Can we have a good old fashioned feels thread? Post anything that gives you the feels and tell me why you are feeling tonight.
>tfw no women will ever love me
>tfw I probably going to fail my exam tomorrow
Also no bullys pls ;_;and no normies
>>35150484
here you go
originally of course
I know you
You couldn't talk to them very well
>>35150592
Words didn't seem to work
>>35150616
They lied when they came out of your mouth
>>35150647
You tried so hard to understand them
>>35150538
This makes me sadder than it shouldThis picture also makes me very sad
>>35150663
You wanted to be part of what was happening
>>35150675
You saw them having fun
And it seemed like such a mystery
>>35150690
Almost magic
Made you think there was something wrong with you
>>35150704
Made you think there was something wrong with you
You'd look in the mirror trying to find it
>>35150722
You thought you were ugly
And everyone was looking at you
So you learned to be invisible
>>35150740
To look down
To avoid conversation
>all of the kids in my family went to the same pre-school/kindergarten
>my mom has kept a pile of the art projects that we made
>all of the projects are the same - the curriculum never changed in the 10 years or so that separate the oldest/youngest kid
>mom likes to point out that all of the other pumpkins and snowmen are normal except mine
>our futures could be forecasted from our stupid fucking preschool art projects
>you are doomed to live the life you were meant to be
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PDySbxQgZMg
>>35150796
The hours, days, weekends
Ah the weekend nights alone
>>35150842
Where were you?
In the basement?
In the attic?
In your room?
Working some job?
Just to have something to do?
Just to have a place to put yourself?
Just to have a way to get away from them
A chance to get away from the ones who made you feel so strange and
Ill-at-ease inside yourself
>>35150871
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gnijk4E_BVs
>despite me going university and having above average grades my parents dislike me and loves my brothers
>my mom tried to abort me.
>girl ends text message with ;)
>complete silence from her for 2 weeks and still counting
>tfw you feel happy and loved after some rearded and gay rp on 4chan
I'm not meant to live on this earth, am I?
>>35150484
>just benched 3pl8 for the first time ever, did not really make me feel very good compared to expectations.
>When I was on drugs before it was OK because I was younger and nothing really mattered
>then I was sober and everything was boring and I constantly wanted to die
>Now im completely dependent on exogenous substances to be happy.
>grades rapidly falling
>Missed 2 weeks of classes, sleeping 16 hours a day, eating, lifting, and drinking/ smoking whatever I could get my hands on.
>Used to like smiling at girls so they would smile back, and even though I would never talk to them I would still have the confidence that If I cared I could do something.
>Now I just glare at people and look half asleep all the time.
>Most likely going to join the FFL soon and spend 5 years marching around Africa thinking on my sins.
Its a hideous deal alright, but I would rather die than sit behind some desk with some girl I dont really love living in a house I pay for.
>>35151180
I know that feel it'll be alright
>>35151334
Sounds like some major depression senpai
>>35150484
I hate my job and I think about killing myself on a regular basis.
>>35151548
Its been like this before, its just that now im an adult and I need to do adult things.
is there any way out?
>>35151430
You 310% sure about that?
>>35150484
>throw party for friends, it was pretty normal, everyone seemed to enjoy it
>3 months later none of them have spoken to me once, begin to realize i was always sort of outside of the social circle.
>i join one of their voice chats out of nowhere, nobody really notices, or says anything. after trying to break the ice i just leave.
i can now officially say i dont have any irl friends anymore
>>35150932
>I know you. You're sensitive and you hide it.
Nah, I'm really not. You got the wrong guy.
its my birthday
broke and probably getting evicted into homelessness
going through binge drinking withdrawals
my family are strangers to me and i dislike their company and they dislike mine but mom cares a lot about appearances, so she always invites me over on my birthday
i don't want to go, i don't want to see those people that cannot talk about anything even slightly interesting, they're all disingenuous carbon copy normie clones that can only regurgitate small talk and breed, no men in my family, all normie girls and their chad boyfriends
i'm really sick right now don't wanna even be awake functioning without any sleep and i'm going to "celebrate" my birthday by being forced to go outside and be around normies, i'm severely agoraphobic and autistic and every year every day is always building up to this day giving me anxiety and a mental burden i don't want, no matter what i say or do to convince my mom NOT TO CELEBRATE she guilt trips me into coming or manages to trick me with a surprise
all 364 other days of the year though she pretends i don't exist
but 1 day i get cake
last year i just hid in my old empty room laying down in the dark and nobody noticed until it was time for everyone to leave, maybe i'll be able to pull it off again for fuck sake
>>35150484
>tfw the job search is a brutalizing, murderous, existentially horrifying nightmare-scape
>only get a gf prospect once every 4-5 years
>every time i get close to a gf i feel a sense of horrible dread and anxiety
>push things off until they lose interest
i am in hell
>>35153046
Don't force yourself to do things you hate doing mate, this fucks up your mind. Just say you're pretty sick or something
>>35150932
>>35152001
>normies actually think this
Wew lad
For about the past month I've been really depressed, never considered suicide because I know how it would affect family and friends but I've thought about it twice, when trying to sleep is when I have most of the thoughts that fuel my depression. It was ok before but then I got worse and I know why but there's nothing I can really do. I don't enjoy doing anything anymore, only people I speak to is online friends and I'm not speaking to them as much anymore, just want things to go back to how it was and I feel like I'm trapped and don't know what to do.
>>35150813
post snowman