>sexually abusive drunk father who did some drugs
>mildly narcisistic but loving mom
>be me gifted student but small feminine and kind of sickly
>dad verbally berates me calling me a pussy and a faggot
>younger brother normie, borderline chad
>dad leaves when Im in 3rd grade
>mom goes from mildly religious to devout "non-denominational" (evangelical protestant
>starting to develop gay thoughts
>join weird slightly culty masonic youth group with one of my few friends
>its super antigay
>repress even more
>hate myself for being gay
>fall out with christianity because of it
>my mom marries a financial criminal unknowingly
>he dislikes me from the start (spergers rub eachother the wrong way I guess)
>plans on moving to costa rica with family
>we mive like 4 times in a year because if him
>at this point ive moved like 15-18 times between several states
>step dad gets arrested
>mom starts dating again and is remarried with 2 years
>hardworking blue color son of an american and a nazi woman
>hes borderline redpilled
>at this point im barely functional as a person
>im a neet
>go between depression and manic adhd type moods
>hate my life
whats your life like anons?
>>35137840
>dad took off at birth
>mom's an alcoholic druggie
>dad came back but worked 15hrs a day
>still poor as fuck because mom used it all on drugs
> dad gets stressed and beats the shit out of me, locks me in my room from the outside in a basement
>call cops one day thinking I can emancipate myself because I worked hard to keep my grades up and can work
> nope, not an option in my state, they offer kid jail unless my parents sign for me to live alone which they didn't.
>hold out until I'm 18 and gtfo
>try to access my work money at the bank but my mom took it all
>become homeless from that.
> find crackheads to live with.
>try for fasfa so I can attend school
>need parents to say I don't live with them but they refuse
>iguessillwaituntilim22.wav
>acquire a neurological disorder, apparently my spine is fucked from the beatings and my nervous system keeps fucking up
>college is out of question
>pc repair tech for life I guess modest income, but not poverty
I want to die
>>35138028
FUCK man. Just....Fuck.