I wish I had self control
What do you wish, robots?
>>35135737
That I didn't think too much and could JUST DO IT
im not telling you my wishes. last time i did that, you used it against me to experiment.
>>35135737
>self control
mind if I steal your wish too? probably the thing I could use the most
I wish to be a normie
I wish I was happily married, with two or three children.
>>35135737
I wish I didn't crave drugs
>>35135737
The same as you. My grandfather had, and my father has, incredible will-power and work-ethics. I don't. It holds me back. What good is superior intelligence, if I have that at all, if I can't act on it?
>>35135836
OP here,
Are you me?
My father works harder than any man I know and is brilliant
He taught me his brilliance but I can't seem to muster the willpower to use it
I want to be a writer
I always have wanted that
But I give up
I get distracted
I get fucked up or I fuck up and I'm back to uselessness
If you want to talk in this thread I'll listen to you
It's nice to have a kindred spirit here
>>35135908
My father had a Master's and a PhD by his late twenties, and has made many millions of dollars in the business. His father, while poor, was also had great work-ethic, and at one point, raised five children, three of which were the children of his deceased brother in law. Why did I not inherit their mental powers? I'm so pathetic in comparison.
>>35135962
My father is a widely known real estate lawyer, who has made deals for sports stadiums and leases for skyscrapers here in texas
I'm smart, I'm well read, but nothing keeps me going
My father supports the family, and I think never having to worry about money did this to me
But he has so much hope for me and I wish so much I could have his determination
>>35136015
Yes. That must be the case. My being well-off and never having to worry has made me into a lazy bastard.
>>35135767
big fucking mood
>>35136050
Age, desu?
>>35135737
i wish we could all plug into /r9k/ properly and have the ability to feel every post and thread, but without having to see the other anons. we'd all just be plugged in which is more real than what it is right now. there'd be music playing in the background but your choice of it with some options from the other anons. visualizations too.
>>35136074
Originally originally originally 19.
>>35136121
Like an acid trip where you're in the /r9k/ matrix?
I wish I could hold a conversation.
>>35136153
I too am 19
The only thing that keeps me from killing myself is that I have my youth and maybe I'll be able to change things
It's not looking that way however
>>35136181
Apathy is the greatest disease of our youth, I say.
>>35136226
Its this plague of disassociation
I feel like a sociopath
Lust, envy, desire
Im a definitely a narcissist
All of my relationships seem like a game
Empty
I am what's wrong with me
My brain is the problem
>>35136160
>Like an acid trip where you're in the /r9k/ matrix?
yes exactly this.
>>35135737
I wish I had the balls to finally put an end to miserable, useless life
>>35135767
I wish I had a goal I actually cared about, I probably lack the willpower to JUST DO IT too, but even worse there's nothing I actually give a fuck about to consider doing
>>35136178
This is 2nd place for me I think, shit's hard