What keeps you awake at night, /r9k/?

>>35065540

The fact that I'll never know the true shape of the universe.

The fact that I'll never in the foreseeable future have a life I'll enjoy.

The fact that I want to die, yet the idea of ceasing to exist is terrifying.

>>35065540
heartburn mostly

audette

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>>35065540
That orange face faggot making lewd faces at my dick

>>35065540
>What keeps you awake at night

anxiety attacks. i have them at least two nights a week. doctor gave me xanax so i take that and i can sleep but with xanax you quickly build up a tolerance and have to take more of it for it to work. after a while i will be on such a high dose that i wont be able to take it anymore and then i'll be back to 8 hour long anxiety attacks that dont go away until the morning.

>>35066243
Tell your doctor to prescribe you clonazepam like a reasonable person

Loneliness.
I've been muted because of this.

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>>35065540
Thoughts of the various times that I've failed, let someone down, or hurt someone's feelings and how I could have acted better.

Why do these feels always hit the hardest at night?

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They're here tonight whispering in my ear and stroking my hair. If my feet come out of my blanket they will grab me and take me.

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The one in the hat he keeps exploding into mist like he wants to enter my body

>>35066265

>clonazepam

never heard of it. is it another benzo or just a sleeping pill?

The fact that i havent built a computer in 3 days and im starting to stress.

ADHD does.

>>35065540
Heartache.
I only manage to sleep in 4 hour intervals these days. Sometimes I don't even sleep properly, I just doze off for a couple of hours and then abruptly wake up in profound sadness.
Quit vidya, quit masturbation, sleep become torture. Food is the only enjoyment I have left.

>>35066772

sounds rough. have you talked to a doctor about it?

>>35065540
My life is shit.Sleeping is the only thing i am able to enjoy.So no,nothing keeps me awake at night.

Mainly paranoid personality disorder

My love for oneitis

>>35065540
I like the night and my shift ends at midnight.

>>35065540
Random voices. Mumbles. Faint music. The presence of another.

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there is reason to believe that we share our head with other semiconscious entities

>>35065540

Over-analysing my life and the trivial events in it

Any questions?

>>35067557
My life sucks, no doctor can fix that.

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this faggot cop comes to arrest me every so often because I posted cp on his blog

my incapacity to wake up early and get a job, i fucking hate myself, i fell disabled.

>>35067826

*feel

your illiteracy is a telltale sign, 'tard.

The thoughts of my disgusting sick fuck cunt asshole piece of shit rapist father who violated me every fucking night I spent at his house (never told anybody so had to go. too shameful)

Now I'm a god damned faggot with alcohol abuse issues, a deadend job with no prospects and no friends.

>>35065540
>What keeps you awake at night, /r9k/?

Taking Adderall in the late afternoon because I started to panic when my earlier dosage was wearing off and I was desperate to feel kind of okay gain

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As of this past week these:

YT search:

Freaky soup guy

Sad Satan

Sad Satan audio
yt /results?search_query=daisy+destruction

The first video

Sad satan literally makes me cry because implications that I want to keep to myself, but if you think really really hard........

>>35065540

Browsing /r9k/ and /pol/

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>>35067919
click on the fourth video, watch in its entirety, you cowardly sheep

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>>35067919
are you 12?
That shit is so fucking dumb.
literal youtube drama

>>35067858
lick my ass, stupid fuck

>>35065540
Knowing that i will never experience life on another planet. Knowing that this is the only life i have and i never experienced the things people remember forever. Wishing for that one girl that will change my life. Knowing that this won't come true. Knowing i'm always going to be unhappy with my life and wishing that i could do something even though its took late.

>>35067919
>scared by youtube videos
Are you 14?