/hates too feel/

>>35115625
Memories do it for me. Thinking back to old conversations, or people you knew. Stuff you did as a kid, or doing stuff with your parents, like when they'd buy you a toy you really wanted.

Memories serve no useful purpose, they only hurt. Nostalgia is always a bitter, depressing feeling. Memories are only there to remind you of times that you can't get back and you can't even erase them. You're stuck with thoughts you don't want until you die.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ASbyCcRDTo

>>35115625
I couldn't read a book today for the exact same reason. Pathetic.

>>35115625
>I can no longer view vanilla romantic stuff because it just seems too unbelievable
>Romantic subplots in movies and games and shit just annoy me now.
>I've basically accepted infidelity as an inevitability in all relationships and have conditioned myself to enjoy the idea of cheating on my partner so when I have to do it, it won't seem like a chore.
>At least when she does cheat on me, I can tell her that I was never loyal to begin with and now I have an excuse to replace her.
>I'm displeased that there are no such thing as intimacy prostitutes who you pay to simulate being loved, not because I feel unloved and lonely, but because at least there's an honesty to paying for a false experience, unlike an actual relationship where it's still a false experience but you have to pretend it's real.

10 years ago I believed that I would have a normal life. Now I realise that my idea of a normal life is actually not just irregular but outright fictitious. I'm not even annoyed about being lied to, I just adapted.