it work" with me.
I've been in pain for a long time. I'm very tired of feeling like no woman will love me and that I will always be cheated on.
I have a college degree, a job, and a car, which took me over a decade to get, but it feels worthless without someone to share it with. I had a vacation planned since last year, but I don't want to go alone, I think that would just make me sadder.
I don't want to be alone anymore. I just want to reach out at night and feel someone's hand that loves me and would never betray me. It feels like that will never happen.
So why not leave?
Sometimes you gotta take a break from emotions to get over them otherwise you're just stuck on that one specific feeling or that's how I see and do it. Anyways just wanted to toss in my 2 cents hope it helped you a little.
of course suicide should be a right as long as you're not going to leave a mess
you shouldn't be allowed to break into my house and blow your brains out all over my futon
The only thing stopping me is my family, if i kill myself, that would destroy them. i dont know you OP but it seems like you still have chances to do better (sorry if bad english).
>>35156917
Loneliness sucks, anon.