/avoidant personality general/

I've been in bed for 2 days straight. Cancelled my therapy/haven't taken my meds (Effexor- 75mg/Vyvanse - 60mg) in a week. Comfortably number and wondering why the hell do I like Final Fantasy Brave Exvius (mobile) so much.

Pls send help

>>35102462
I have social anxiety disorder, aspergers and agoraphobia, would you say I could consider myself a true robot?

>>35102559
diagnosed or larping?

I dont like to claim ive got all this shit even if stuff like 4degreez says its likely.

That said, i think its fair to call myself avoidant since its been 4 days since i left my room because i cant bare the thought of talking to someone.

I was doing pretty well with leaving the house and then the fishmonger started talking to me about something and he wouldnt shut up. I ended up dropping my spaghetti and felt awful about it. I dont think i can ever go back to that store now.

>>35102700

I know these feels, I hate going out but that's the price to pay for having a smoking habit.

god damnit not this thread again. stop bringing me down.

>>35102766
I used to have that problem but i stopped smoking about 3 months ago.

I still carry a pack of cigs around though. Im not sure why, maybe as a test of willpower?

I kind of miss smoking - it was relaxing. I felt assertive and purposeful when i was smoking, heck, i could even talk to people sometimes. I stopped when i decided to work on my health though.

>>35102700
Four days? Try months, those where weird fucking times for me, also I'm diagnosed, apart from agoraphobia, but I know I've got that since I legitimately can't leave my house with one of my parents fucking kill me but I'm working on it, went out once a bike but I was nervous the whole time, it's the groups of people that really fucking terrify me, even if it's just two people if they look even slightly chavy I shit myself.

>>35102824
how did you eat if you didnt leave the house for months?

I leave the house maybe twice a week normally (sometimes ill make an effort to improve and it might be 3 or 4 times until something bad happens and i stay in for about a week). I live alone so i have to buy food and i cannot talk to a delivery man. Were it not for self checkouts id die.

>>35102559
>anxiety
Can't be true robot, because that implies you actually give a shit.

>>35102462
true robots: schizoids, schizotypals
failed normalfags: narcissists, avoidants
full blown normiefucks: antisocial, histrionics, borderlines

>>35102928
Live with my parents obviously, it would of been a whole year without going outside if I didn't go out into the garden every few months or out with my mum.

>>35102462
Cured some of my other ailments, but this shit still plagues me. Frustrating, I would be so happy if not for apd

>>35103163
i dont have that luxury.

Going 4 days without leaving the house is quite a while. All ive eaten today was some rice with seasoning and stuff. If i dont go shopping ill end up dying. Ive gone days without eating as a consequence of not wanting to leave the house.

Keep at trying to go outside - one day you wont be able to live with your parents.

>>35103138
This is objectively a good list

>>35103273
Dammit man that sounds shit, I've heard anons will just get food delivered, delivery men seem alright, you've got to eat man, I don't one f my fellow robots ending up in hospital.

I'm trying to get out but it just feels like there's a solid brickwall infront of my house.

I never went out as a kid and my parents didn't make much of an effort to get me to, I got mugged on my second day of secondary school trying to walk home which only added fuel to the fire.

>>35103382
paranoids and obsessive compulsives are just plain assholes
idk how to characterize dependents, i've never encountered one in real life

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>try to avoid housemates by staying late at work
>get an email complaining about how I am too noisy
>The email is a week old, but I just noticed it

Is he going to call the cops on me? I'm scared guys. I don't want to be yelled at or have my messy room searched through.

>>35103610
Most dependents are clingy women

>>35103578
>I got mugged on my second day of secondary school trying to walk home which only added fuel to the fire.
Damn man

My parents never made me socialise or go out either. Fuck, my parents used to play WoW with me. I didnt even talk to people in WoW and hid behind my parents. My dad always chose the guild and stuff. I dont like to seem like im absolving myself of blame (i accepted this as well) but i cant help but feel like theyre responsible in a large part for me ending up like i have.

Eh, going a day without eating isnt a big deal. I only shuffle around my room so it isnt like i need much energy. I appreciate the concern though - it make me feel like someone cares about me.

I keep trying to force myself to go outside. I remember on Monday i set off, got to the end of the drive and there were 2 roasties laughing to each other. I know its absurd but i couldnt help but think they were laughing at me so i started panicking and in the end retreated back into my room. Im determined to leave my house tomorrow though - not only do i have no real food left but if i dont i might end up going for over a week without leaving again.

>>35103689
what noises do you make?

>>35103767
sounds pretty subhuman desu senpai

>>35102462
People with avoidant personality disorder are not actual robots. They actually want to socialize but they are too autistic and insecure to do so. Basically failed normies.... schizoids are THE robots.

>>35103775
Just walking up the stairs, opening and closing doors, and going to the bathroom. I tried microwaving hotpockets too but I'm going to stop that now.

They don't wake me up when they move around in the morning while I'm sleeping so I guess I assumed I would wake them up at night but I guess I assumed wrong.

>>35102462
The ''robots'' with avoidant personality disorders are the same people who spam ''tfw no gf'' threads. Failed normies...

>>35103138
This. /r9k/ is full of failed INFP normies these days. ''Avoidant personality disorder'' literally screams failed normie.

>>35103772
I know that feel, but I can't be too angry about mine, they've only tried to do the best.

I know what you're talking about with the energy thing too, I'll have these binges on video games and I won't eat more than 1000 calories because my body simply doesn't need them, I recently had metro one, played through redux version twice, I'm going to try to get all the achievements on the game.

You seem like a cool guy anon, I wouldn't be happy to find out something happened to you. And a recommendation, buy some canned stuff, try some different things also get some beans, they're pretty versatile.

>>35104498
I cant hate my parents - they did what they thought was good. Even if they were wrong it wasnt born out of malice but there will always be a part of me which wonders how i would've turned out had i been forced to do sports or socialise. Heck, even if they made me choose the guild and talk to people in WoW i might not have ended up how i have.

I thought about buying myself some frozen and canned stuff but i figured if i did that then id literally never leave the house. Even if it means im hungry ever now and again at least buying fresh food means im forced to leave my room.

Metro is a cool game. I liked 2033 more than 2033 redux though (maybe this is just my inner hipster faggot). The stealth system was better and the game was harder in a good way. Both games are good though.

>>35104032
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>>35103925
Whats with this robot elitism? Who cares what label you attach to yourself be it autism, schizophrenia, avoidant personality disorder, dependent or whatever? At the end of the day, if youre lonely and dont have anyone to talk to or lean on irl then you belong here. I mean you genuinely dont have anyone either not that you feel sad and want to get 2000 likes on facebook.

Why don't people on here just talk to a therapist at all?

>>35105535
I tried doing this.

I had to sit through a group session in order to qualify for 1 to 1 therapy (i cant afford private and this is what my university provides). The therapist was also a roasty,

I was the only man there. The roasties were crying about issues like
>chad doesnt reciprocate my love
>i feel oversexed but i cant stop myself
>i dont think my friends understand my depression
I couldnt sit through it. When it came to my turn to speak i couldnt muster the courage to talk openly so just mumbled nothing and left as soon as possible.

I dont think i could ever trust a therapist and talk openly. Even admitting things on /r9k/ is hard sometimes even though its anonymous.

>>35105613
You just have to sit through it. Bring something to keep yourself distracted from it. I know it sounds autistic, but having earbuds helps a lot in situations like that. I couldn't bring myself to talk to anyone until I started leaving one ear bud in while talking to people. You just have to have the willpower to overcome it and talk to a therapist, roastie or not. You want to get better, right? This is how you do it.

>>35105535
therapy is hardly effective if you arent a normie. god forbid it's a female therapist

>>35105944
I cant wear earbuds and talk to people - i feel so tremendously rude. I feel rude doing anything besides devoting my entire attention to the person im talking to.

What will talking to the roasty even help? Maybe its a meme ive bought into but all shes going to do is offer me happy pills (which i will NOT take) and normalfag meme advice. I cant imagine that she could understand.

>>35105535
good goy, therapy will fix everything, yes yes good goy