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I'm too gay to be aroused by women (like I can't usually get an erection if the rare chance occurs that I'm intimate with a girl) and yet I'm too straight to be into men (I met a trap once at a club and ended up "sleeping" with her, and when the time came to put it in, I just couldn't get hard at all...that's the closest to a gay encounter I've ever had, and I by no means was seeking that out, it just happened and I was drunk and reckless enough to not give a shit, plus am bicurious).
Do you think I'm gay and still in denial? Or am I asexual? (this problem has occurred since I "lost my virginity" at 19, which essentially ended up being me losing my erection halfway through fucking the girl, and not having another condom, just giving up and falling asleep. it was pretty mortifying, but i blamed it on not being attracted to her, and her smelling badly).
fuck guys, it's getting to the point where i just don't give a shit about sex. maybe i should just embrace this, go celibate, etc. but at the same time, I have a strong desire to be intimate and cuddle with a soft, nurturing girl, and fall asleep next to someone.
Also, I don't watch much porn, and never have (once a week at the most, usually vanilla-tier shit).
Any similar experiences or advice could be cool. thanks.
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>>35062045
Maybe you were molested as a child and don't remember, anon
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>>35062045
should add that i can go weeks or months without fapping, unintentionally, like i just won't be horny ever.... oh and I'm 22.
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>>35062095
nah, i had a pretty warm and sheltered childhood, i don't think that could have happened.
also, is it abnormal to date a girl at the age of 16 for over a year and only kiss her twice out of pure nervousness and shyness? don't know how she put up with that. a fucking year! neither of us were at all religious or consciously ultra-moral, i was just THAT sexlessly-minded...
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Did asexuality end up existing? I thought all the asexuals turned out to be either attention seekers or closet abused.
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i have similar problems and was sexually abused as a kid...
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Sounds like your gay. Lole!!!1
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>>35062435
i'm not ruling it out, nor would i care either, i just can't get that turned on by guys, nor do i ever fantasize about them.
>>35062391
i don't think i was, but i'm sorry to hear that. hopefully it gets better. do you still seek out a relationship, or sex?
>>35062347
no, asexuality's not really a meme. my friend's sister is legitimately an asexual, just completely indifferent to sexual attraction. For me, I'm really attracted to women, but rarely do i sexualize that attraction, it's just like "that girl is really cool, i want to cuddle her, and maybe kiss her" but usually it stops there.
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