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>>35130868
think about it everyday. a part of me believes im going to die on the street some day considering im a mentally ill 26 yo neet with no qualifications

>>35130868
Well my mother and uncle both offed themselves, me and my brother found my mum just lying on the floor lifeless in her bedroom (I was 11 brother was 4) there are various others in my family that have offed themselves and my dad seems pretty close to doing it so it's probably a fucked up genetic thing. I just wonder everyday when i'm going to do it and what the reason for pushing me over the edge will be.

>>35130868
This picture can't be real, fucking WikiHow

Pretty close to ending it. Lately I've come to the realization that not a single one of my "friends" respect or care about me, at all. Every new person I thinks I'm creepy and disgusting. Laid off work and don't know if I'll ever be able to start up again. Being around people is a nightmare.

>>35130892

Relate to this pretty well. It's all I've ever thought about, ever since I was a little boy. Ever since I was 5 or thereabouts I've been pretty much trying to find a reason not to do it. I can't and have never found one aside from 'well it'd make my mom sad i guess' and that's it. no other reason comes to mind. Am not close with family, have no friends, no contacts, no support system of any kind. If I don't do it to myself I'll just end up dying alone in the street somewhere because there's nobody to stop it from happening. I've tried meds, therapy, the whole deal, nothing has worked, it's too deep in my bones at this point, no matter what, I'll just be 'one of those guys' that off themselves and that's that once my mom goes.