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First of all, I've never got diagnosed.
Here's my problem: whenever I see a stupid person doing something stupid I immediatly feel an almost unbearable urge of killing myself. I mean it.
It happens extremely often. I know that I won't ever kill myself cause of it, but still, it's a relevant part of my life, and I don't know what to do about it.
Here's 2 examples from today, just to give you an idea:
>example 1
>be me, in university
>the guy in front of me spent the entire Biochemistry lesson reading trash fantasy books, quite loudly (I'm 100% sure he wanted to be noticed)
>feel the urge of stabbing my throat with the pen I was holding in my hand
>example 2
>be me, in a bus
>look around
>theres a girl with a weird outfit
>jacket and pants match: they're ''cut'' vertically, the front half is denim, the back half is kaki
>immediatly feel the urge of leaving the autobus, tying a big rock on my calve and dropping myself in a nearby river
Is it common?
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I wouldn't say it's either common or autism, but it does seem like something is extremely wrong.
Have you talked to a therapist or a friend about this?
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>>35101054
Do you imagine yourself behaving like those people before you get the urge to kill yourself?
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>>35101054
Youre supposed to get angry at those cunts not yourself other than that youre a normie REEEEE KYS REEEEEE
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>>35101602
>friend
Fuck you.
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>>35101602
>Have you talked to a therapist or a friend about this?
I've got no friend, and I've never got visited by a therapist.
>>35101629
Maybe subconsciously. In the moment this urge of killing myself everytime I see something stupid is more of a reaction than a well-thought intention.
>>35101664
I'm not angry at myself, but as long as I look at them I want to kill myself. As I've said it's not rational, and I won't ever follow this istinct: it's just what happens in my head.
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>>35101694
I think it may be that. You identify with the stupid person for a moment, and you feel all the agony of humiliation that they're oblivious to.
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>>35101694
>I've got no friend
gee I wonder why
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>>35101713
Well, what can I do with this information? I mean, it seems a reasonabe speculation, but how do I verify it? And how do i use it?
>>35101792
Come on mate, we're on /r9k/. I shouldn't have to justify my loneliness here.
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>>35101054
This is quite an unusual reaction. My guess is it reminds you that humans are stupid and all the problems that causes. Maybe you should try coming to peace with the fact the world is imperfect.
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>>35101054
i dunno my dude. i thought it was because of empathy for a while because i feel really really bad and uncomfortable watching people fail, but i'm not so sure anymore
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