Sadness Thread

>>35136035
It's sad to see these type of threads die.

But hey atleast you tried.

Life is an eternal prison. It gives me just enough fake happiness to not die, before fading back to the standard misery and hatred of existance itself.

I don't want to die, I just want to have never existed. Even when I was very, very young I knew how shit this meaningless existance is. Life won't even give me release, as just before I'm about to give up, it gives me some small reason to continue this meaningless existance.

If hell exists, we live in it.

All the things I've ever enjoyed have been ruined. Gaming by shitty devs, shitty communities and shitty players. 4chan by normalfags and trap posters. Even old /b/ wasn't this shit. I could go on and on, but I'll leave it here.

I don't want sympathy - I just want to know why existance is torment. What the fuck did I do to deserve this shit?

>touch my armpits
>smell
>feel sad

broke up with gf of 2 years a week ago. didn't think something like that would eat me up so bad but i can't stop thinking of her.