How do I stop getting those moments when I become self aware?

Couldn't tell ya
I'm 100% self aware at all times

>>35126847
Why would you stop? I strive for it.
Just get absorbed in a stupid routine.

>>35126847
What do you man by self aware?
Lately I have been thinking about the past.

I think about childhood memories alot.
its all so bad

Why was i such a sperg
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

>>35126847
You cant. Its like a wall thats been torn down. I dont think you can build it back up

stop masturbating, semen depletion causes lower mental functioning

>>35127377
Is THAT why Chads are such retarded apes?

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>>35127305
I those moments when I suddenly think about how sad and spregy I really am
I sit in my room most of the day and play games, I do nothing but recreational tasks that wont benefit me at all but only give me temporary entertainment

I sit here like a fucking child drinknig hot chocolate and playing warcraft 3 while others my age are either out partying or working

>>35127486
>warcraft 3
my nigga

>>35127486
Man, I know what you mean. You sit there and think "this is what I'm doing--this is my existence, all I am." Been there. If you want to actually get out of it, I mean really get beyond that, you need to write down some shit.

>dreams
>goals
>current life

Aspects of all of them, doesn't have to be exact, just something. Then you're going to set the dreams part aside, because you're filtering out realistic wants from, well, dreams. Now you're going to just think "what steps would I need to hit that goal right before it?" Like if you wanted to be a lawyer, it would be "go to law school." Then you make a hypothetical step from there, until you've worked back to today.

It's not going to be exact, or even fully correct, but that's what time is for. To correct it. You just need a plan, and that's the only way you're going to get there from sitting on your bed reading 4chan at 3 am.

>>35129273
I'm autistic and get disabilitybux
I don't need to go to anymore school, I just got bullied anyway

>>35129273
>goals
Well, my goal is to stop being a shut-in. But when I think about it, I don't know what to do. No friends to ask to hang out. I guess I could go somewhere, but where? What do normal people do, where do they go? How do I "meet" people? I don't know.
In b4 "go to the bar," I don't drink and have no interest in it.