>spend all day being productive -- studying for classes, working

>>35078462
:3

try doing some physical activity. at the end of the day you'll be so tired you won't have energy to think about any of that bullshit.

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>>35078462

>spend all day asleep doing nothing
>wake up , lay in bed and hating my self for an hour before getting up
>keep trying to make plans for the next day to do something
>lay in bed awake for hours not being able to sleep
>sleep all day

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You need to learn to just do things

>>35078558
I already do. I run in the morning.

>>35078711
But that's what I'm already doing.

Everything I do in my day, I do with the tacit understanding that I'll do it without pleasure or reward, a fact I expressed already in the OP.

>>35078462
Second line is supposed to begin with
>at its end

One nothing wrong with you
Two somethings gotta give

Think about it, do you hate yourself, or do you hate the world?

No matter what I do, no matter how much I improve, I'm still stuck in this society, and it hits me like that when I go to bed.

For normies, graduating High School and College is an accomplishment.

At your High School graduation did you ever think, "What the fuck is the point? This whole entire thing was a cakewalk, I don't need to be celebrated for doing what I consider to be the basic minimum." For some people, however, graduating high school is an accomplishment.

I feel the same way about college to a certain degree. It's just something you should do, but why be celebrated for it? Do you throw a celebration every time you get a flu shot?

For some of us, college isn't that hard and isn't a big deal, what we want is something more. Something bigger, something intangible, something personal and something great.

What you are looking for, and why you feel like shit, is: purpose.

Purpose that exists beyond societal expectations. This purpose is hard to see, hard to work towards, and hard to accomplish. But once you find it your life will find meaning.

Consider yourself lucky that you find no pleasure in the mundane and average. Your happiness exists far away from these things. You are cursed/blessed with not being content with the average. You are destined for greatness! :)