Please /r9k/ I need your help

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Beware, what you are about to read is the biggest faggotry you'll read in all this year.

I just finished the uni and now I'm making my internships. There's a grill doing her internships there too, and I have a crush on her.

I'm a permavirgin, she is not exactly what you would call a qt, probably a 6.5/10 but she is very nice with people, including me.

I didn't have a crush in all the time I was in the uni, and because I didn't enter immediately after high school, I haven't feel like this in 7 years. And I can't take it. I do't know if this is love or what, but I can't stop thinking about her, I even dream about her.

I want you to help me stop this, when this finishes I will not see her again and it will hurt a lot. Fuck, maybe she even has a boyfriend. I don't know what to do, or what I'll do.

She doesn't help a lot, I'll tell what happened one day.

>me and our "boss" were in the office
>i was doing my work
>she arrives, we share the desk because it is a small office
>she was getting ready to start working
>I had a paper, on her side
>she: "is this yours anon"
>me: "yeah"
>our boss: "you said something grill?
>she: i was talking with anon
>the she says in a way that only I hear: "we are just chatting right?" and smiles
>s-sure

WHY IN THE WORLD SHE WOULD DO THAT. 95% sure it was nothing, other 5% is that she was making fun of me, but it felt so fucking good, like imaging a grill was flirting with me; but at the same time it felt so unfair, I know she is not interested in me and she still makes stuff like that.

If she knew that I can't stop thinking about her, and that I haven't even hold hands with a girl before. This hurts me a lot, I made my mind that I would die a virgin, I already gave up, life was easier that way. But the she came and gave me false hope and ruined everything