who here too broken to go on, too scared to die?

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>>35043194
Most of us are. I plan on finishing college and finding a job that will at least make me able to pay for a shitty apartment. Other than that I have no other higher plans or goals; the only reason I'm still in college is because I would be homeless otherwise. I'd be better off dead, but I am too scared/not motivated enough to kill myself. I guess we all die eventually, so it doesn't have to happen right now. If I can get a cheap apartment and be able to play vidya, then I will stick around for a while longer.

Yep. I climbed over the railing of a bridge in January with the intention jumping but just couldn't bring myself to do it. Feels bad.

last minute stopped before killing yourself thread? inb4 pussied out, faggot
>getting ready to drive my mom's car
into the overpass
>playing loud radio window down
>Blue Boy by Mac Demarco
> "Calm down, sweetheart, grow up"
>cryed, thought about how
my mom needed the car
to get to work the next day
>drove home, told nobody
that was last summer, and now i'm getting ready to head off to college and begin a new life