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Ok. Try to follow me here 2017-02-23 08:13:57 Post No. 35077729
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>not too ong ago, i had much more interesting thoughts
>i could spend a long time alone, amusing myself with my own imagination
>at the end of days i was still full of thoughts, images, sounds even
>whatever it was, it kept me going
>then it stopped.
>nothing that bad ever happened to me but my days became less fun
>my mind filled up with information about the present state of things
>the climate changing, the immigration because of war in other countries, the corrupt and unfair society
>i felt like i was to blame for some of the bad things that happened in the world
>i felt like eating meat, driving my car, planning to someday marry and reproduce even flushing the toilet were things that made the world worse
>i could not fight the feeling of guilt and it didn't go away
>i still feel it, but i still don't know what it is
>am i depressed?
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i would say youre just too concerned about everything
you basically lost your fantasy
id advice you to go on the search for some art not matter what but it has to move you in some way and get you in a different state of mind
that or do drugs/alcohol
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>>35077810
Does dugs/alcohol make it altogether better or just a little better and much worse? I dont drink too much. Wont try drugs though
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>>35078002
drugs/alcohol lets you break out of your state of mind easier than anything else
you actually change under the influence therefore giving you a new perspective
dont do too much so that you can atleast remember a bit
for me it was amazing that i could actually be happy while drunk making me realize that its possible for me to be happy
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