I can hallucinate my tulpa to be anything.

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If you're serious, I'm jealous you got a tulpa working at all and that seems pretty neat. I think me and my mind is too self-aware of how ridiculous the notion is to construct a tulpa at the pace/rate that other autists do.

>>35142460
I'm not sure if a tulpa is worth schizophrenia.

>>35142484
Bro I am very autistic and i'ts been five years and only just now the good shit.

>>35142484
>at the pace/rate that other autists do

I was under the impression that it was supposed to take a while.

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>>35142460
>tfw tulpas visit me on their own accord without me making them

>>35142484
I don't think it's something you can learn. You have to be in the golden zone of schizophrenia, not too fucked but not too sane

>>35142515
I consider myself someone who thinks ahead, but five years? I cannot imagine having the discipline for something so scientifically "thin." Glad you got it to work though!

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>>35142524
ooh what are they like?

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>>35142543
[So you wouldn't give it a shot, anon?]

>>35142563
Am I speaking to a tulpa right now with those fucking brackets?

Yes, I've tried for four months. Maybe if I don't have the will to go on I truly don't deserve one of you.

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these people exist
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Been trying to force myself into maladaptive daydreaming recently. I think that might be easier. Also thinking of trying to get into lucid dreaming.

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>>35142589
>>35142643
A strange journey lies ahead of you

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>>35142643
Don't. It sounds fun, but as an MDD of over two years (of which daydreaming occupied 12/14 hours of waking life), it's a complete waste of time. Learn a language.

>>35131261
oregano desu yguftdrhcjvhjb

>>35142695
I know some Latin, Greek, and Japanese. Could never follow through with any of them in the long run. I learned a musical instrument as well (guitar) up to a competent level. None of that has made me happy. Honestly it's just getting to the point in my life where it's becoming clear that I'll never get the things that I truly want. I'd rather have them in my head than not at all.

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anything I can imagine can become my world

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My tulpa and I are very close.