Masturbation/rage

>>35089013
Funnily enough, I was thinking about this yesterday because it happens pretty much all the time now. As soon as I cum, I get thoughts of hurting myself very seriously and always in some dramatic fashion, but moments later, I'm totally fine.

>>35089070
Exactly, it really bothers me too, it's happened for a long time, even since I was 12. It is pretty hilarious, my friends think it's really funny. But I seriously think it's very strange. Especially because I'll get so fired up I'll nearly pass out.

>>35089081
The passing out thing may be a problem. I haven't got that. You should probably get that checked out, but otherwise, I wouldn't really worry.

>>35089100
Have you ever used google for help? I really feel like this isn't common at all, I've seen like 2 or 3 posts similar on all of google, but no replies or useful comments.

>>35089128
No. Never really looked, I think. Are you concerned?

>>35089188
* Not about the passing out.

>>35089013

You must have gotten molested, hard

>>35089323
I've never been molested, not to my knowledge anyway

>>35089013
kek sounds like a mild form of Intermittent explosive disorder.

gratzzz

>>35089344
But it's not intermittent at all. It's always when the load is blown.

>>35089344
Yeah, it's only when I cum, however, I do have some issues with getting mad. It's not like I snap over nothing, but I have been known to hit things when I'm angry, I just don't see how that could possibly tie into cumming and being angry.

Few questions

1) Are you a virgin? If not, whats your experience after sex?

2) How old are you?

3) Are you generally angry or self destructive?

>>35089358
>Some individuals have reported affective changes prior to an outburst (e.g., tension, mood changes, energy changes, etc.).

mayyybeeee your affective change was getting horny and wanting to cum ayee?

>>35089418
I've never had sex, I've been offered and asked to participate in certain things, however, I want to have sex with someone I love.

I am 19 years old.

I can be angry, I do have moments where I will rant and my friends regard me as a schizophrenic who goes on mindless rage rants. However, I've never hurt anyone, sometimes I can be self destructive, but that's only if it seems fun.

>>35089426
Huh, that would be interesting if my affective change is getting horny. I wonder if that implies it happens all the time?

>>35089500
nah affective changes can be triggered and has been documented in Borderline personality cases.

its more about learning what your underlining thought process is connected to that action and understanding the symptoms as they happen to better control ones response and work towards correcting those underlining thought processes. thats generally how they deal with the more sever classical cases with a mixture of pych meds so you don't hurt yourself/others.