Why am i so fucking stupid

>>35044279
Add me on osrs fan
420xbigbong

Addiction is tough, OP.

>>35044279
sounds like your still young. don't be too hard on yourself.

>>35044279
Sell all your video game systems and delete all your accounts.

Also, I saw a thread earlier on this and thought
>wow, I've played a bunch of GTAV, I bet I have a high hour count!
>I'll check what it is
>look in-game
>12 days
>I bet that's a bunch, let me convert to hours
>295 hours

I guess I'm just a failed normie and not actually a robot. I have 300 something in rocket league but that pales in comparison to other people. Wonder how much I racked up in WoW. Definitely didn't get to 1,000.

>stop playing games
>try in reallife
>realize that that doesnt make you happy
>try to go back to games
>games dont work either anymore
>stuck
>>35044850
have about 2years /played on wow
more if i could still see all the time played on private server and deleted characters
would give anything to be happy in this game again but its shit to me now

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>>35044926
You can never go home anon.

I tried playing WoW again and it was boring.

I don't actually miss the game I don't think. I miss the friends I had in my guild and in the goofy private chats we had. I miss the feeling of discovering a new world and being able to just chat with random people.
Playing back in high school where I didn't care much if I played all day and did nothing else.
Now I feel guilt if I play video games all day.

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>>35044279
Over 3k on Garrry Mod

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>>35044279
No you couldn't have OP. I know everyone likes to believe that anything us possible if you just try but that's mainly a meme. Sure, the guys at the top put in ridiculous hours to learn their shit, but so do countless other people who never make it that far, but you never hear their story. Some of us are just born with inferior minds. A man capable of success would not do the things you do. You do not fail because of these games, you feel because you are you.

Now go prove me wrong

>>35044415
>Addiction is tough, OP.

>>35044850
>Sell all your video game systems and delete all your accounts.

this is basically it, its an addiction, i'm in the same boat as OP, i know its fucking my life up, i know ive gotta drop it cold turkey but taking that step just seems impossible.

>>35046603
4chan is the worst addiction of them all. I've literally spent the past 10 hours on it. Thanks to my phone app I can always shitpost. And it never ends.

Don't focus on what you could've done with that time, only keep it in the back of your mind as a reminder. You can't change that now, so focus on how you want to spend your time in the future. Make a plan and stick to it. Writing it down can help.

There's nothing wrong with video games as a leisure activity. I love vidya. What you have is an addiction and you need to get it under control, because right now it's controlling you.

>>35046638
ive also come to realize this as of late, choosing not to play games has become easy i spend like 30-60mins a day playing vidya. But fucking 4chan, im slowly blocking just the boards that have stupid amounts of porn mostly, i dont even masturbate i just look for hours, its tough though.

>>35046638
Hiroshimoot needs to sell or start fucking 4chan up so I don't want to come back day after day. What ever happened to the "winter" that was supposed to come? It gave me hope

>>35044279
>tfw 2354 hours in TF2
w h y

You play video games over a painstakingly arduous tasks like building a house or weightlifting because it is the path of least resistance. You can easily play a video game at any time without expending too much effort.

Also, the lack of fulfilling relationships is another contributing factor. You play video games to make life bearable, sort of like what an alcoholic does. It's an addiction. And it's not really you're fault that you are this way.

>>35044279
Wow instead of doing something gay and boring you had fun! So unique!!! Special snowflake!!

>>35047003
Video games are gay, they aren't fun and they are definitely not rewarding (much more important than 'fun')

But that's not how life works

10000 hours of school, study, stress, deadlines and work is not the same as 10000 hours relaxed at home playing games.

One is fun, the other is not. You greatly underestimate the enjoyment you get out of what you're doing

>>35046830
>to make life bearable

This is why I drink and this is what I've quit since Monday. I mean it this time, though. The moment I realized I hated playing all of my old snes games on emulators and hate played or just wasted the extra hours in the day streaming conversational youtube videos while fucking around in online games like LoL, Hearthstone and big MMO's. When the weekend hits, I find a hobby and look for better work. I'll only drink at company meetings and only enough to look participatory and not be completely bored.

I'd delete my porn too, but if I don't spank it once every 3 days or so, I make dumb fucking decisions with women, especially when drunk.

Functional alcoholism isn't a joke. You get shit done, unlike OP, but you still waste the potential of your younger years. I have a college degree, decent job and incredible resume, but I always took the easiest route to maintaining the drunken stupor - while working out and learning languages.

Now in my thirties, I only have those language skills, a good body and shit for a bank account to show for it. At least no STD's.

>>35044279
>I couldve been a fucking nuclear scientist. I couldve sculpted my body into a master piece. I couldve enjoyed my teen years, i couldve finished college. I couldve built 10 god damn houses with my bare hands, but no.

Haha you're giving yourself too much credit.

>6,000 hours in tf2
>6,000 hours in dota 2
not to mention the 1,500 hours of anime and all the time I spend here or playing other games
this is all since I became neet about 5 years ago too didn't have a pc before and didn't keep track of the anime before either

>start feeling bad about wasting time on vidya
>can no longer enjoy vidya
>stop playing vidya
>still dont do anything productive

>>35048209
All of that shit is possible.

Nuclear scientist? Be smart, join the nazy for their nuclear program and leave after your 4 years are up. You'll get a job anywhere in the world with a 6 figure salary. If your are not smart, work your ass off through college and get a job at any nuclear facility - then work your way up and always be qualified. Obviously you can't do this if you're a fucking moron or too lazy.

Perfect body? That just takes dedication and a certain tolerance for pain. After the first year, endorphins and self-love will take care of the rest. Obviously you can't do this if you're fucking lazy and a pussy.

Enoyed teen years? Have sex and not care. College? Do it now ~ it's only paper unless you want a job that requires that paper. Then just get it you lazy fucker.

Build houses? Fucking slave labor does that shit and sometimes for free (charity) in a month. 1 fucking year and you can build 12. A big company where you're paid a bit above minimum at labor levels, and you could finish that in much less. If you want to build it from scratch, obviously you're a fucking moron to want to learn all that is needed, hone your skill then actually do it all unless you're just talking of building a glorified shack with a water line.

You could do all of this in 12 years without breaking a fucking sweat and constant vacations - at age 40. No excuses but ... well, excuses. Because you're a pussy and probably an idiot.

>>35044279
You've wasted your life. You've completely ruined your life.

I repeat: You've ruined your life. There is no getting back the years you have thrown away.

Your only hope is to start living now. Destroy your video games and start living in the real world.

Hindsight is 20-20, mate. I'm pretty sure all those thousands of games ago you already threw your "teen years" out of the window.

All that shit is easier said than done. If you couldn't even study for your test what makes you think you could have done anything you described with the time given?

Vidya is fucking great, you shouldn't feel bad for spending your time on it. It's just real maddening when people are so quick to overestimate themselves in retrospect. You're a different person than you were all that time ago, so even if you have the conviction to act on those ideas now (if you had the time) there would be no guarantee you'd be in the same mindset at that time.

Makes me so mad I'm gonna frogpost.

>>35048076
nigga its not like a game you can spend 10,000 hours playing is fun anyway

11,000 hours on cs source
1,400 hours on csgo
70 days on league of legends
260 days on Runescape
Basically my entire life can be said within a sentence..

>>35044279
Because I am using your thread to test out something
https://youtu.be/N3472Q6kvg0?t=63
haha

Did what you wanted to do guess, look forward

>>35047710
You are scientifically wrong. That entire statement. No one is dumb enough to take that bait.

>league

your right, how can you be that stupid. just playing 500 hours Dota makes more skill than any number in lol

>>35044279
Compared to you i am stll pretty welloff
5000 h in warframe
1500 h in tf2
400 h in terraria
About 600 h in minecraft

>>35044279
>120 days of gameplay in RuneScape
I am sure I had way more than that back in the day when I played. I am absolutely certain my playtime was 200+ days.

Pretty sure I have over 6k hours on runescape now, which is about 250days

>>35044279
This is why more vidya should teach valuable skills. It doesn't have to be edutainment or whatever, but at least they can try. Anyway, it may be a meme but you should look into vidya dev. That way you learn valuable skills while still sticking with your hobby.

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>>35044279
It's not video games fault that you prefered them over other things
You spending thousands of hours on games is not a cause but rather an effect of you mistakes
You were the problem all along Anon

>>35044279
You could have got a good taste in video games

>>35044279
not really mate you couldnt be any of those
its who you are
like me and many other on this site you are a loser
either change or just stop complaining
i know i did a long time ago

Same boat op, that is why Im going to give video games up for lent.

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>>35048241
>1,500 hours of anime
time well spent