Hey, everybody. How are you holding up?
Not too good..falling back into severe depression.
Tried to be productive but didn't quite work out.
Someone save me before it's too late.
>>35056956
I-I'm holding in there h-haha
I lost my debit card and had ~1000 pounds stolen from me which was fun. At least i live on less than my income but it would've been nice if that hadn't happened.
I'm also getting fined 200 pounds because my bathroom has got some sort of mold growing it which the university wont tolerate.
Status quo besides this. Haven't spoken a word in about 2 days, haven't eaten today and haven't seen sunlight for about 2 days either.
KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME
>>35057631
greentext?
Or the pain of loneliness just got you down?
I'm going to start living on my own soon, I cant work more than 12 hours a week so i'll be getting some extra govermentbux. wich sounds comfy but it doesnt really help the fact I feel like a total degenerate.
moving is a change i've been needing for a long time now, its either going to improve my life and bring me happiness or make it even worse and lead me to suicide, i don't mind either options, im sick of this. I just wanna end this, actually get my life fixed or just have it end.
not good, just got text from sister that my dad is beating my mom.
I woke up and half asleep dreamt about kissing a girl, then i realized i haven't done that in 5 years and it hit me hard, I don't even know why, being alone is not the best thing but it's how i've always been and I never felt so bad about as today
>>35057827
Living alone is comfy anon
Why do you consider yourself a degenerate?
>>35057155
Jeez man do you have a job or is that your parents money? Getting your shit stolen is infuriating
>>35058643
people on here will hate me for saying this but i am a fallen normie,
i used to sort of fit in with them, now im just depressed and hate everything including myself. i used to...be somebody.
i really dont know what i am now but on a social level im so so so much worse off than what i used to be a few years ago.
>>35056956
hello anon.
A bit bad.
I feel like shit today, i woke up feeling like my presence in this world doesn't matter, sex and love are just an illussion and school is just to keep us busy and being part of this system called society.
I wanna kill myself today, anon.
>>35058768
Maybe we are not so different, what made you fall? what made you get depressed?
>>35056992
same, I think there's something wrong with me
I just freeze up and fall apart at the first mistake, I have no communication skills, and i don't learn easily
except i've already accepted that i'm going to be alone my whole life