>resolve to stop texting oneitis so I can get over her
>still see her every Wednesday
>she's hanging with a new dude for the majority of last night
>I'm high as shit so I'm sad but I'm trying to restrain myself
Why can't I just accept my place in the friendzone
>tfw not even in the friendzone with my oneitis, just the frendly work acquaintancezone
>she has a bf so getting into the friendzone is pretty much the only thing I can even do
Wew I'm even more pathetic than most beta orbiters
Just end my life already
>>35075540
cut your losses and gtfo. it will only go down from here.
>tfw resolve not to text oneitis and tell her to stop being a sociopathic cunt if she texts me again
>tfw wait
>two weeks later
>finally stopped stewing/being pissed I didn't get the opportunity, have mostly gotten it out of my head
>she texts me "I miss you"
>dsbjnkglnsfgjnskfgjsnfdjkvsfnvkjsfnv
>don't even text back
fuck me, right?
>>35074960
>Have oneitis in hs
>Never really get over her
>10 years later we meet again and hang out almost daily
>she's lonely, in a new city and coming out of a bad relationship
>introduce her to my friends
>she hits it off perfectly with a friend that's even more autistic, nerdy and less fit than me
>I'm pretty certain they'll start dating soon
End my fucking life, being a cyborg is pure suffering.
>She stopped talking to me in 2010
>Had no contact with her
>Quite literally forgot about her
>If I listened to a song or saw something that should remind me of her, it didn't
>Literally thought of her maybe a handful of times over the past seven years
>Can't even remember her face
>Can't even remember how to spell her name
>Have a dream about her a few weeks ago
>Have thought about her daily since
I was doing so well... I don't even know why I'm suddenly reminded of her.
>>35075922
But it's not like I've confessed to her or anything. At worst maybe she suspects I like her, maybe I still have a chance in the future.
>>35076172
im saying you should get out for your own sake, it will hurt you just waiting on the sidelines forever.
>>35076555
You're probably right. But I'm not too motivated to find another job and all my other attempts to move on to different girls have been a failure and now I'm way too emotionally invested in her. Feels like I'm fucked no matter what I do.
>>35076857
>all my other attempts to move on to different girls have been a failure and now I'm way too emotionally invested in her. Feels like I'm fucked no matter what I do.
I wish I didn't know this feel so well.
>>35076932
It's a really shitty feel
>other girl starts flirting with me
>not really interested in her because the only girl on my mind is my oneitis
>start to worry I might miss out on opportunities because of my tunnel vision for my oneitis
>find out other girl also already has a bf
>all I feel is a twisted sense of almost-relief because now I can just get back to obsessing over oneitis
This has happened twice in as many months
>It's another "Woke up at 1PM because I stayed up all night thinking about her until I cried myself to sleep at 6AM" episode
>>35077154
>all I feel is a twisted sense of almost-relief because now I can just get back to obsessing over oneitis
Every fucking time buddy
Every
Mother
Fucking
Time
>>35075986
loneliness
o
riginally